Chapter 182
Bai Mushi repeated all the words that the police said to him.
After Chen Shu heard this, the whole person collapsed to the ground.
Tears slipped out of her eyes uncontrollably, and then she said in disbelief: "Impossible, disgusted with the possibility of an accident?" People who are so tired of it will definitely not do such a stupid thing. ”
Bai Mushi used to hate Bai Yan very much, and he didn't even want to recognize her as a girl, but at this time, he was very uncomfortable in his heart, and he couldn't accept it, and he regretted it even more, regretting saying those words to Bai Yan.
Bai Mushi picked up Chen Shu, who had collapsed on the ground, and then comforted: "Disgust is really not here, don't deceive yourself anymore, let's hurry up and claim it, don't let Disgust stay alone in that strange city anymore, Disgusted body has been soaked for several days, if you don't claim it again, you may not be able to recognize it."
Chen Shu couldn't get out of the self-blame, she said: "It's all my fault, I shouldn't be so big-hearted, and I thought that I would come back by myself, and I forgot that I was tired of this person and didn't like to go out."
"Don't say that again, let's hurry up."
"Okay, okay, let's take Boredom home, we can't let Boredom be alone in that city anymore, she will definitely be very lonely."
When she dreamed of this, Bai Yan was suddenly stunned, she had experienced that feeling of loneliness a long time ago.
Every time I came home before, I couldn't see Bai Mushi and Chen Shu, and Bai Yi still remembers that other people's families were reunited in harmony during the Chinese New Year, but her house was full of quarrels.
Even if Chen Shu and Bai Mushi don't quarrel for a year, they all do their own things, Bai Mushi is busy with work, Chen Shu is busy talking to his colleagues and friends on the phone, and the only person she can contact is Mo Wenwen.
It's better to go to high school, but when she was in junior high school before, she didn't even have someone who could speak her heart.
may be too lonely, Bai Wei feels that he died alone there in his dream, and it seems to be okay.
Then time seemed to speed up, Bai Mushi and Chen Shu soon arrived at the police station and claimed the body of Bai Yan in the dream, the corpse was mosaic, and Bai Wei couldn't see what he had become in the dream.
Anyway, looking at Bai Mushi and Chen Shu's reactions, there should be some differences from their appearances before their deaths, otherwise they wouldn't have that kind of expression.
On the way back with Bai Yan's corpse, Chen Shu was about to faint from crying, and Bai Mushi was unusually quiet.
Bai Mushi, who loves his work so much, didn't even look at his mobile phone today, and after sending the body of Bai Yan in his dream to the funeral home, Bai Mushi notified Chen Ju and Jiang Mengmeng, as well as Bai Yan's grandparents.
Chen Ju's legs couldn't move, but after hearing the news, he stood up excitedly, but just two seconds after he stood up, he fell to the ground.
Jiang Mengmeng hurriedly stepped forward to support him.
Chen Ju's eyes instantly turned red, and he blamed himself and said: "It's all my fault, I'm tired of thinking that I won't want to pay attention to her in the future, it's that I'm sorry for being bored, I'm tired of not experiencing mother's love and father's love since I was a child, born in that family, she is really unlucky, I didn't take care of her."
Seeing Chen Ju blaming herself like this, Jiang Mengmeng felt very uncomfortable, and she said: "Don't think like this, it's not your fault, maybe it's an accident to go to the world, it's not that you can't think about it at all."
"I'm definitely not going to think about it, you hurry up and take me to the funeral home, if I'm late, I won't see boredom anymore, I have to see the last side of boredom, I have to tell her that I don't blame her, I don't want to ignore her, I just can't accept my crippled leg, it's me who can't get along with myself, and it has nothing to do with her."
Seeing Chen Ju like this, Jiang Mengmeng couldn't help crying: "Okay, I'll take you to see the last one."
Immediately afterwards, the picture flashed to Mo Wenwen, who was told by Chen Ju.
Mo Wenwen didn't believe it when she saw it at first, because she thought that Chen Ju was a joker, but soon, Mo Wenwen remembered that Chen Ju hadn't joked since his leg injury.
Mo Wenwen stood up in fright, picked up her mobile phone and ran in the direction of her home, she didn't care about contacting the driver at home, so she directly stopped a taxi and told Chen Jufa's funeral home address.
On the way there, Mo Wenwen prayed in his heart that this was fake, and the prayer was that Chen Ju had sent the wrong message.
But she was still very panicked in her heart, especially when she arrived at the door of the funeral home, Mo Wenwen saw Bai Mushi who was smoking.
You must know that Bai Mushi stays in the company all day and doesn't come back much, Mo Wenwen can't help but panic even more.
"How's it going? Is there anything wrong with her? Did you really pass away? ”
Bai Mushi responded dejectedly: "It's true."
Mo Wenwen was stupid, and she looked towards the funeral home in disbelief.
She saw Chen Ju in a wheelchair, and Jiang Mengmeng next to her.
Chen Shu didn't stand in the hall, she stayed next to Bai Yan, looking at her miserable white, and her cheeks changed a little.
Bai Yan's appearance is really high, although his face has changed a little, but he is still very good-looking.
After Mo Wenwen asked Chen Ju where Bai Yan's body was, he walked over, and then saw Chen Shu standing next to Bai Yan in his dream.
Chen Shu grabbed Bai Yan's little hand and swayed it back and forth, as if he was trying to rub her hot: "Disgusted, it's my mother who is sorry for you, my mother knows it's wrong, can you stop sleeping and wake up and see your mother quickly."
Mo Wenwen's walking speed couldn't help but slow down, and she couldn't believe it, looking at Bai Yi lying there.
Chen Shu quickly noticed Mo Wenwen who walked in, and she asked, "Wenwen is here, do you know what my family has experienced at school?" Why can't you think of running so far and committing suicide? ”
Mo Wenwen thought of her indifference to Bai Yan at school, she suddenly regretted it, Mo Wenwen actually didn't want to break off her relationship with Bai Yan at all, she was just a little too face-saving, and she was angry that Bai Wei listened to her mother so much.
Her mother kept Bai Wei away from her, and Bai Wei really stayed away from herself.
Mo Wenwen also thought that when he went to college in the future, he would find an opportunity to contact Bai Yan, and then try to restore the friendship between them.
Chen Shu began to blame himself again, "No, it's not what I experienced at school, blame me and Mushi, blame us for saying those words to her, blame me for not loving her well before, mom regrets it, mom knows it's wrong, disgusted, can you go home, if you can do it all over again, mom will definitely love you well." ”
Seeing Chen Shu and Mo Wenwen like this, Bai Wei felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and she immediately thought of Gu Shao'an, and Gu Shao'an in her dream didn't seem to know the news of her death.
I don't know if I thought of Gu Shao'an's reason, and the scene in the dream quickly flashed to Gu Shao'an's house.
Bai Yan saw the old grandmother sitting in the yard, chatting on the phone with the aunt in the store next door.
The aunt in the store next door said, "I'll tell you something, I don't know if it's true or not, anyway, I heard from the people who came to eat in the store."
The old woman asked casually, "What's the matter?"
"It's the one that's very close to the convenience store, doesn't his family like it very much? It's the girl who is a classmate of Shao An. ”
The old grandmother hummed disappreciatively.
"I've heard that she's dead, as if she's been dead for days, and she's been salvaged from the sea, and she's going to be cremated and buried tomorrow morning."
Grandma will turn on the speakerphone every time she calls, but the ears are a little bad, and if you don't turn on the speakerphone, you will hear very vaguely, and you will hear it very clearly when you turn it on.
Gu Shaoan happened to pass by, and he heard what the aunt in the store next door said.
Gu Shaoan was holding the water cup in his hand, his hand trembled, and the water cup fell directly to the ground with a click, and the glass was broken.
The grandmother in the dream also knew Bai Yan, but she was not particularly familiar, or she was more impressed.
The old grandmother asked in disbelief, "Why did you die suddenly!" Is this news true or fake? ”
Gu Shaoan squatted down to pick up the glass slag on the ground, and then pricked up his ears and listened carefully.
The aunt in the store next door: "Of course it's true, I can't lie to you, the convenience store I went to is very close, just a few kilometers away from our store where you turn right and go straight."
Gu Shaoan couldn't even care about picking up broken glass slag, he got up and ran out quickly.
It's not early now, when Gu Shaoan rushed to the funeral home, Chen Ju, Jiang Mengmeng, and Mo Wenwen had already left, and only Bai Mushi and Chen Shu were still there.
Gu Shao'an recognized Bai Mushi and Chen Shu, and he asked, "Is Bai Yan really dead?"
Chen Shu only nodded.
Bai Mushi's mood was better than Chen Shu's, he said: "You are a disgusting classmate, hurry up and go in and take a look, you won't be able to see it tomorrow morning."
Gu Shaoan hummed, he only felt that he was unable to move step by step.
Walking to the door of the room and seeing Bai Yan's corpse, Gu Shaoan's eyes instantly turned red, and tears couldn't stop slipping out of his eyes.
Bai Yan had never seen Gu Shao'an cry, and she suddenly felt a little sorry for Gu Shao'an.
After walking to the place where Bai Yi was lying, Gu Shaoan couldn't control his emotions anymore, he sobbed several times, and said to himself: "How did you know that I went there with my grandmother?" Why did you choose to die there, so that I will remember you forever? ”
"You're like this, how can I forget you in the future? I shouldn't be stubborn not to approach you just because you pushed me away, in fact, I still like you very much, and I will still secretly pay attention to you. ”
Hearing Gu Shao'an say this, Bai Yan felt very uncomfortable in his heart.
Bai Yan is now completely clear, in fact, she has passed away before she was reborn, and the reason why she was saved in her dream at the beginning may be just the fantasy before her death in the dream, fantasizing that she has everything again.
This dream is the previous one, that is, it proves that I want her to see the reactions and psychology of the people around her after her death, so that she can understand that she is actually still loved.
"I'm tired, I know you won't be able to get into college, I've decided, I'm going to repeat a grade and go to high school with you again, so that our university can be in one school, if you can't get into the undergraduate, I'll accompany you to the junior college, anyway, I just want to be with you, I should have told you earlier, I didn't apply for a volunteer, I really plan to repeat my studies."
The more Gu Shaoan spoke, the more excited he became, he took Bai Yan's hand and held it tightly.
"You know what? I have fantasized about holding your hand many times, but I didn't expect that the real Zhengda Light will shake your hand at this time. ”
Gu Shaoan's eyes were red from crying, and he was crying and had a runny nose.
If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't act in her dreams, she could only see it from God's point of view, and she wanted to wipe her tears and snot for Gu Shao'an, she couldn't see Gu Shao'an like this.