Chapter 236: Can't Face It

In the bedroom, because it was summer and the weather was relatively hot, You Buyu didn't have any quilt on his body, just a pair of shorts lying on the bed.

When Zhou Nianlu just came to the bedside, he saw You Buyu's body full of scars and bruises at a glance.

Seeing such a tragic back, Zhou Nianlu's eyes instantly widened.

The next second, tears rolled down her eyes.

She immediately covered her mouth with a handkerchief to stop her whimpering.

She looked at the wounds with teary eyes and leaned over slowly.

As she got closer, the wounds became more and more conspicuous, as if they were telling her how badly beaten he had endured.

She stretched out her trembling hands, and the void roamed the scars, tears streaming down one by one. ✰w❋ap.fengsh✯u★❊fo

Her child......

How much does this hurt......

Zhou Nianlu couldn't imagine how much pain it would have been when she hit her body, she wanted to reach out and touch it gently, but she didn't dare.

Finally, she withdrew her hand and stood silently by the bedside crying.

When she heard the boy say that he only had one breath, she was really frightened, thinking that her child was really gone.

At that moment, she didn't rejoice, she didn't breathe a sigh of relief, she only panicked.

At this point, she realized that she still couldn't let go of this child.

But what if you can't let it go?

How could this child let her accept him, as soon as she saw his face that was somewhat similar to that man, she couldn't accept it.

This is evidence of her betrayal of her husband.

How could she be nice to him?

She was sorry enough for her husband, she couldn't face this child at all.

Zhou Nianlu looked at the small half of You Buyu's side face and closed her eyes in pain.

Hatred for that man.

Guilt for You Jingyao.

There is no way for her to treat this child like a normal mother, even if she knows in her heart that the child is innocent.

So the last time after that man appeared in front of her again.

She couldn't help herself and told the truth to You Buyu, and shouted that he was a child of a beast, not her child.

When she said it, she was in a relaxed and refreshing mood, because she no longer had to bear the secret.

She didn't have to see the tormenting face the next day.

Afterwards, thinking of You Buyu's shocked and injured expression at that time, she actually regretted it.

Especially after he stopped going to see her in the past few months, and no longer tried to make her happy and attract her attention.

That kind of regret and longing have been tormenting her.

But she couldn't take the initiative to say that she wanted to see this child, as if saying it meant that she had betrayed her husband from the bottom of her heart.

Now, she really doesn't know what to do.

Zhou Nianlu opened his eyes again and looked at You Buyu.

I saw that in my sleep, You Buyu didn't know what good things he had dreamed of, and the corners of his mouth tilted upward.

Looking at this upward smile, Zhou Nianlu was happy and sad at the same time, I don't know who he dreamed of, so happy.

Anyway, it was certainly not dreaming of her terrible mother.

Thinking of all the injuries she had done to this child in the past, Zhou Nianlu bit her lip, she couldn't look at it anymore, she turned around and walked out quickly.

Zhou Nianlu didn't know that when she turned around, You Buyu opened her eyes.

But there is no attachment to the mother in these eyes, only indifference and sarcasm.