Gu Tingyun fell into an ice cave, and said in a trembling voice: "I will spend my whole life to atone for your sins, can't I?"

"No," Wen Cha said, "I don't like your atonement, nor do I like it."

Gu Tingyun's mind was dizzy after being hit, and he took a step back: "Can't I remarry you?" Shall I make it up to you all that I owe you? ”

"Make up for what?" Wen Cha chuckled: "Make up for the lost worship and marriage? Wedding? Or do you want to make up for the grievances I have suffered? ”

"Fine, as long as you want."

"If you can't make it up, you can't make up for anything." Wen Cha shook his head, "You can give me a complete wedding, but you can never give me the mood I had at the beginning." ”

“……”

"I was full of joy to marry you, I wanted to give birth to children for you, and take care of the housework, but what did I wait for in the end, it was to worship with a rooster, it was endless anger, and it was you and Lin Tao who made it difficult in every way."

"Do you think you cleaned up Lin Tao and everyone in the Lin Mansion, this is angry for me, you think this is compensation for me, but what kind of compensation is this?" Wen Cha raised his eyes and sneered: "This is not compensation, this is your explanation to yourself."

"No, it's not like that......"

"You don't have to quibble," Wen Cha interrupted him with a smile, "because none of that matters." ”

“……”

"You can never experience grievances, because you are the lord of the high, and you can't feel hopeless, because you always think that all this can be reversed, but I have experienced it all, this is not the fact that you said a wrong word and regretted it, and you can erase it."

“……”

"You don't understand what it's like to wait for someone, if you haven't had a sincere heart for me, you shouldn't trample on my sincerity, and if you don't want to live with me, you shouldn't abuse my feelings for you."

Gu Tingyun's eyes were full of sorrow, he looked at Wen Cha painfully, "No, I didn't know that I would accomplish such an injury for you, if I knew, I would definitely not, I'm sorry......"

"What's the use of being sorry?" Wen Cha sneered: "Can I get back my former innocence, or can I change the damage you did to me?!"

“……”

"You can't, you can't do anything!" She didn't hesitate to say what he feared the most: "I won't forgive you, never."

Gu Tingyun stiffened when he heard this, he looked at Wen Cha in pain and despair, the blood all over his body seemed to be frozen, "No," he shook his head in disbelief, "You can't do this to me...... You can't ......."

"Take your things with you," Wen Cha closed her eyes, hiding the disgust from the bottom of her eyes, "My feelings for you have completely disappeared long ago when you insulted me. ”

"What is lost should not be looked for again, and it is not the same as it used to be."

"I don't have the sincerity I had at the beginning, and you don't have the vigor you once had, in the final analysis, it's just not suitable."

"Suitable!" Gu Tingyun came back to his senses and grabbed Wen Cha's hand, "I will become what you like, we are suitable!" Do you believe me? I really like you, please ......"

"I'm sorry," Wen Cha shook off his hand, "I beg you too, let me go." ”

Gu Tingyun shook his head violently: "...... Don't, I don't! ”

"It's not something you want to do." Wen Cha lifted her eyelids and whispered, "This is, I don't want you anymore."

I don't want you anymore.

I don't want you anymore.

No.

"No!" Gu Tingyun was completely crazy, he stretched out his hand and hugged Wen Cha tightly, in unprecedented pain: "You can't do without me, you can't!"

Wen Cha let him hold him, his face was calm and indifferent, "Do you remember the day I married you?" ”

“……”

"As soon as I got up, you walked in from the outside, stretched out your hand and slapped me, you said, you won't like me in this life, and you won't want me, let me be a puppet princess honestly, otherwise, you will make me disappear in the Jin Palace."

Gu Tingyun's hands trembled, and she continued: "That slap really hurts, it made my face swollen for three days, I didn't dare to see anyone, I didn't dare to say my grievances, and I was laughed at for a long time when I returned to the door......"

"You can never feel that kind of pain, it's not the pain on the face, it's the internal organs, like a knife stirring in the chest, I die and come back to life, I can't sleep all night long, as soon as I close my eyes, it's your face, you spit on me again and again like a ghost, saying that I'm low, stupid, and unworthy of you, saying that I'm amorous, and I'm not qualified to like you, saying that I'm only worthy of being a princess who is not recognized by you, and ......"

"Enough...... Gu Tingyun covered her mouth, her eyes were wet as if they were about to fall out of water: "Don't say it, it's my fault, it's my ...... I'm sorry for you."

Wen Cha pulled his hand down, "Do you know when I really die?" It's not because you said so much, but because I found out that you were preparing a dowry for Lin Tao behind your back, and that was the first time I felt hopeless. ”

“……”

"You say that I have a low status and am not worthy of you, I can still think that I am humble and dislike you, as long as I learn to be a qualified princess, you will always see my goodness, but what you let me see is your sincerity to Lin Tao."

"You don't care about what you give me, you can give it to her without hesitation, you hate my face, you can smile well in front of her, what you like is her, the person who trampled me under my feet from childhood to adulthood."

“……”

"I was completely blindfolded, and I went back to the yard and sat like a fool all night, and then I came back to my senses and realized how ridiculous I was."

"You don't understand that feeling, maybe you think I'm envious, jealous or even hateful, but I don't have any of that, my whole heart is empty, I only have one feeling, and that's disgust."

Her expression was cold and numb when she said this.

"I intervened with you and Lin Tao like a third party, and I became the kind of person I hated the most."

"Maybe you will say, I'm not wrong, because I married you first, and I'm your wife, but I don't think so, I only feel that I have ruined you, my mother had a failed relationship, and that was a devastating blow to her, and I, as her daughter, instead of taking precautions, became an executioner who destroyed other people's feelings, can you understand my feelings?"

It's like eating a fly, and my heart is sick!

"From that moment on, I suddenly gave up on you." She smiled and said, "I thought it would be very difficult to give up on you, and I needed to dig out my heart and liver and remove the carrion to do it, but then I found out that it was actually easy to give up someone who didn't love me."

"As soon as I told myself that I wanted to be a better person than I used to be, I was suddenly relieved."