"Uncle!" The little monk ran up with a wooden fish in his hand.

There was a person standing under the tree, the man was wearing a monk's robe, his back was tall and long, he was holding a handful of Buddhist beads in his hand, his fingertips fluctuated gently, the wind blew, and his black hair fluttered at will.

Initiating practice, the so-called monk.

Yuanli ran over and looked up at him, "Uncle, we will be a family in the future, right?" ”

The man lowered his eyes slightly, and those eyes that were once bright and radiant were now as silent as a pool of stagnant water.

"Yes."

When he gave him the robe, he had planned to shave his head, but the abbot of the empty edge refused.

said that he was Hongchen and was not suitable for becoming a monk, so he still led the hair to practice.

Silent Yao did not deny the words of the abbot of the empty edge, Hongchen for the sake of ......

In addition to Helan's bonds, he does have many concerns, such as his pair of children......

But he really didn't have the strength to worry about them anymore, he was nearly forty years old, and it seemed that the first half of his life had spent all his strength, and he couldn't move for the rest of his life.

"Uncle, I heard the abbot say that you used to be a hero, didn't you?" Somehow, I'm particularly interested in his affairs.

One big and one small sit at the top of the mountain road, looking at the winding path below.

The corners of the man's eyes were slightly curved, "Hero? What is a hero? ”

Yuan Li said: "It's the great hero who protects the people of Li." ”

He looked into the distance with one of his focused eyes, paused for a long time, and then replied, "No, I'm not a big hero. ”

Yuanli Nunu mouthed, "But the master said that you are Hongchen for, most of them are trapped by love, uncle, you tell me about it." ”

"What is there to talk about?"

"Just tell me about you and your sweetheart."

Sweetheart......

Silence's gaze gradually drifted.

"Uncle, I think you are very caring, you can take care of people, be careful and gentle, isn't your sweetheart still satisfied?" The edge is very simple to ask.

Lonely Yao laughed suddenly, and a mouthful of white and neat teeth were exposed, which was very good-looking.

"I didn't care for people before." He said, "At the age when I couldn't even take care of myself, I chose to take care of her, so many years have passed, and I have slowly learned how to take care of people, but now, the person I want to take care of is gone, and I don't want to take care of anyone anymore." ”

The man got up as he spoke, and walked down the hill step by step.

"Is that some conflict between you?" Enri followed him closely.

He replied simply: "There is no contradiction." ”

"It's just that I want to be different, I don't have any unwillingness or sadness, I tried my best, I am worthy of her, worthy of the world, worthy of the world, only sorry for myself...... So, I let it go. ”

His voice was so hoarse, as if he was enduring something, and it was slightly sour to listen to it.

I am worthy of her, worthy of the world, worthy of the world, but I am sorry for myself......

What a sad way this should be.

"What about then, do you plan to stay here for the rest of your life?" Yuanli tilted his head and looked at him.

The man was standing on a large jutting rock, with a cliff underneath, and if he fell, he would surely fall to his death.

"No, it won't." He's leaving.

As for where to go, he didn't know.

He only lived for Helan in the first half of his life, and all his plans were to consider her, but now without her, he didn't know where to go.

"In the fate, don't let your life develop a habit, the habit of another person, when you get used to having such a person around you, after that person suddenly leaves, you will feel that even life is a boring thing."

The man stared deeply at the bottom of the cliff, his voice carried by the wind, ethereal.