Chapter 40: Qin Mo's character collapsed too quickly.
"Do you want to go to class and learn about pregnancy and some exercise?"
"I don't want to go." Xu Xinuo replied without hesitation.
"It's okay not to go. From now on, I'll take you out for a walk or a walk in the yard every day. You're exercising too little. It may not be easy to have children in the future. Qin Mo said flatly.
Xu Xinuo's face flushed slightly.
She was still not used to talking about these things so calmly, as if she was talking about ordinary things.
"You arrange it." Xu Xinuo said casually, wanting to end the topic as soon as possible.
Qin Mo nodded and said, "Hmm." ”
The two of them looked at each other, and Xu Xinuo quickly looked away.
Qin Mo saw that Xu Xinuo's face was a little red, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?" Got a cold? ”
As he spoke, he reached out and put his hand on Xu Xinuo's forehead, which was slightly hot.
Xu Xinuo hurriedly said, "No." ”
"I'll go get my thermometer." Qin Mo said uneasily.
Xu Xinuo sighed helplessly, very sure that he didn't catch a cold.
After a while, Qin Mo hurriedly came over with a thermometer.
He measured it, and it was 37 degrees, which was normal. The body temperature of a pregnant woman is a little higher than normal.
After Xu Xinuo saw the result, he said with a little disgust: "I'll just say no." ”
Qin Mo said gently, "It's better to be careful." Being sick is already painful, and if you're pregnant, it's even more painful. If you feel unwell, tell Sister Li immediately, or call me. I don't have any major problems in the company, it's okay to be late and leave early. ”
Xu Xinuo nodded tiredly.
It wasn't the first time she'd heard these words.
Before she experienced it, she felt that Qin Mo was worried.
Qin Mo looked at Xu Xinuo distressedly and said, "Xinuo, you have worked hard. I'll be good to you and do my best to be good to you. ”
Xu Xinuo frowned slightly.
At this moment, she was in a bit of a trance, feeling as if Qin Mo had given birth to a child. She didn't feel how hard it was herself, but Qin Mo felt that it was hard.
He began to say something inconsequential again. Although he said it sincerely, Xu Xinuo still felt a little vain.
What Xu Xinuo felt was not moved, but strange, and his heart was full of doubts.
Qin Mo himself was moved.
He couldn't help but want to cry. In order not to let Xu Xinuo see his tears, he took Xu Xinuo into his arms.
Tears flowed uncontrollably any longer.
Xu Xinuo was puzzled, difficult to understand, and unable to empathize. She didn't have much affection for Qin Mo, and she didn't have much affection for this child.
"What's wrong with you?" Xu Xinuo asked in confusion.
She heard Qin Mo's heartbeat a little chaotic.
Qin Mo forcibly held back his crying, tried to maintain his usual voice, and said, "It's okay." ”
Xu Xinuo leaned on Qin Mo's shoulder with a look of embarrassment. She knew that Qin Mo was crying. Because Qin Mo's tears fell on her hair. But she didn't know why Qin Mo was crying. She didn't cry.
She couldn't understand Qin Mo's feelings, she just wanted Qin Mo to finish crying quickly.
Qin Mo really refreshed her cognition little by little. Before and after marriage, two people are judged.
Xu Xinuo was almost unable to recall the state of the second time she and Qin Mo met. Qin Mo, who had a cold face and an unhappy face, and the child could cry when he saw it, seemed to only exist in Xu Xinuo's memory.
Qin Mo's character collapsed too quickly.
Could it be that Qin Mo was a person who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, or because they had only met for the second time at that time.
Qin Mo cried profusely, but Xu Xinuo's thoughts drifted away.
After a long time, Qin Mo wiped away his tears, relieved for a while, and tried to regain his composure.
He let go of Xu Xinuo and said thoughtfully: "Your feet are numb, hurry up and sit down and rest." ”
Xu Xinuo looked at Qin Mo quietly, and complained in his heart: You still know that my feet are numb. You can cry if you want to, and it's not something to be seen in. I don't understand, but I won't laugh at you. What are you holding me for?
Qin Mo said apologetically: "I'll give you a thump on your legs." ”
Xu Xinuo stretched out his hand to stop in a panic: "No need to ......"
But Qin Mo had already taken it upon himself to take off Xu Xinuo's shoes and let Xu Xinuo's legs rest on his legs.
He pounded Xu Xinuo's leg very professionally.
It's really comfortable. Xu Xinuo did not refuse.
"Why do you still have all this?" Xu Xinuo asked suspiciously.
Qin Mo said casually: "I learned from books." I'm a newbie, so learn more. ”
Xu Xinuo nodded clearly. Qin Mo has always been very attentive to this child. Since they signed the contract, Qin Mo has always been very good to her.
She could imagine that after the child was born, Qin Mo would definitely take good care of the child. Even without the company, without the mother's love, the child will grow up healthily. What's more, Qin Mo may marry another wife in the future.
Thinking of this, Xu Xinuo felt that something was wrong. According to the ethical dramas with complicated family situations that I have watched before. In such a situation, her child may be bullied. Generally, most stepmothers are not good for their children.
"Will you marry someone else in the future?" Xu Xinuo asked bluntly.
She wanted to know the exact answer, although that answer might change over time. But at least after the birth of the child, she was relieved when she left. If the child is doing well, she will not have any worries. But if the child is not doing well, she will definitely be sad.
Her mother abandoned her when she was young, and now she has to repeat her mother's behavior. Whether active or passive, the result is the same. Fate seems to be inextricably linked.
She and her own mother unknowingly went down the same path.
Qin Mo smiled and asked, "Why do you ask that?" ”
He thought that Xu Xinuo cared about himself, and he was a little happy in his heart.
"If you marry again, can you wait for the child to be older, or find someone who is good for the child?" Xu Xinuo humbly pleaded.
She knew none of this had anything to do with her. She was not qualified to take care of Qin Mo's affairs. But she still wants to fight for her children. In the future, even if there is something, she will not be able to take care of the children by her side. The child's life and future all depend on Qin Mo.
What the future holds, no one knows. She didn't have that much confidence in Qin Mo.
She fell into her own associations, and had worries and worries that she shouldn't have.
The smile on Qin Mo's face froze.
Once his idea was indeed to find someone to have children first, cope with his parents, and then wait until he met someone he liked or wanted to get married, and then get married. He never thought about it from a child's point of view.
After liking Xu Xinuo, he would not think about these issues anymore.
Qin Mo said seriously: "Xinuo, no matter what happens in the future, I will be good to the child." ”
Xu Xinuo nodded lightly, and his heart was not easy.
She got the promise she wanted, but the promise was just a promise. Whether or not it can be done is another matter.
Qin Mo looked at Xu Xinuo with blazing eyes, and said seriously: "Xinuo, we won't divorce and raise this child together, okay?" ”
Xu Xinuo said in horror: "Why? Didn't we say it well before? ”
Her refusal was obvious.
Qin Mo's heart felt a sharp pain that he had never felt before.
It turns out that this feeling is after being rejected.
He looked at Xu Xinuo stupidly, obviously stung by her panic, but still felt sorry for her panic.
"If you don't want to, forget it. I'll just ask. I thought you liked this kid a lot. Qin Mo said with a smile.
Xu Xinuo breathed a sigh of relief, thought for a while, and said, "I believe you can take good care of the child." We're just in a contract marriage. You don't love me, and I don't love you. We don't have to accommodate our children. ”
Qin Mo tried his best to smile and said happily, "Yes." If you want to come and see your child in the future, you can come at any time. You are always a mother to your children. ”
Xu Xinuo was embarrassed and said: "Didn't you say that you shouldn't have contact after the divorce? I respect your decision. You don't have to think about me. I don't think I can do it like you. ”
Both of them are too considerate of each other, but they don't know each other, so they really don't always meet each other.
Qin Mo smiled bitterly and said, "Hmm." That's what I asked for. Thank you for respecting my decision. ”
These rules and regulations were all painstakingly figured out by himself, and now they are trapping him. Qin Mo felt that fate had played tricks on him.
If he had found out that he liked Xu Xinuo earlier, everything would not have turned out to be the way it is now.
Xu Xinuo was generous and politely said: "I also thank you for your willingness to help me at the beginning." We work well together. ”
She knew Qin Mo's intentions, but that wasn't what she wanted.
After experiencing the ups and downs of life, love has been abandoned by her.
Promise Qin Mo, she can live a carefree, comfortable and leisurely life again, Qin Mo fell in love with her, and was so gentle and considerate to her, it was easy for her to fall in love with Qin Mo. But she didn't want to be an incompetent person without any worries and being vulnerable.
Relying on oneself is always more solid and freer than relying on others.
was comfortable as Mrs. Qin, and one day Qin Mo met someone she liked more, and she became an abandoned woman. At that time, she was no longer the age she is now, and she couldn't do anything else if she wanted to. Now she's young enough to make her own way.
"It's a pleasure to work with." Qin Mo really wanted to be as generous and careless as Xu Xinuo.
He found that he couldn't even do such a simple thing.
He tried to squeeze out a smile to prove his blandness, but he ended up smiling fiercely.
Seeing him like this, Xu Xinuo unexpectedly felt distressed.
She couldn't bear to lean over and hug Qin Mo and said, "You're fine." Thank you for your care and attention to me. I will take good care of myself and give birth to the child. "I don't really like you, but there's nothing about you that I blame. Let's get together and disperse.
Qin Mo was flattered and hugged Xu Xinuo back.
All his heartache was comforted at this moment.
"You're welcome. That's what I'm supposed to do. Qin Mo said stupidly.
It turned out that he was so easily satisfied. As long as Xu Xinuo comforted him a few words, he would not be sad.
Xu Xinuo gently patted Qin Mo's back, and then straightened up.
Qin Mo was unwilling to let go.
"Can this hug last a little longer?" Qin Mo asked humbly.
Xu Xinuo leaned on Qin Mo's shoulder helplessly, expressing his words with actions.
Qin Mo quietly hugged Xu Xinuo.
After a long time, Qin Mo heard Xu Xinuo's even breathing.
He carefully let go of Visib and found that Visib was asleep. A doting smile unconsciously appeared on his face.
Qin Mo carefully picked up Xu Xinuo and put him on the bed.