Chapter Seventy-Two: There's nothing wrong with me being alone now
Shen Dongbai hurriedly caught up and asked with concern, "What's wrong?" You have been discovered, Qin Mo has intimidated you with his eyes? ”
Yang Fan let out a long sigh and said tiredly, "No." His gaze was soft. I felt like Cyno loved that kid and loved ...... very much."
"You're wrong. Yesterday, I could see that Xu Xinuo didn't like that Qin Mo, and he was in a hurry with that Qin Mo. The two of them don't know each other. It's normal for parents to love their children, don't think too much about it. Qin Mo didn't believe in himself as much as you did. If Xu Xinuo liked him, the two of them would not have divorced. Shen Dongbai said affirmatively.
Yang Fan asked unconfidently, "Really?" ”
He needed affirmation and support so much.
Shen Dongbai said confidently: "Of course." After all these years, you still don't believe in my ability to read words and colors. Yesterday I wondered how the two of them were so alienated. Good thing you told me they were divorced. Otherwise, this question will bother me for a long time. ”
Yang Fan regained a little confidence.
Anyway, hold on, you can't throw in the towel so quickly.
"I believe in you." Yang Fan said emotionally.
"Let's go back. You're still sick. Go back and get some rest. Shen Dongbai said thoughtfully.
Yang Fan took a deep breath and silently followed Shen Dongbai's steps.
It was almost noon when Xu Xinuo returned home.
She sat in the courtyard in a daze. Recently she has met a lot of former friends.
The peaceful life has also become unpeaceful.
Xu Jiang has always wanted her to get married and have children, if he knew that she was married and had children, and she was divorced, he should not urge her.
Life forced her to make choices, but she didn't want to choose anything.
She just wants to settle for the status quo.
People with low desire have nothing to pursue in life.
She does not approve of worldly happiness and just wants to live her own peaceful life. Even if it's her children, she doesn't want to be involved in too many children's lives, or let them be involved in too much of her life.
For Yang Fan, she has feelings, but it is only friendship.
She hoped that Yang Fan could let go of her and start again. She didn't want to delay Yang Fan.
She is only twenty-five years old, youthful, vigorous and energetic...... It doesn't seem to have anything to do with her.
Xu Jiang came back from outside and asked with a smile, "Did you go to find Yang Fan?" ”
Yesterday, Xu Xinuo told him to go out, but he didn't ask much, and he didn't say much when he told him that he wouldn't come back in the evening. He recognized Yang Fan from the bottom of his heart.
Yang Fan was very good to Xu Xinuo, and the two of them liked each other before.
If he hadn't gone bankrupt, Yang Fan and Xu Xinuo would have been married long ago. It's three years late, but the good thing is that they're still young. Everything was in time.
Xu Xinuo lied without changing his face: "No. It's because of work. ”
"Then you didn't stop by to see Yang Fan?" Xu Jiang asked disappointedly.
"I'm too busy to go." Xu Xinuo said casually.
Xu Jiang sighed regretfully and said with concern: "What do you want to eat at noon?" I'm going to cook. ”
Xu Xinuo said casually: "Just do it." ”
Her life suddenly had a bunch of intractable troubles. No matter how she explained, everyone was still stubborn.
Xu Jiang went to the kitchen to cook.
Xu Xinuo got up and went to his room to upload his comics, and then edited the video taken at the playground.
She has a manuscript, so it doesn't matter if she doesn't draw comics for a day or two.
Now she has a successful career, is mature and calm, and is the most suitable for marriage, but she doesn't want to get married at all. It's no longer needed when it's most suitable.
She can now go to the temple to be a monk with a pure heart.
No matter how dull and boring life is, she will not feel bored.
A few days later, Yang Fan took Shen Dongbai and An Ruosu to play with Xu Xinuo.
Xu Jiang was very happy because he saw a few of them. In the past, they often came to the house to play with Xu Xinuo.
Xu Xinuo didn't have any friends here, and they were lively when they came.
"Your little courtyard is so nice. The birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, just like a paradise. An Ruosu said enviously.
Xu Xinuo smiled and said, "Just get it." It's easy for you to want a yard like this. ”
Shen Dongbai said seriously: "It's not simple. It took a lot of thought to look at it. It's very relaxing to stay here. ”
Yang Fan helped serve tea.
Xu Jiang went to cook. Yang Fan and Shen Dongbai both ran over to help.
Only Xu Xinuo and An Ruosu were left in the courtyard.
"Yang Fan and Qin Mo are both good, it's really hard to choose." An Ruosu said seriously.
Xu Xinuo smiled faintly and asked rhetorically, "Why do you choose?" There's nothing wrong with me being alone right now. ”
An Ruosu looked at Xu Xinuo distressedly, and said sincerely: "Isn't it good that one more person loves you?" You're here by yourself, and you don't even have a peer in the village, how boring. ”
"I'm not bored." Xu Xinuo said flatly.
An Ruosu sighed softly. Xu Xinuo has really changed a lot, and now he has more indifference that has experienced vicissitudes.
"Then pity Yang Fan." An Ruosu said with a sigh.
Xu Xinuo said enthusiastically: "You and Dong Baiduo persuade him that there are suitable girls to introduce him." I don't want him waiting for me anymore. ”
An Ruosu said helplessly: "This matter has to be up to him." It doesn't help us to say more. It would be nice if you could also attain positive results. The four of us will be able to continue to be in pairs as before. ”
"What happened between me and Yang Fan, and it didn't affect the communication between us. You want to come here, welcome at any time. It just so happens that I have a lot of rooms in my house, which is enough to live. Xu Xinuo said rationally.
An Ruosu nodded with a smile and said seriously, "We will come over and disturb often." You're in a nice place to relax. ”
The two of them chatted for a while, and Xu Xinuo took An Ruosu to experience the joy of picking.
The atmosphere in the kitchen was cheerful. With Shen Dongbai here, there will be no coldness.
"Uncle, you are really skillful and methodical in cooking." Shen Dongbai praised.
Xu Jiang was so happy by his praise that he said proudly: "Of course." When Cyno was a child, I used to cook. Our generation grew up in poor conditions, and since childhood, they have been doing all kinds of work and everything. After a long time, even if you are not proficient, you have become proficient. ”
Shen Dongbai echoed and said, "Yes, yes, yes." I've watched a lot of period dramas like this. ”
Yang Fan was concentrating on chores on the side.
Shen Dongbai chatted while working.
The personalities of the two of them are very contrasting.
"The chicken is stewed. How about you taste it? Xu Jiang used a spatula to pick up two pieces of chicken with attractive color and aroma.
Shen Dongbai hurriedly picked up the chopsticks and tasted it carefully.
The chicken was so hot that he didn't eat it, but when he took a bite of the juice wrapped in the chicken, he immediately praised it, "It's delicious." It tastes better than all the chicken I've ever eaten. Uncle, you're amazing. ”
Xu Jiang was embarrassed by his praise.
"That's it. Out of the pot. He handed another piece of chicken to Yang Fan.
Shen Dongbai thoughtfully used chopsticks to give Yang Fan.
Yang Fan opened his mouth to eat. He already knew it was delicious.
Xu Jiang happily stir-fried the next dish, stir-fried sausage with sharp peppers.
"Uncle, you can take charge of your own conditions and standards and open a farmhouse." Shen Dongbai said sincerely.
If Xu Jiang opened a farmhouse, he would come over often.
"There are no tourists here. Can't drive. Cyno likes to be quiet, it's too noisy to open a farmhouse. I'm too old to take care of myself. Xu Jiang said soberly.
He was not dizzy by Shen Dongbai's praise.
Shen Dongbai agreed and said, "Yes." You're good right now. When you're old, it's time to retire. ”
Shen Dongbai's biggest advantage is that he generally does not argue with others, and can think about problems from the perspective of others, so he will not feel unhappy when others talk to him.
They quickly prepared lunch and had a hearty lunch together.
After eating, Yang Fan took Shen Dongbai to visit the house he rented. Xu Xinuo and An Ruosu chatted at home.
Shen Dongbai looked at the house that Yang Fan had installed, and felt a little sentimental in his heart.
What is past is what is in the past.
In the few hours he spent together, he could find that Xu Xinuo no longer loved Yang Fan.
Shen Dongbai patted Yang Fan's shoulder and persuaded sympathetically: "You are too stubborn. Maybe it's time to let it go. ”
Yang Fan knew what Shen Dongbai was talking about.
He said stubbornly: "You asked me to insist a few days ago." ”
Shen Dongbai said a little embarrassed: "At that time, I didn't see you and Xu Xinuo getting along. I see that Xu Xinuo has no feelings for Qin Mo, and now I find that Xu Xinuo has no feelings for you either. I know it's hard for you to let go, but it really doesn't make sense. No matter how much you insist, you'll only make yourself sad. ”
Yang Fan lowered his head and sighed.
Of course he understands that. But he still couldn't let go of it.
After a long time, Yang Fan said slowly: "But haven't you also chased An Ruosu for many years?" You didn't give up on your own. ”
Shen Dongbai was helpless. They are not comparable to each other.
"Do you want to learn from me? We're different. Ruosu has feelings. She doesn't like me, but she likes other people. Cyno doesn't like anyone right now. How are you chasing? If you insist, you will only be more pitiful than me. Shen Dongbai said bitterly.
Yang Fan asked in surprise: "Who does Ruosu like?" I don't know at all. ”
Shen Dongbai said without thinking: "It has nothing to do with you. You'd better think about your own business. ”
Yang Fan sat quietly and didn't say a word.
Shen Dongbai quietly accompanied Yang Fan. He can best understand Yang Fan's current mood.
An Ruosu likes Xu Xinuo's yard very much.
She walked around the yard, looked at the flowers and plants, and looked at the fruits.
"Is this passion fruit?" An Ruosu asked uncertainly.
"Yes." Xu Xinuo picked a few ripe passion fruits from the shelf and handed them to An Ruosu.
An Ruosu exclaimed: "There are so many knots." ”