When Wu Tong was fighting Xiaobai, his consciousness was actually sober and he knew what he had done, but his mind had changed. Now that I finally came back to my senses, I knew how terrible I was just now, so I said thank you to Xiaobai and Qingchen, and finally he was embarrassed to say: "You two are sitting on the chair, I also saw it at that time, I inexplicably have an urge to knock you down and snatch her away." ”

Qingchen snorted: "Shameless!" With a wave of the gun, it slapped at Wu Tong's head, and when it was swept away by the small shovel waved out of Xiaobai's left hand. Xiaobai persuaded: "Don't be like him, he was crazy at that time." What if you give him a blow now, what should I do if I am killed?"

Qingchen: "You're a bad guy too! It's almost dawn, I'm leaving." This sentence was said to Xiaobai.

As soon as Xiaobai heard that Qingchen was leaving, he couldn't care about Wu Tong standing up and wanted to pull Qingchen, Qingchen suddenly turned the tip of the gun and stabbed him in the chest, but it didn't come quickly, but the gun sank. Xiao Bai was rushing forward unprepared, the tip of the gun was on the chest and it didn't hurt, and he picked him up with a clever force and threw him out in the air. Xiaobai landed on the ground and stood firmly, and said in surprise: "What's wrong with you, you are so fierce to me?"

Qingchen: "I have to go, you still have to figure out his affairs, if this disease can't be cured, I suggest that he tie himself up first every full moon night, so as not to run out and bite people." ”

Qingchen was really leaving, Xiaobai said anxiously: "We haven't finished our words yet, how can I find you in the future?"

Qingchen: "You don't need to look for me, I'll settle accounts with you." ”

Bai Shaoliu: "I'm sincere!"

Qingchen: "I know! I know you miss me...... Drunk and doing that kind of thing to other women, and listening to my name in your mouth...... What you do, always explain clearly. ”

Do that kind of thing to other women? What kind of thing? Call Qingchen's name? How is this possible! Qingchen's words made Xiaobai confused, but before he could figure it out, Qingchen had already walked away with his gun, and his body was like flying and couldn't catch up. Xiaobai took a few steps forward and wanted to call her back, but Wu Tong over there thought he was going to leave, so he stood up and grabbed him: "Master, don't go." You're gone, who's going to help me!"

Xiaobai turned around helplessly: "You let go first, I won't leave, and I haven't asked anything clearly...... Can you be sure that your problem is due to the ritual of awakening by that power?"

Wu Tong lowered his head: "I know I have a problem, and I don't know how to solve it, but now this kind of accident is definitely related to that ceremony." Alas, if only I hadn't messed around with myself. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "How did you feel at that time?"

Wu Tong: "The spirit is very comfortable, just like all the restraints are gone, it is complete and complete freedom." Looking back on it now, it's still a little addictive. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "Is it when you are crazy or when you are engaged in rituals?"

Wu Tong: "When you're crazy." ”

Bai Shaoliu: "I didn't ask about this, I asked about the ceremony." ”

Wu Tong lowered his head and thought about it: "It feels the same, but there is an extra kind of depression, at first I couldn't figure out where this depression came from, and then I figured out that it was the belief in God." If I forget God in my head, I feel more relaxed. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "You really can, cross the river and tear down the bridge and then go crazy...... Well, you go home first, I know a few people who understand, and I'll help you ask what's going on in this situation. ”

Wu Tong: "Then how can I contact you?"

Bai Shaoliu: "You can leave me a QQ number." ”

Wu Tong reported a QQ number and said: "My nickname is Wutong Shuying." As long as you sit in front of the computer, it's all online. May I ask you, what is your surname, and when can you help me find a way?"

Bai Shaoliu: "Just call me Xiaobai, I'll contact you." Don't worry, if you really can't help it. You're like my friend said – come home early on a full moon night and tie yourself up. ”

Bai Shaoliu did have plans to help Wu Tong, but he was also very angry in his heart, it was this good thing that Wu Tong disturbed him and Qingchen tonight. But he is more concerned about Luo Xi now, because Luo Xi is also studying a course called "Awakening of Power", but don't ask the same question, you have to go to Gu Ying and ask it.

When Xiaobai returned home, it was already dark, and he was startled when he opened the door, Zhuang Ru was already dressed and sitting at the dining table, looking like he was waiting for him. Zhuang Ru saw Xiaobai enter the door and got up to greet him and asked, "You are too hard at work, are you tired from sleeping all night?" I'll make breakfast right away. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "I'm not tired, Sister Zhuang, haven't you slept either?"

Zhuang Ru smiled: "I got up early, and there is nothing else to do anyway...... What's wrong with your clothes? Why is there still paint? I'll soak it when I change it, and I won't be able to wash it off later. ”

Why is there paint on Bai Shaoliu's clothes? In fact, he knew as soon as he sat on the park bench with Qingchen last night, the chair should have been painted not long ago, and obviously the paint had not yet dried. He didn't want the paint to disturb him and Qingchen, so he simply pulled Qingchen into his arms and sat on his lap, but Wu Tong still bothered him. He was embarrassed and said, "I accidentally rubbed it, I was on duty outside at night." If you can't wash it off, you can't wash it off. ”

Zhuang Ru: "With a special detergent, it is still possible to wash it off, you don't care about it, go wash your face quickly, breakfast will be good immediately." ”

When he was eating breakfast, Xiaobai remembered what Qingchen said when he left, "When you are drunk, you do that kind of thing to other women, and you still call my name in your mouth!" The number of times he got drunk from childhood to adulthood is only a handful - you can count it with one finger, that is, the time when Luo Bing took him to a nightclub to sing and find a young lady. In the private room of the nightclub, at the instigation of Luo Bing, Xiaobai drank too much, and the young lady hugged and touched it, and took someone's hand and asked your surname.

Could it be that Qingchen said that time? This is impossible, there is no window in the private room, how can she see? Besides, it is impossible for her to take Miss Qingchen's hand and call Qingchen's name, and it is impossible to drink too much, right?

Well, no! The memory of that day is still clear in the private room of the nightclub, but when I got home, I forgot it, and it was blank until the next morning. Later, Sister Zhuang said that he took her hand that day and asked your surname, is it that he is a foreigner? The more he thought about it, the more unstable his heart became, and Zhuang Ru's attitude towards him became very gentle and even affectionate, which started that morning! When he thought about this, he couldn't help but look up at Zhuang Ru a few times.

Zhuang Ru was very careful, and immediately appeared, her face turned slightly red, and asked, "Xiaobai, what's wrong with you today?"

Xiaobai coughed and said cautiously, "Sister Zhuang, I want to ask you something." ”

Zhuang Ru: "What's the matter?"

Bai Shaoliu: "Do you remember that day, once I drank too much and came back late." ”

Zhuang Ru lowered his head, and his voice was as low as a mosquito humming: "Remember." ”

Bai Shaoliu scratched his head: "But I don't remember anything." ”

"Because you're drinking too much. Of course, it is possible not to remember. When Zhuang Ru spoke, there was obviously a trace of disappointment, a trace of expectation, and a hint of shyness, in short, it felt very complicated.

Bai Shaoliu had to bite the bullet and ask, "What have I done?" Can you tell me?"

Zhuang Ru: "You didn't do anything, just hold hands and ask me your surname." ”

Bai Shaoliu: "What happened later?"

Zhuang Ru: "Later, I told you that my surname is Zhuang Ru, and you recognize it." ”

Xiaobai breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately he didn't recognize the wrong person, thought about it and asked, "What about later?"

Zhuang Ru's face became even redder, almost half of his body turned around and didn't dare to look up, and replied softly: "You are not honest when I change your clothes." ”

Xiaobai's heart began to pound again. He was a little afraid to ask. But he gritted his teeth and asked again, "Did I call you anything?"

Zhuang Ru slowly raised his head, as if he had mustered up a lot of courage to look at Xiao Bai, and there was an endless and gentle look in his eyes: "Actually, I have always wanted to ask you." Did you say 'my lover' or 'my loved one'? and pitifully told me not to go. ”

The chopsticks in Xiaobai's hand fell to the ground, and there was a series of sounds. At that time, I was drunk and drunk, and my tongue was slurred, and what Qingchen heard outside the window was "Qingchen", while Zhuang Ru heard "lover" or "relative". But the most terrible thing is that he himself can't remember it at all! According to the analysis of the mentality at that time, if he said something like "don't go", he should be called Qingchen, but how could he say this to Zhuang Ru?

He bent sideways to pick up chopsticks to hide his embarrassment, but when he straightened up, he was even more embarrassed - Zhuang Ru had already stood up and walked around the table to stand in front of him at some point. The ** that he was obsessed with in countless fantasies. Standing in front of him through the not thick clothes, almost rubbing the tip of his nose, he could clearly feel the ups and downs of trembling with his breathing.

A tempting body fragrance came, it was the breath of a mature woman's body, Xiaobai's throat was a little dry, and he didn't have time to say it before he wanted to speak. Zhuang Ru gently reached out and hugged his upper body between his chest and abdomen, stroked the back of his head and shoulders, and said softly: "Xiaobai, in fact, you don't have to say anything, you know who your sister is." You are good to me. I don't know how to describe it, but whatever you want your sister to be, I'm willing...... Actually, I know very well that I don't deserve you, I don't want anything, you have given me enough. ”

In the gentle encirclement, Xiaobai's breathing and heartbeat were increasing, and he felt a little out of breath and about to suffocate. He didn't know what to do with it, and began to regret that he had provoked this topic today, and he didn't dare to ask about that day's events again. Under the same roof, sensitive window paper can be embarrassing and even hurtful. He was almost struggling to gain wisdom in a hurry, raised his head and said, "Sister Zhuang, let's not be in a hurry to talk about this first, okay? ”

Zhuang Ru looked down at him, raised a hand and touched his scarred face, nodded like a little girl, and replied obediently: "Well, I'm really a little scared and a little anxious!"

Xiaobai took the opportunity to move back and stood up: "Don't be afraid and don't worry, it will definitely work, everything will be said when your injuries are healed, life will definitely get better and better." ”

On this day, Xiaobai almost ran away and went out very early, he came to Luo Yuan to ask the guard in the duty room, Gu Ying was not there, the guard told him that Miss Gu did not go out, and was breathing fresh air on the beach according to his usual habits. Gu Ying usually gets up very early, Luo Yuan is by the sea, and she is used to standing on a reef by the sea and standing quietly facing the sunrise after getting up early. In the eyes of others, this is a very special habit, but now Xiaobai understands that this may be a kind of practice.

Xiaobai went to the beach and saw Gu Ying's figure from a distance. The sun had just risen over the sea on the eastern side for a full round. The sparkling waves are actually golden, obliquely extending from the distant horizon to the front of the eyes is a flickering gold belt, and the clouds of the half day are like fire. Gu Ying stood on the reef, her white clothes were also reflected in pink, and the black fluttered gently in the wind, making her still body mysterious, like an immobile oil painting.

Xiao Bai walked towards Gu Ying, and when he got closer, Gu Ying almost felt someone approaching, turned his head sideways and saw that it was he who nodded slightly to say hello. He turned around again and looked at the Great Teachings motionlessly. This woman was beautiful and cold, and even in the warm glow, her tall figure still exuded an air of indifference. Xiao Bai walked to a place one or two meters away from Gu Ying and stopped, except for Luo Xi, Gu Ying didn't like others to get too close, two meters was a more suitable psychological distance.

Xiao Bai must have something to do with her when he stood in this position, Gu Ying jumped down from the reef and asked lightly, "Mr. Bai, are you in trouble?" Now the people around Xiao Bai are only Gu Ying who will politely call him Mr. Bai.

Bai Shaoliu: "I'm sorry to disturb you to see the scenery." I have a very important thing. It has to do with Miss Luo's safety. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "The course you are teaching Miss Luo now, is there a problem with that 'Awakening of Power'?" Originally, I shouldn't have said this, but I met someone yesterday. I suddenly went crazy in the moonlight, and I was finally subdued. When I asked him, I learned that he had attended church and had learned a ritual called 'power awakening'. Xiao Bai originally told Gu Ying about yesterday's experience, except for Qingchen who was also present, everything else was told to Gu Ying. He knew that Gu Ying didn't talk much, and there was no need to ask and answer when talking to her, just say what he wanted to say.

Gu Ying's answer was much more than Xiaobai expected: "You have met the legendary moonlit night wolf." ”

Bai Shaoliu: "Moonlit night human wolf! You let me think about it, isn't that a Western myth and legend? Doesn't it mean that only when bitten by another human wolf can you become a human wolf?"

Gu Ying smiled faintly: "What you said is rabies, not a human wolf! It is said that the vampire's 'first hug' only uses that kind of ritual, but it is not infected by a bite." ”

Bai Shaoliu: "Why did you talk about vampires again? What do I ask about a human wolf?"

Gu Ying: "It's not anything, it's a person, the kind of person you meet." ”

Bai Shaoliu: "But that's an ordinary person who usually looks ordinary." ”

Gu Ying: "The criminals in this world. Usually he looks like an ordinary person. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "Miss Gu, what you said has always been too concise, can you explain it a little?"

Gu Ying: "What he was awakened was not the power of faith, but the restlessness lurking in his soul. Even if he has no experience in the church, he is still a problematic person, and he will explode if he is depressed to a certain extent. That power-awakening ritual awakened his frenzied power, and thus had a specific way of catharsis, which seemed even more terrifying to you. If he doesn't have the strength, he's also a short-tempered man who can't restrain himself from doing it regularly. When he has that kind of power, he is the legendary moonlit night wolf. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "Then where did his strength come from?"

Gu Ying: "Mr. Bai, where did your strength come from?"

Bai Shaoliu: "I am exercising and cultivating by myself, and I have a little talent, but I won't go crazy, right?"

Gu Ying: "If one day you are also crazy, is there any difference between you and him?...... Don't frown, there are still differences. That ritual is the prayer of spiritual concentration that stimulates or communicates latent energy. In order to gain control and guidance, the energies must know what they are doing and what they want, either to express devotion to God, or to express reverence for all things, or to seek liberation of the soul...... If the soul is manic and confused, it is doubtful about everything and itself. Of course something will go wrong. ”

Gu Ying rarely said so much at one time, Xiaobai thought for a while: "Then how can you help this person?"

Gu Ying: "As far as his roots are concerned, there is no special method, at least I don't." Instead of looking for another ritual, he needed to quiet himself and think about why he felt more relaxed beyond the shackles of reason. ”

Bai Shaoliu: "I understand, there are always people who feel that everything in reality is getting along with themselves, and they don't work hard to solve it, but they always fantasize about breaking through everything and doing whatever they want." Indulging in it is like taking drugs and not knowing what to do, just fantasizing that suddenly one day everything will change. Xiaobai's so-called understanding is half listening, and half is sensing Gu Ying's semantics.