Chapter 511: Mother's Flower (15)
The daughter did not come back because she died on June 7.
He was stabbed twice in the chest by the gangsters and taken to the hospital, never woke up.
She was waiting in the emergency room, she was terrified, it was the only child in her life, more important than anyone else in the world.
But in the end, the doctor only told her a "festival of condolences", and they said that their daughter died.
Her husband comforted her painfully, trying to get her out of her daughter's death, but it was useless, nothing could be done.
From the moment her daughter died, she became the walking dead.
No one knew that the child was bought by her twenty years of life.
She was born in a scholarly family, Mengzu was blessed, this is a lifetime of honor, happiness and fulfillment of life, but she fell in love with Gu Ming, Gu Mingzu is mostly a traitorous and evil person, and hundreds of generations in later generations are implicated, either with disabilities, or suffering from stubborn diseases, to Gu Ming's generation, it is to cut off the incense, teach him to be lonely and miserable, and not to die well, but she does not believe in fate, insists on changing his life, and insists on getting married to him.
She not only gave up the glory of the second half of her life for him, but also suffered the disaster that should have belonged to him with him, she thought that after paying so much, life would be better.
Who knows, she still has a big bad news.
That is, there will be no children for the rest of your life.
Children are a woman's greatest wish.
What woman doesn't want to have offspring, especially someone like her, who loves children very much, as soon as she hears that she can't have blood, it's a bolt from the blue.
She couldn't accept this result, the grievances of the ancestors should not have been involved in the next generation, not to mention that the children were innocent.
But she and Gu Ming have been in love for so many years and have never had a hint of pregnancy, and she finally understands that having no children is not just talking.
She was unwilling, she had never been so unwilling.
When she was twenty-three years old, she begged her uncle at home, who was a hexagram master who knew the destiny of heaven, known as Huang Banxian, who knew everything in the world.
The uncle told her that it is not easy to have children, it is not something that can be obtained by doing great good, and it is better to die than to get into trouble.
She was still unwilling, begged for many days, and did not ask her uncle to relent, so she went abroad in a fit of anger to find a descending master, and at the cost of 20 years of life, she gave birth to a child.
The head drop was extremely strange and very effective, and within two months, she was pregnant with a child, went to the hospital for a check-up, and was a healthy baby.
She and Gu Ming were both happy and didn't know why, after the uncle at home found out about the matter, his face was full of anger, and the child came to the house when he was born and made a big deal of anger at her, saying that she would go against the sky, and she would definitely suffer the consequences in the future, so that she could do it herself.
She knew that she had done something wrong, but she did not regret it, and pulled her uncle to calculate a hexagram for the child, which was very dangerous, and the uncle dropped the sentence that the child was short-lived, turned around and left.
She was very uneasy, and after the child was born, she was taken care of as a little princess, and on the day of the child's full moon wine, she went to invite her uncle again, and wanted him to help the child take an auspicious name, although the uncle was not used to her, but still came, he named the child tea, meaning that she was safe as tea in this life, and every year was smooth.
When leaving, the uncle said that there was a problem with lowering his head, this was a child without the five elements, and he was destined not to be reincarnated in the future.
Since then, her life has been in a panic, for fear that something will happen to the child one day, she stays with the child every day and takes care of everything properly.
Ten years have passed, sixteen years have passed, the child is still fine, she is as lively and happy as other children, and her heart has gradually relaxed.
But before the heart could land, the child suddenly died.
It was the old grudge that the husband had offended before, and the man was extremely vicious, and no one looked for him, so he specifically found his daughter, and in front of his husband, he stabbed the knife into his daughter's heart.
At that time, she happened to come over to deliver an umbrella to her daughter, and she looked at it.
She screamed like a madman and ran over, she hugged her daughter's body and told her to wake up, and her daughter woke up, but soon, she couldn't wake up again.
The daughter died.
He died before he reached adulthood.
Her daughter is the most important thing in her life, how can she accept this fact?
She cursed her husband, cursed the murderer, cursed everyone who had hurt her daughter, and finally she begged her uncle to help the child.
But the uncle said that a child without the Five Elements, after the soul leaves the body, the soul will soon be scattered, so she should not look for it, and she will not be able to find it.
Out of one's wits.
She never felt that these four words were so terrible, and she was afraid that her daughter would be lost because of her. If it weren't for her insistence on having children, her daughter would not have become a person without the five elements.
It's all caused by her.
She took the family heirloom from her mother, it was a piece of red jade, it was a good thing that has been passed down in the family for several generations, I heard that it was taken out from the tomb of a prince, the jade was when the person was alive, stuffed into the mouth alive, after cutting the throat, the blood soaked in it, and after being sealed for thousands of years, it was taken out, saying that it was Hongqin, but in fact it was blood jade, it was an extremely rare thing to the yin, it had a strong evil spirit, it was not appropriate to wear it on the living, but it could be worn on the dead person, and it had the effect of calling the soul.
That piece of red jade, she ignored the dissuasion of her family, and carved it into a flower on the other side.
The flower is the Yellow Spring Guide Flower that guides the reincarnation of the soul.
She cut her wrist, dripped blood on the red jade, and kept calling her daughter's name, the more blood dripped more, her consciousness became more and more blurred, and gradually, she couldn't remember what she was doing.
When she opened her eyes again, it was a morning of birds and flowers, and she was standing at the door of the house talking to someone, and it was a beautiful little girl, who, after saying goodbye to her, ran out like a little rabbit.
She looked at the back of the little girl and smiled, it was her daughter.
They finally met again.
The next day, she put Hongqinyu on her daughter's neck, and her daughter asked her, what kind of flower is this, she thought about it, but didn't think about it, and said to her, it is called Manjusri.
Manjusri looks very similar to the flower of the other side.
The flower language of Manjusri is to walk with you.
The flower language of the other side of the flower is, the yellow spring guide.
She told her daughter to come home early and then forgot everything.
She didn't bring her daughter back, she couldn't remember where it was, she was assimilated by the things around her, and she wanted to live with her daughter in this beautiful fantasy she had constructed.
She was still a good mother, and what she was afraid of didn't happen.
It's a pity that this dream was too short-lived.
She only did it for a moment, and she was about to wake up.
"Mom," someone called her, "will you go back?" I will always be there for you. ”
She opened her eyes suddenly, and there was Gu Ming with a withered face sitting beside her, and he choked up with red eyes and said, "You finally woke up."
"What about her?" She looked around in a hoarse voice, "Is the baby back?" Where is she now? You tell me......"
Gu Ming turned his head and didn't dare to look at her eyes, the sadness on his face was not disguised.
She can't come back.
Jiang Yi was desperate in her heart.
The daughter is still in that place.