"At first, I heard the cuckoo cry outside Fanghuayuan, and I didn't care, and then I heard about the spy, and suddenly one day a person called me master, I was stunned for a moment, so when the dream found me, I was actually confused, I didn't expect that the body I used had so many stories, when I learned that I was the spy you have been looking for, do you know how helpless I am?"

He Lan half-lowered his head and quietly recounted the past state of mind, "If I didn't have you at that time, I wouldn't think it was such a difficult thing, at most I would be sent back to the northern country, and it would be easy to be unconcerned, but the difficulty is that I have you, I love you, and I don't want to leave you, so I thought about how to solve this matter, I wanted to hide it from you, and I handled this matter from you, but it backfired, and you still knew." ”

"I wanted to die at the time, it's better than having to face you sad, I know that no matter how I explain it at the time, it's useless, because if I were you, I would be sad, disappointed and sad, a person I have loved for so long, came to me to be good to me for my life, and I can't accept it, so I can understand you."

Silent Yao never spoke, but from the beginning of the light wind to the current silent gaze.

Knowing that he was listening, He Lan continued: "After the incident, I thought about why you couldn't accept it, if you were Xiaobei, you would definitely not think too much, because we both came back from the dead, I suspected that you were not him, but I found a particularly ridiculous excuse. ”

She raised her eyes and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I thought you had amnesia, maybe your original memory disappeared when you crossed over, only the memory of your body, I didn't think much about it, I just blindly thought about how to comfort you." ”

"Until I was sent away by you, I lived with Ah Jue for five years and I came back, we lived again, I thought everything was settled, but who would have thought that I would meet him. From the first time I saw him, I knew I was the wrong person. ”

Speaking of this, He Lan was silent for a long, long time, and seemed to return to the scene at that time, her eyes became a little heavy.

"But the first thing I thought about was not how to talk to him, nor did I want to share my experience with him in the past few years, what I thought of was how to explain it to you, because since he has appeared, it is impossible to treat it as if it never happened, he looked for me again, he has been looking for me for ten years, I am afraid that you will know the truth, I am afraid that you will think that I am using you as a substitute, but it still backfires, you still know, and you really think so."

"I felt at the time that God was playing with me, and while he was torturing you, he was also torturing me."

I didn't take a few puffs of a cigarette before I bottomed out.

Suddenly, the man's hand gently covered the back of her hand and squeezed it hard, as if to comfort her, as if he felt her helplessness at that time, and wanted to comfort her.

He Lan didn't know if he believed it or not, she continued: "I'll hide it, but you're too smart Lonely Yao, you're really too smart, it's useless for me to hide it, after all, it's a fact." I couldn't explain it with a few mouths, and then you drove him away, and I didn't have any connection with him. He knew I was wrong and didn't say anything, we all need to be calm and we need time. ”

He Lan lowered his head, kissed the ring on her ring finger, closed his eyes and said softly: "In the precipitation of time, I found that I love you as a person, and it has nothing to do with that similar face. ”