After returning to the room, I put down my bag, went straight to the bathroom and washed my face, looking at the flower-like face in the mirror, the girl covered her eyes.

This time, the original owner's name is Xia Cha, a girl who has just graduated from college, divorced from a young family, living with her mother, the original owner's mother is a painter, and she is also an artist-oriented woman, and her preference for painting exceeds her dedication to the family, which makes the original owner's father very dissatisfied, plus the original owner's mother's personality is picky to the point of outrageous, from the dress to the house decoration, or even just a toothpaste will trigger a family war between the two, the concept of life is completely different, so that this relationship started from a blind date, After only three years of survival, the hairpin was broken.

After the two divorced peacefully, the original owner's father soon remarried, and had another child, and the original owner's mother also got married because of the intersection of work, and the original owner lived with his mother, but he was never happy.

The father's indifference and the mother's reflexive indifference made the original owner suffer a lot of grievances since he was a child.

My father's new family seems to be very happy, but it has nothing to do with her, and my mother's art exhibition is also very good, but she will never take her to see it once.

They have their own feelings of sustenance, and she is like a unique embarrassing product in this marriage, witnessing the crystallization of love, but also proving the failure of two equally excellent people.

They won't say that she is not, but they will not pay too much attention to her, do not go to parent-teacher conferences, do not participate in parent-child activities, and do not answer teachers' phone calls.

This made the original owner from the initial naïve, gradually became taciturn, and in the end, there was a tendency to social phobia.

Perhaps because he was aware of his personality disorder, in the second year of junior high school, the original owner moved out of his mother and began to live alone.

It was that year that she met Ning Yuchao.

Her first love.

Ning Yuchao lives next door to her, he is a boy in the same class as her, he is sunny and handsome, enthusiastic and talkative, he is the little sun in the class, plus he studies well, there are many people in the class who like to stay with him, even the most shy girl, and she can have the courage to say a few words to him, but the original owner cannot.

The original owner is too withdrawn, she is like an invisible person in the class, if it weren't for the big exams and small exams, the top ranking on the report card, few people would notice her, and few people would talk to her.

She was like the shell of a mussel, wrapped around the bright pearl in her chest, never emitting a trace of light, but Ning Yuchao noticed her.

It was as if it was destined to break into her world.

He is the sun, she is the mimosa in the dark corner, he almost poured out his pocket to give her light, give her nourishment and water, and unilaterally wait for her to grow.

The original owner rejected him again and again, but in the end he couldn't refuse him.

She needed the light so much, she needed something to prove her presence.

When she was a freshman in high school, she and Ning Yuchao fell in love, just like Li, the love between the hero and the heroine is simple and beautiful.

She was immersed in this almost dreamlike happiness, thinking about college in the future, thinking about getting married, and even thinking about having several children.

However, dreams are always short-lived.

In his sophomore year of high school, Ning Yuchao's family applied for him to go abroad for further study.

Ning Yuchao hesitated for a long time, and they broke up, just like in TV, in love and career, most men will choose careers.

In the future that Ning Yuchao envisioned, there was no her.

The original owner liked him, but like a mimosa, he couldn't keep him when the storm came.

Ning Yuchao's departure made the original owner sad for a long time, and then she was admitted to the university, and in her freshman year, she met Xiao Ran.

Unlike Ning Yuchao, Xiao Ran is a rather elegant man.

He loved music, he loved himself, and he loved all the good things in the world.

He is gentle, so gentle that it is impossible to refuse.

If Ning Yuchao is the sun, then Xiao Ran is the water, he tolerates and accepts all the depression and decay, and at the same time, he will quickly make them beautiful.

No one would dislike such people.

In the original owner's freshman year, Xiao Ran was in the graduation season, and they met on the camphor road when Xiao Ran left school.

After watching the exhibition, when he returned home, he met a drunk Xiao Ran on the side of the road, which was different from his usual elegance, and Xiao Ran was decadent at that time, like a flower that had lost its moisture, which was both pitiful and pathetic.

The person he liked left him, and like Ning Yuchao, he went to study abroad, and they broke up.

The original owner sat on the rooftop with him and drank wine all night, and Xiao Ran was looking for death to jump from the top of the building, but finally smashed the beer bottle and cut his wrist.

Blood flowed all over the ground, and Xiao Ran sat on the cold iron railing, dying.

The original owner couldn't stop him, so he searched for a method on the Internet.

The quickest way to save a person who is seeking death for love is to give him new love.

She gave Xiao Ran a new love, just like a silk flower with the same disease, she couldn't just leave him alone, but love has to pay for affection after all.

She and Xiao Ran went to many places where he used to go with the people he liked, riding a bicycle through the camphor forest, going to the playground to eat hot dogs all day, going to the best orchestra concerts, and watching the horror movies at midnight......

Xiao Ran's face gradually became more smiling, he seemed to have come out of the shadow of broken love, he began to continue to create, inspiration gushed out of his mind, and he quickly became a good musician.

But between them, no one ever said they liked or said they loved.

Each other's efforts have never been equal, but these things related to love, why bother.

After a performance, Xiao Ran found the original owner backstage and told her that her life was saved by her, and all the years after that belonged to her.

That was the first time he had made a promise.

The eyes of the original owner, who had never been easily moved, were red, and they hugged each other as if it were a lifetime.

She never thought about their future, because she didn't dare to think about it, there was no future.

But Xiao Ran gave her courage and made her feel that she could also be brave enough to love someone.

In the following days, the relationship between her and Xiao Ran warmed up significantly, and Xiao Ran mentioned from time to time that she would marry her after she graduated from college.

How big are they going to buy a house, how many children are going to have them, whether they are boys or girls, let them be happy little ones.

The original owner was immersed in his imagination, as if he had seen tenderness from the darkness, and he fell without hesitation, even if he was broken.

Xiao Ran is so beautiful, beautiful that she thinks that it is salvation.

But salvation never floats in the air, with a posture that never falls.

In the original owner's senior year, Xiao Ran set up his own studio, and he was so busy every day that he had no time to accompany her, but the original owner was not angry, but went to deliver him food every day.

Until one day, she saw a woman in a white dress, bright eyes and bright teeth, and a clever smile in the studio, she had a violin on her shoulder, like a mysterious goddess walking down from the Alps, standing beside Xiao Ran with a smile, Xiao Ran playing the piano, she playing the violin, the piano and the song, so matched.

The inferiority complex in the bones of the original owner suddenly came out.

She finally realized what it means to be a talented woman.