Chapter 61: Yang Fan, you don't have to feel so guilty.

Qin Mo hurriedly took care of the matter and handed it over to He Ming to do, and then sat next to the cradle and quietly looked at Xu Xu.

The more the child grows up, the more he looks like Xu Xinuo.

In fact, he understands what Zhou Yue said. He also wants to remarry Xu Xinuo.

The problem is that Xu Xinuo does not want to remarry him.

An ex-husband who doesn't have much affection can have much weight in Xu Xinuo's heart.

Qin Mo felt that with his children, he was not as heavy as Yang Fan in Xu Xinuo's heart.

He didn't have the confidence to be able to redeem his promise, but he couldn't let it go.

Now because of the encounter between Yang Fan and Xu Xinuo, he has another sense of crisis.

Then follow your heart. Even if he will lose, he will fight for it. The first two years of his time had been wasted.

Yang Fan accompanied Xu Xinuo and Xu Jiang for a long time.

He was very happy.

Xu Jiang didn't treat him as an outsider, and talked to him a lot along the way.

Xu Xinuo felt the need to talk to the two of them separately. If Xu Jiang told Yang Fan what he thought, how embarrassing it would be.

Xu Jiang always thought that it was Yang Fan who abandoned Xu Xinuo.

In addition, Xu Xinuo didn't want to hide it from Yang Fan. She felt it was necessary for her to let Yang Fan know about her past. She didn't want Yang Fan to pay for her so stupidly anymore.

Returning from Huangshan, Yang Fan wanted to send them, but Xu Xinuo refused.

Yang Fan was not unhappy, but reluctantly told her: "I will always contact her in the future." I've been here for the past few days, and I've called me if there's something. My phone number has never changed. ”

Xu Xinuo nodded.

Back at the hotel, Xu Xinuo took Xu Jiang to have dinner in the hotel restaurant.

When the meal was ready, Xu Xinuo said to Xu Jiang: "Dad, it was really me who broke up with Yang Fanti three years ago. Don't think he broke up with me first. I feel the need to explain this to you. Yang Fan and I are unlikely to be in the future. You can think of him as a friend, but don't think of him as my boyfriend anymore. He and I are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend. ”

Xu Jiang was stunned and asked, "Why?" Yang Fan is very good and loves you very much. Why do you ......?"

"There is no why. I've grown up. I know what I'm doing. Leave me alone, okay? Xu Xinuo asked sincerely.

Xu Jiang took a deep breath, nodded lightly, and said, "Okay." I don't interfere with your decisions. Yang Fan is willing to deal with me, I can also deal with him, right? ”

Xu Xinuo said helplessly: "Yes." ”

Back in the room, Xu Xinuo lay on the bed to rest. It's been a day of walking today, and my legs are going to be useless.

It's tiring to travel.

She was lying on the bed and flipped through the photos she took on her phone, and every one of them was beautiful.

After a pause, Xu Xinuo remembered that he was going to cut the video.

Only then did she realize that everything was in Xu Jiang's place, so she hurriedly went to the next room to get the equipment.

Xu Jiang was also so tired that his legs hurt, so he sat on a chair and rested.

"I'm tired today, you can rest. I'll cut it tomorrow. Anyway, you've already sent a lot of photos today. Xu Jiang persuaded him.

Xu Xinuo said indifferently: "It's okay." It's not tiring to edit the video, and it'll be done in a while. Dad, you should rest early. ”

Xu Jiang said enthusiastically: "I also took a video. See if it works. Or maybe I'll shoot it. ”

Xu Xinuo smiled and said, "Okay." I'll cut you in. ”

She knew Xu Jiang's thoughts, wanted to do something, didn't want to be abandoned by the times, and also wanted to help her.

Xu Xinuo took his things away and went to his room to cut the video.

These things seem simple, but they are trivial.

It was past nine o'clock when she finished it.

After Xu Xinuo released the video, he rested, closed the window and prepared for bed.

She stood by the window and watched a familiar figure.

She rubbed her eyes and looked at it, it was really Yang Fan.

He stood on the side of the road, like an abandoned puppy.

Xu Xinuo's heart was filled with a faint distress. She probably knew that Yang Fan was following them.

She sighed, but decided to go down and make it clear to Yang Fan. Originally, she planned to take a break and talk about it tomorrow, but she was afraid that she would not make it clear, so Yang Fan was downstairs all night.

Yang Fan stood on the side of the road, looking at the hotel gate from time to time, or the window upstairs with lights on.

He didn't know what floor Xu Xinuo lived on, which room.

But looking at the lights, he felt reassured.

He was afraid that Xu Xinuo would suddenly disappear again. He couldn't find it.

This time, he finally met, and he didn't dare to relax.

Xu Xinuo slowly approached and saw Yang Fan holding his back in a daze.

He didn't notice her arrival.

"Yang Fan." Xu Xinuo shouted.

Yang Fan was startled, and when he saw Xu Xinuo, a happy smile immediately appeared on his face.

"What a coincidence. You live here. Yang Fan disguised unnaturally.

But his acting skills are very clumsy, and he can be seen through at a glance.

Xu Xinuo smiled slightly, did not expose Yang Fan, and said calmly: "Let's talk." ”

Yang Fan said happily: "Okay." ”

"Have you eaten?" Xu Xinuo asked casually.

"Haven't eaten yet. What do you want to eat? Yang Fan asked with concern.

Xu Xinuo felt very warm in his heart. At this time, Yang Fan still cared about her.

"It's nice to have a restaurant nearby. Let's go there. ”

Xu Xinuo took Yang Fan to the private room of a restaurant.

Yang Fan thoughtfully handed the menu to Xu Xinuo and asked Xu Xinuo to order.

"I've eaten it. You order. Xu Xinuo poured himself a cup of tea, thinking about how to tell Yang Fan.

"Okay." Yang Fan took the menu and ordered a few dishes that Xu Xinuo loved to eat.

After the waiter left, Yang Fan asked with concern, "Cyno, where do you live now?" I haven't met you in three years of living in City A. Aren't you in City A? ”

Xu Xinuo nodded lightly and said, "Hmm." I went to another city, bought a house and a plot of land in the countryside, and now live a leisurely rural life. Every day is healthy. ”

Yang Fan praised: "The countryside is good." The country air is fresh, the environment is quiet, and the food is green. The city is bustling and bustling, but it's too noisy. There are people everywhere, cars everywhere. You like the quiet, the countryside is perfect for you. I also love the countryside. ”

Xu Xinuo poured Yang Fan a glass of water and said softly, "Drink some water." ”

Yang Fan took the water and said excitedly: "Cyno, do you want to see a few of our studios?" Now I'm on the right track, and people come from elementary school to high school to learn how to draw. Last year, I also brought out a few students who did well in the exams. Those little kids are cute. ”

"We'll talk about it later." Xu Xinuo said lightly.

When the waiter brought all the dishes, Xu Xinuo began to hesitate.

She was afraid that if she said it, Yang Fan would not have the heart to eat.

"Eat it." Xu Xinuo said, and then took out his mobile phone to look at the video he posted and interact with fans.

For black fans, she chooses to turn a blind eye and be tolerant.

Because the more she explained, the more energetic the black fans became.

Moreover, she felt that she didn't need to explain it to black fans.

"Do you really stop eating a little? The food here tastes good. Yang Fan strongly recommended.

Xu Xinuo waved his hand and said, "I'm full." You eat more. ”

After a while, Xu Xinuo saw that Yang Fan had almost eaten, and then said seriously: "Yang Fan, in fact, I have been married......

Yang Fan looked at Xu Xinuo in shock, as if he couldn't think.

"I have another child." Xu Xinuo continued.

Yang Fan tried to squeeze out a smile and said, "What about the child?" Why don't you bring it with you? Does it look like you? ”

Xu Xinuo said lightly: "I am divorced, and the child lives with his father. Yang Fan, I'm not the promise I made three years ago. I don't love you as much as I used to. You don't have to be nostalgic for our past, look for your love. ”

"Is he treating you badly?" Yang Fan said distressedly.

The emotions in his heart are very complicated, including self-blame, regret, distress, and loss...... But there is not a bit of resentment.

Back then, he was unable to protect Xu Xinuo, and he didn't know what kind of life Xu Xinuo had lived in the past three years. A girl from a middle family is isolated and helpless in the face of such a desperate situation, and the difficulties can be imagined.

No matter what Xu Xinuo did, he would only feel sorry for her and would not blame her. He was to blame himself.

Xu Xinuo was stunned, he didn't expect Yang Fan to ask such a question.

"He was very nice to me, he was very attentive and caring." Xu Xinuo replied calmly.

Yang Fan asked in disbelief: "Then why do you still divorce?" ”

Xu Xinuo sighed softly. Her words were quite contradictory.

The reason for this cannot be explained in a sentence or two.

Xu Xinuo had no choice but to give a standard answer: "Because I don't love him." ”

Yang Fan burst into tears when he heard Xu Xinuo's answer. He probably knew why Xu Xinuo got married.

"Cyno, I'm sorry, I'm so useless." Yang Fan said reproachfully.

If he could have had his current success earlier, Xu Xinuo would not have married someone else.

It was too late.

The goal he set for himself to work hard to make money, and to protect Xu Xinuo well in the future, and he didn't want Xu Xinuo to face a desperate predicament, which now seems like a joke.

It turned out that he had never protected Xu Xinuo.

From Yang Fan's eyes, Xu Xinuo also knew that Yang Fan had guessed the truth.

"I didn't tell my dad about these things. Can you not tell my dad, and don't tell anyone else? Xu Xinuo pleaded.

Yang Fan wept and nodded heavily.

He cried very sadly and embarrassed.

Xu Xinuo looked a little touched, but it was only a little.

After so much time, she was already relieved.

During the contract marriage, Qin Mo was also very good to her. She has nothing to hold grudges about.

The current success has also made her forgive her past self.

Such a scene is strange. Her client looked indifferent and indifferent, but Yang Fan cried heartbreakingly, as if he had suffered the same thing.

The scraps on the table looked at the two of them indifferently.

She can understand Yang Fan's guilt, but Yang Fan doesn't have to be so guilty. She was just as incompetent at the beginning.

Now they've all gone to a certain level of success, but there's still something between them. Three years can change a lot of things.

Xu Xinuo persuaded with relief: "Yang Fan, you don't have to be so guilty. I've never complained about you. It was also the breakup I mentioned first. I am the one to be ashamed of. You didn't do anything wrong. ”

Yang Fan is affectionate. But she is not worthy of Yang Fan's affection.