Chapter 475: Antlers and Begonias (25)
"That's not the case...... Gu Tingyun looked at her cold eyes and said with difficulty: "No, please, don't talk about it anymore......"
"Why don't you say it?" Wen Cha sneered: "I rob a man with the woman I hate the most? Isn't that shameful enough? β
No...... Gu Tingyun stared at her painfully, everything was his fault, he was sorry for her, he was too bad, why was she wrong?
But how can those mistakes be undone?
"You don't like me, but you marry me, put all the blame on me, hate me, torture me, you forget these things, but I dare not forget for a moment."
Yes, Gu Tingyun thought, when he married her, he resented her all the time, made things difficult for her everywhere, and even had the heart to kill her, how should he forget these?
I can't forget.
"I don't regret my dedication to you, what I regret is that I am blind, I am stupid, I am like a fool, I was deceived by you."
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"So, I look down on you."
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"I look down on you, I obviously don't like me, but I don't dare to say it openly!"
"I look down on you, I like Lin Tao, but I can't afford to be a man!"
"I look down on you, and I don't even want to play with you."
Wen Cha grabbed Gu Tingyun's collar and stared at his eyes, as if he wanted to see through his whole person, and said coldly: "You think there are some things that can be regretted and redeemed, but how can they be redeemed?" Can you stitch together my broken feelings? Can you make me as naΓ―ve and stupid as I used to be? Can you give me back my most sincere original intention? β
Wen Cha laughed loudly, there was a moist glint in the corners of her eyes, and she said, "You can't."
You can't do anything.
What else can you do but give me a scar and a rake?
Gu Tingyun stared at her painfully, he wanted to see something in her eyes, but there was nothing but nothingness.
She had given up on him, completely, without reservation.
Wen Cha's every word hit his heart, and he finally understood that what she wanted was not his regret, but a real commitment.
"Is it that hard to admit that you don't like me?"
Yes, he thought, he was not mentally prepared to resist the decree, because the new emperor was his brother, and he didn't want to disappoint him, so he had to lose Lin Cha.
"Is it so hard to admit that you like Lin Tao?"
Yes, because he doesn't like Lin Tao anymore, he has the right to choose who to spend his life with.
Choice has become a luxury for him.
"If you still have a little bit of responsibility, you shouldn't have turned things into the way they are."
Wen Cha let go of his collar and deflated tiredly: "Let's stop here, Gu Tingyun, who you like, everyone knows, it doesn't make any sense to play me like this."
"No......" He looked at her like a knife, and said hoarsely: "I didn't trick you, I didn't ......"
"That's enough," Wen Cha intercepted him, "Do you still want to act?" After acting for so long, you are not tired, but I am tired. β
"I'm not acting." His heart seemed to be shackled by an invisible force, and the pain was almost suffocated, "I really don't have ......"
"Whether you have it or not, stop here." Wen Cha closed his eyes and opened them again: "Don't say anything about you, you have repented, do you believe it yourself?"
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"Also, don't let me continue to look down on you."
Wen Cha stopped the little guy who was driving the car, didn't look at Gu Tingyun again, turned over and got out of the carriage.
Gu Tingyun came back to her senses and looked out, she was already standing far away from him.
"Parking! Stop the car! β
He jumped out of the car and chased after him, and Wen Cha had disappeared into the vast crowd.
"No!" Gu Tingyun's eyes suddenly turned red, like a wounded beast, looking for her traces everywhere, "Lin Cha, you come out!" You come out for me! β
He was scurrying around like a headless fly, but he could no longer see her shadow.
No!
Lin tea! No, she can't do this to him!
He stared at the guards behind him and said sharply, "Go find it!" Go find out for me! β
The guards who followed quickly dispersed, and Acui heard the voice getting down from the car behind, and was about to go over to ask, when Gu Tingyun grabbed her neck and lost all reason: "Call Lin Cha's name!" Fast! Or I'll strangle you! β
Atsui was pinched by her, and only Xingxing's tears fell: "You...... Kill me...... Princess...... When hell freezes over...... Forgive your ......"
Gu Tingyun's hand trembled, and Acui broke free from his palm, coughing out of breath.
At that time, a little boy with a sugar gourd ran to Gu Tingyun, "Childe, someone asked me to deliver a message to you." β
Gu Tingyun's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly asked, "What kind of person is it?" β
The little boy licked the sugar gourd and thought for a moment, "It's a beautiful big sister." β
Gu Tingyun's heart tightened: "What did she say?"
"She told you not to look for her, she'll be back when the time comes."
"Did she say where she went?"
The little boy blinked and remembered, "She said her girl knew."
Girl? Gu Tingyun turned his head and looked at Acui, Acui lowered her head in fear, "Wang, the princess should go back to Beizhuang to see Madame." β
Bessho ......
Gu Tingyun remembered, that was where Wen Cha's mother lived, a little far away from Shangjing, in a desolate village, he had heard Mr. Zhou talk about it, but he had never paid attention to it, but now Wen Cha was tired of him, and he was so tired that he returned there.
A wave of anger rose in his heart, and he couldn't vent it, so he could only throw off his sleeves and lead people to chase after him.
Acui stopped him: "Although I don't know what the princess said to you, but what can you change if you chase after you?"
Gu Tingyun paused, recalling what Wen Cha said, and felt a sense of weakness from his heart, what she said was not the last thing he wanted to admit?
Even a girl understands the truth, how can he save it?
When Gu Tingyun was angry, a coquettish voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Lord Wang? Is that you? β
Gu Tingyun raised his eyes and saw Lin Tao with a surprised face, she was like a brisk milk swallow through the crowd, rushing towards him quickly, and fell into his arms, "Lord Wang!" Momo finally sees you again! Do you know how much I miss you these days when you're away? β
Gu Tingyun grabbed her shoulder and pushed her out, "Get out!" β
Lin Tao was pushed by him and almost fell to the ground, raised his head, looked at Gu Tingyun for some reason, and said with concern: "Lord Wang, you, what's wrong with you?"
"Get out of here!" Gu Tingyun stared at her coldly, "Don't let me say it a second time!" β
Lin Tao didn't expect him to be angry with himself, and he was completely blindsided, "Lord Wang, we haven't seen each other for a few days, how can you treat me like this?" β