Chapter 630: The so-called loneliness
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He Lan ordered someone to help Jiao Shuyi and arranged a carriage to send her back to the palace.
Jiao Shuyi has been in the palace all her life, and those memory rules are deeply rooted in the bone marrow, even if she is drunk, she remembers what her identity is.
"I'll see you another day, I'm in a panic in the palace."
Helan waved to her, "Okay." ”
Seeing off the imperial concubine, He Lan returned to the mansion and sent Jiao Shuna and Shanhua away one after another.
After arranging everyone, the palace had Luan Jia also arrived, and Lonely Yao was urging her to return to the palace.
He Lan didn't sit much either, "You guys rest early, I'll go back." ”
"Okay, be careful on the road." Beiting is quite sober.
Seeing Luan driving slowly leave, Bei Ting's arm was pulled fiercely.
"What do you mean?" Ziliang's eyes swelled with astonishing ruthlessness.
Bei Ting frowned, "What do you mean?" ”
"Those two women are going to be arranged for you?" Ziliang pointed to the seat where Jiao Shuna and Shanhua had sit, "Do you really want to marry?" What should I do if you marry me? ”
"What does it matter to you whether I marry or not?"
Bei Ting bypassed him and was about to leave, but Ziliang blocked his way, "What did you say when I was unconscious?" Didn't you say you wouldn't marry? ”
The man leaned against the wall and looked at him with a smile on his chest, "If you don't marry and then accompany you to fight a bachelor?" Lonely old age? ”
"Okay." Ziliang responded calmly.
Bei Ting pursed his lips and stared at him with a serious gaze, "Ziliang, let me tell you, even if I live alone until death in this life, I won't have anything to do with you, and I don't want to know what you're thinking, I just hope you can understand one thing, it's reasonable, you and I can't have anything, remember?" ”
When the words fell, Bei Ting didn't look at him anymore, turned around and left.
In the huge courtyard, Ziliang is the only one left.
He stood beneath the moon, staring at the dimly lit ground, wondering what to think.
"Who said they were going to have something with you?" He muttered.
Bei Ting, who had just walked to the door, suddenly became angry, picked up the chair at the door and slammed it on the table in the yard, "What's the matter, why do you always hold me back?" ”
The chair smashed everything on the table, shattering everything to the floor.
Ziliang raised his head slowly, the light in his eyes was so light.
"My mother was killed by your father, my father was killed by Helan, and the person I once loved became someone else's wife, and I lived for hatred for the first thirty years, and I could say that I had nothing in the end, and I have always lived with you for the next ten years and eight years, I thought ...... We can support each other together until we are old, but you want to leave halfway, Beiting, I have nothing, I just want someone to accompany me, maybe this idea is disgusting in your eyes, but I don't feel disgusting at all. ”
Ziliang stood there, his eyes turned dark red, and that gaze revealed helplessness and hatred for the world.
"I've been lonely enough, do you know that more than 40 years have been the taste of being alone? Everything I want is not mine, no matter what happens, I have to carry it alone, if you didn't want to live with me until death in the first place, then why did you take me in the first place? Cheap or not? ”
Ziliang sneered, turned his head and walked away.
"Do you know Beiting, people are not afraid of not having it, what they are afraid of is the loss after owning, if you resist it so much, then everyone will go their own way in the future."
It wasn't until tonight that Bei Ting finally determined that Ziliang's heart was stubbornly distorted.
He was used to being lonely, so he subconsciously thought that everything that came into his life was his.
So much so that in terms of attitude towards him, he is also possessive, this is not love, but finding a ray of light in the abyss of loneliness, Ziliang wants to catch it.
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