Wen Cha blocked his new number again and continued to check the information, and after a while, there was a sound of footsteps at the door, Wen Cha raised his eyes and saw Xiao Ran who was panting.

He wore a white shirt, the hem of which was very wrinkled, obviously it was a moist feeling, but it gave people an unprovoked embarrassment.

His complexion was very gloomy, and the thick dark circles under his eyes made him look haggard, and under Deng Ruoxue's brutal character, his life seemed to be very difficult.

The moment he saw Wen Cha, his eyes lit up instantly, and he almost staggered and walked to Wen Cha's side.

"Xia Cha," he called in a hoarse voice, "Can I sit here?"

Wen Cha wanted to say no, but she held back, Xiao Ran was overjoyed, pulled out a chair and sat opposite him.

"What do you want to say?" Wen Cha put down his phone and looked at him with a faint face, "Let's make it clear at once." ”

Xiao Ran didn't seem to expect her to be so straightforward, her face turned pale, "I was looking for you, I just wanted to see you." ”

"Meet me?" A cold smile curled into the corner of Wen Cha's mouth, "Now that you've seen it, can you leave?" ”

"Xia Cha," a trace of pain flashed on Xiao Ran's face: "It took me a lot of effort to muster up the courage to come and see you, can you not compete with me like this?"

"And what do you want me to do to you?" Wen Cha stared at his disgruntled eyes, and said with a sneer: "Do you want me to be a dog by your side like before, hard work, and let you come and go as soon as you are called?"

Wen Cha's anger made Xiao Ran's eyes flicker: "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to meet you and talk to you, just like we did before."

"I'm sorry, but I'm not interested in being nostalgic with you."

Xiao Ran's face instantly suffered to the extreme, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes were a little red and dazzling, "Don't you want our beautiful past?" ”

"What good old days do we have?" Wen Cha stared at his painful appearance, the smile on the corner of his mouth was put away, and he was like a witch coldly, "If what you said is to save you on the rooftop, accompany you to appreciate the memories of you and Deng Ruoxue, wash and cook for you, fight with you, and make stupid mistakes for you, I really don't want these so-called good memories at all." ”

"It's a good memory that belongs to you, not mine."

Xiao Ran's expression instantly became a little panicked: "These are all things we have experienced together, how can you not want them?" Aren't you happy too? ”

"I've never been happy around you."

His natural appearance amused her, and she lightly said the secret illness hidden in the original owner's heart and the most cared about, "Everything we do is because of Deng Ruoxue, you want to die for her, I save you, you are crazy to find memories for her, I accompany you, you lose your career for her, I help you, and finally you have to give me the future, however, your so-called beautiful future, there has never been a name called Xia Cha, do you think I am happy?" ”

She looked at Xiao Ran and smiled, but Xiao Ran's heart seemed to be choked by a pair of invisible big hands, making him die of pain.

However, Wen Cha was still smiling, "Your feelings are for her, so is your struggle, and even more so is the future." ”

"No......" he wanted to say, I thought about our future, he really only wanted to be with her......

"It's just that you didn't expect Deng Ruoxue to come back to you?"

“……”

Wen Cha sneered: "As soon as she comes back, you will collapse, you have forgotten me, you have forgotten that you promised that the rest of your life belongs to me, how can you make me think about the bright future you said?"

"I'm sorry......" Xiao Ran listened to her words, lowered his head deeply, his eyes were red as if he was about to shed tears, "I'm sorry," he grabbed the edge of the table, and choked in a sad voice: "I don't want to do this, I don't want to ...... Sorry ......"

However, he just can't control the beast in his heart, he is like crazy trying to find the excitement and sweetness of the past, he thinks he can find it again.

"There's nothing I'm sorry for," Wen Cha still had a blank look on his face, "I used to be cheap, I couldn't see the reality clearly, I did it myself, I was punished as I deserved, and I deserved." ”

"It's me......" Xiao Ran raised his eyes and stared at her, like a fish dying of thirst, "It's me who is too stupid, it's me who is sorry for you, if I had known, it wouldn't have been like this, it wouldn't have been ......"

"It doesn't make any sense to say that anymore." Wen Cha sneered at his remorse: "You now have a beautiful wife, and you finally got what you want, and I also have someone who can be with me for a lifetime, let it pass in the past."

"I can't get by......" Xiao Ran looked at the calm on her face, and her heart was suffocating, "Xia Cha, I regret it, I regret it, did you hear it?" ”

"I regret giving up on you, I regret why I didn't see my sincerity clearly, what I like is you, what I like is you......"

He couldn't go back to the good old days he had fantasized, and he couldn't find those exciting and secret memories anymore, they were like being stored in a scene, as if they were in a different world.

He realized that all he wanted was a place of peace of mind.

That place of peace of mind has never been something that Deng Ruoxue can give him.

"I regret it......" he said in a desperate and painful way, "I know what I really want...... Xia Cha, I already know...... "Can you ...... Can......

"What if you know?" Wen Cha smiled lightly: "Didn't you also say that you wanted to be with me before, you wanted to buy a big house, have two children, and live for the rest of your life?"

“……”

"You see, a life is really too long, and you have already given up on me before we have bought a house."

"When I went to find you with a longing meal and saw you and Deng Ruoxue together, did you think about our whole life?"

She looked at him lightly and even dodged, and continued: "You don't have it, the person you love is not me, do you remember what you said to me when we broke up?" You said, Deng Ruoxue is your obsession in the first half of your life, you miss her, you will regret it for a lifetime, but I am a hurried passerby in your life, a person can have many passers-by, but there can be no regrets. ”

Regret is more hopeless than loss.

"So, I was thinking, I like this person, I don't like it, at least he is more ruthless than me, and when he left me, he didn't forget to give me a fatal blow, obviously he didn't want to cut blood, but he could make me worse than death, let me know that no matter what I do, how much I do, and how hard I try, I can't compare to a trace of obsession in his heart."

"I don't want to......" Xiao Ran covered his face, tears dripping down his fingers, "If I knew now, I wouldn't hurt you......"

"You don't have to quibble for yourself," Wen Cha shook his head: "She is the white moonlight in your heart, no matter what she has done to you, you can always forgive her, and I can't, I may not be as good as her finger, you can give up on me casually, because, you don't love me."

She finally confronted this fact.

"I didn't resent you because of your viciousness, I am even grateful to you, because, you made me redefine my position, you made me die, let me stop having those unrealistic dreams, and I was secretly glad that Deng Ruoxue came back at the right time, because, I am even more afraid, when I get married and have children with you, or even agree for a lifetime, she will come back to you, what should I do?"

"Even at that point, you're going to give up on me, aren't you? In your heart, no one or anything can compare to her. ”

Xiao Ran's fingers trembled on the edge of the table, his muscles burst out, and his endless remorse was about to drown him.

"I don't know......," he curled up in pain, "if I knew it hurt you so much, I wouldn't, I wouldn't......"

"Are you lying to me, or are you lying to yourself?"

Looking at his compassionate appearance, Wen Cha was in no mood to continue.

"Is it so hard to admit that you don't love me?"

All Xiao Ran's remorse is like a fish in his throat, and he can't say it anymore.

"You don't have me in your future, and you don't have the good things you said, you are with me just to break free from the past that Deng Ruoxue gave you and give me a shackle to protect you, you want to get the love I give you, you want to be happy, but you don't want to be in prison for it, that's all."