Seeing Jiang Mengmeng and Chen Ju like this, Bai Yan also felt very relieved, and even breathed a sigh of relief.

Then the picture turned to her house, Bai Xun saw Bai Xun who had grown up, Bai Xun was now able to talk and walk, he looked fleshy, very cute, he should be more than three or four years old.

Bai Yan didn't know that the scene this time was different from Chen Juyi, anyway, Bai Xun looked like he was almost four years old, or he was already four or five years old.

As long as Bai Xun doesn't go to school, the nanny has to take care of it.

Bai Xun didn't know what to think, and suddenly asked, "Auntie, do I still have a sister called disgust?"

The nanny raised her hand, kneaded Bai Xun's head dotingly, and then responded coakingly: "Yes, but you are tired of your sister going to a far away place, and she may not come back, and your aunt will not see her."

Bai Xun didn't understand what he meant, so he asked rhetorically: "Why did I leave because I don't like me?"

The child's intuition is still quite accurate, and Bai Xun in the dream has indeed seen Bai Xun with resentful eyes, and Bai Xun has a slight impression.

The nanny was slightly stunned when she heard Bai Xun ask, she felt that Bai Xun definitely didn't like Bai Xun, after all, after Bai Xun was born, Bai Mushi and Chen Shu both doted on him very much.

This is in strong contrast to the disgust of dialogue, and anyone will not be able to stand it.

The nanny regretted that she was tired of treating Bai like that before.

It's been so long since this incident, and the nanny is still a little relieved, she feels that she is tired of choosing to commit suicide, and she has her own reasons.

The nanny lied to the child and said, "You are tired of my sister and don't like you, she is just tired and wants to travel, maybe she will come back one day."

Bai Xun nodded incomprehensibly.

The more the nanny thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and she couldn't get over this hurdle, "Xunxun, do you think you are tired of your sister?" ”

Bai Xun responded very simply: "Yes."

"Xunxun, let me tell you a story, you help Auntie analyze and analyze, Auntie is old and can't analyze it, I don't know whether to forgive or not."

Bai Xun said with a grin: "Auntie, you say, I'm willing to listen."

The nanny said what she had hidden in her heart for a long time: "Auntie used to go to a house as a nanny, that person has a daughter in the family, she is very irritable, and she is also very unpleasant, anyway, I have never shown a smile to anyone, at first I was quite patient, I thought she might just have a stinky face, but after a long time of contact, I began to dislike her, and I treated her in the same way."

"I never felt that I had a problem, because I found that the people around her treated her like this, and I even felt that she was a very big problem, and she was not worthy of being treated well by others, and gradually, she lost her family, friendship and love, but until one day, she couldn't bear it, and chose to commit suicide, and I found out that she also wanted to be loved."

"Xunxun, can you help Auntie analyze and analyze, is Auntie doing something wrong? Shouldn't Auntie retaliate against her in that way, if Auntie had been gentle with her before, wouldn't she have thought about it. ”

Bai Xun didn't know that the one in the nanny's mouth was Bai Yan, and he responded with a big grin: "Auntie didn't do anything wrong."

Hearing Bai Xun say this, the nanny felt a lot more comfortable.

But the nanny was still very worried, Bai Xun said that he didn't remember Bai Yan's appearance, but he knew that Bai Yan existed.

Maybe one day when he grows up, he will react that what he once said is white disgust.

"Xunxun, what if Auntie tells you that this she is your disgusting sister in Auntie's mouth? You're not going to hate me, hate me for treating her like that. ”

Bai Xun is still young and doesn't understand anything, but he was still stunned for a while, and then responded: "I don't know."

The nanny's heart tugged again.

Soon, Bai Xun began to speak again: "Auntie, don't worry, I won't hate you, you are very good to me, I like you, you are disgusted with your sister like that, there must be your own reasons, I don't resent you anymore."

Seeing such a young Bai Xun say such a thing, the nanny was stunned, and for a moment, the nanny was relieved a lot.

Bai Xun has a very strong observation ability at such a young age, he seems to know that the nanny is unhappy, so he said: "Auntie, don't be sad, it's all over."

The babysitter hummed.

Then at night, Bai Yan saw Chen Shu, and there was a photo album in Chen Shu's room, which was full of Bai Yan's photos.

I haven't taken many photos since I grew up, and most of them are photos of Bai when he was a few years old.

Chen Shu has long been accustomed to Bai Wei leaving, but occasionally, he will still turn out the photo album, look at the photos inside, and then miss Bai Wei.

After Chen Shu got home from work and had dinner tonight, he opened the photo album and looked through it.

Bai Mushi is not working so hard now, he hates Bai Wei so much, but the mobile phone screensaver has been replaced by a photo of Bai Wei, or a two-inch small photo with a blue background taken by Bai Wei when he first entered high school.

Bai Mushi thinks that if he changes to such a screensaver, he can always remember the appearance of Bai Yao, and Bai Yan will always be so young and beautiful.

When Bai Mushi was on the phone with Chen Shu at night, he suddenly said: "I suddenly found that I was tired of looking like me."

Chen Shu on the other side of the phone was stunned, and it took a long time for her to respond: "Of course you have to be like you."

"Why didn't I find out before, do you say that you hate the two of us, especially after she ran away from home, we didn't worry about it and didn't look for it."

"I will definitely hate the two of us, I hope she hates us, so that occasionally she will come to me in her dreams, you don't know, I dreamed of boredom two days ago, and the boredom in the dream caused me a big temper, I woke up very happy, I felt disgusted and hated us, so that I could see her in my dreams."

"If you say that, I also dream of disgust, but I dreamed about it more than half a month ago, and I dreamed that disgust talked to me a lot."

Originally, the atmosphere was quite sad, but chatting about dreams, they all became happy, and some of them seemed to be relieved, and more like nostalgia.

can feel that Chen Shu and Bai Mushi still hope to dream of themselves.

Then the screen switched to Mo Wenwen's school, Mo Wenwen is different from real life, she didn't even get admitted to the junior college, so she repeated it for another year, and then she still didn't get in, she has now gone out to work, in her father's company.

Mo Wenwen's father is already planning to transfer the company to Mo Wenwen.

Feng Tian is in junior college, and the two of them meet almost once a week.

After the two of them met, they first had a sweet kiss, and then Feng Tian hugged her tightly, and asked affectionately: "Wenwen, do you want me?"

"Of course I miss you, but I can't date today, I want to go and see you."

"Why do you suddenly want to see it and get tired of it? It's not her birthday either. ”

"It's nothing, it's just that I just miss her."

Feng Tian didn't say anything, and took Mo Wenwen to the place where Bai Yan was buried.

On the way there, she also bought a bouquet of flowers, Mo Wenwen put the flowers on the ground, and then looked at the words on the tombstone, her eyes instantly reddened.

Feng Tian patted Mo Wenwen's back comfortingly, and said comfortingly: "Don't feel uncomfortable, I'm tired of seeing you like this, and I definitely don't feel good in my heart."

Feng Tian said it very reasonably, and when he saw Mo Wenwen like that, he felt really uncomfortable.

Mo Wenwen hummed, she tried to suppress the emotions in her heart, and then said: "I'm disgusted, I miss you a little, since you, I haven't made other friends, you are my best friend and the only friend."

Feng Tian was afraid that Mo Wenwen would cry if he continued to talk, so he said: "Disgusted, don't worry, I will take good care of Wenwen, and I will definitely not let her be wronged."

Seeing Feng Tian doting on Mo Wenwen like this, Bai Yan suddenly felt very relieved.

Bai Wei knew that this was just a dream, but the content of this dream was too long, and he dreamed of what would happen in a few years in the future.

Sometimes, Bai Wei will unconsciously bring in his own emotions and feel that he has really died.

In the end, the picture flashed to Gu Shao'an's side.

I don't know which university Gu Shaoan went to, the dormitory looks really good, it's a four-person room.

Gu Shaoan was sitting at the table, not knowing what he was doing, when suddenly a boy came over, approached Gu Shaoan and asked, "What are you busy doing in the dormitory all day?"

"I did my homework and found a part-time job online."

"With your score, there is a scholarship every year, and I remember that your family is not poor, what are you looking for a part-time job! The key is that you are still so good-looking, why didn't you think about having a girlfriend, don't stay in the dormitory all day, you can do this part-time job in the future, and falling in love is the serious thing in college. ”

"I don't have any ideas about falling in love."

"It's absolutely impossible to run out of ideas, I remember that there were girls in our class who wanted to pursue you before, and you rejected it at the time, and many people ran to the confession wall to ask you for WeChat, but you didn't give it, you shouldn't have talked about a girlfriend somewhere else, right?"

"I didn't talk about it."

"Did you have any emotional experiences in high school? Could it be that you have talked about being dumped, and then you are hurt and you don't want to fall in love. ”

Gu Shao'an suddenly thought of the deceased Bai Yan.

Since he was tired of nothing, he really didn't have any ideas about falling in love, and now he doesn't want to talk to girls, and he can't raise any interest in girls.

And in his heart, he still has some thoughts about Bai Wei.

Except for Feng Tian, Gu Shaoan had never mentioned it to others, and he hesitated to say: "I did have a relationship experience, but I didn't stay with her."

The boy moved a chair over, and he continued to ask curiously, "Then you just missed it?"

"It would be nice if I missed it, but unfortunately I will never see her again." Gu Shao'an was a little choked up when he said this, and every time he thought of Bai Wei now, his heart would tingle in a special tingle.

"So what the hell happened to her? Could it be that he died? Or did you move abroad? ”

"Passed away."

The boy was silent when he heard it, and he immediately didn't know how to comfort Gu Shao'an.