Volume 1 Xuanmen Four Continents Chapter 46 Defeat the Heart
The mission hall is still lively, and there are still many disciples coming and going.
In a corner by the window, Shangguan Yu was quietly in a daze, and a cup of spiritual tea that had been cooled was placed on the table.
At this moment, he had been there for an hour.
He didn't stop when he saw Liu Yan'er, but instead walked around in a big circle and made a detour to the mission hall.
It's not that he doesn't want to see her, but he doesn't want to involve her again.
As a shadow, he knew the danger involved, and it was deadly.
The reason why he became a shadow is to protect others, and if he sees her go on adventures with her, at least it is contrary to the original intention.
"Lonely again?" Su Su reappeared and brought a cup of spiritual tea, leaning down to approach Shangguan Yu.
A faint fragrance pulls him back to reality.
"Yes, I suddenly feel that it's good to be alone" Shangguan Yu smiled slightly.
In fact, he wants to protect everyone and take care of everything by himself. If he could, he would rather give up his life of loneliness in exchange for the peace of the world.
The appearance of the massacre made him feel the weakness of his own strength.
At this moment, he has nowhere to follow, and the feeling of having a heart but powerlessness has been surging in his heart.
Tomorrow, Yue Jingchu and a few people will set off, and he has to make a decision.
If he didn't go, someone would go in his place, and he could have ignored it, and no one could force him.
He only believes in himself, his heart is weak, and he is afraid that others will only make some senseless sacrifices.
As a cultivator, it was not easy to step into the Xuanmen, and for other disciples, death was the last thing they wanted to see.
He has the heart of a saint, but he does not have the strength of a saint.
He pities the people of the world, but also has no power to turn the tide.
Su Su on the side just looked at the young man in front of him quietly, and could even feel the panicked and nowhere to do it from his body.
She had never seen a young man like this, even when facing the old disciples, he was still extremely calm, but he was flustered in front of him.
She tried to ask, but she didn't.
Shangguan Yu's ability she had heard from the two Mengnai sisters, if it was a headache for him, even if he asked, he would not be able to solve it, but he would be disgusted.
This kind of dilemma is indeed difficult, and the acquisition of strength often needs to be gradual, but when you feel powerless, everything is panicked.
Shangguan Yu took the spiritual tea on the table and drank it all, only to find that the cup was already cold.
Like a flustered child, he took another cup of spiritual tea and looked around for sugar packets.
In the end, it was Su Su who handed over what he was looking for.
His thoughts flew far away, and the more frightened he became.
The massacre was the most powerful enemy he had ever encountered, and it was also the most ferocious enemy, and he felt that if he went this time, he would definitely die.
He was a cautious man who did not fight unprepared battles at all. However, this time he really couldn't make up his mind, he was going to face a demon who ate people's bones and drank people's blood, and it was a strong enemy that he couldn't match.
He didn't want to die, and he didn't want someone to die for him.
"Whatever, it's better for others to die than to die yourself" Shangguan Yu suddenly calmed down, he seemed to have found the answer, more like he had found the right door in a dark hut.
He is the hope of Xuanmen, a shadow, if he dies, maybe it will really be over.
But when others die, when they step into the realm of entering the Dao in the future, they will avenge them.
Su Su listened to Shangguan Yu's words, and didn't know who Shangguan Yu was talking about, but she felt that since Shangguan Yu said that someone died, it must be wrong.
"Although we are immortal cultivators, everything is not as good as we should be, and sometimes self-preservation is already the best result" Su Su looked at Shangguan Yu, who had calmed down, and also enlightened.
Before becoming an immortal cultivator, I felt that immortal cultivators were the most glorious people in this world, and only after becoming immortal cultivators did I understand that they were just one step closer to death.
The stronger the power, the more means of killing, the more violence will escalate, as an immortal cultivator, you can destroy many ordinary people with a wave of your hand.
It's a power, and it's a Pandora's box.
When you open the box, you also die when you gain power.
Immortal cultivators seek immortality, but they wander on the edge of life and death.
Just when Shangguan Yu settled down, two familiar figures walked into the mission hall.
As soon as the two of them stepped into the mission hall, they immediately caused a lot of commotion.
Liu Yan'er, the first disciple of the previous year, and the Yin and Yang Wu of the Yin and Yang family.
In the country of nothingness, there is a hidden family of cultivating immortals, which is the Yin and Yang family. As the name suggests, his family was born with Yin-Yang Technique, which is the secret of the Yin-Yang Family.
"Why are the two of them here?"
"The two strongmen of my Xuanmen appeared at the same time, it can't be some special mission?"
"What kind of mission can send these two people?"
"Isn't Yin Yang Wu always in retreat?"
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Soon, the two became the focus of discussion, and everyone's eyes were on the two.
If it is said that among the disciples of Xuanmen, there are few people who can overshadow these two people.
The two of them glanced around, directly ignoring the envious gazes around them, and directly stayed on Shangguan Yu in the corner.
Under the gaze of countless eyes, the two of them slowly walked directly to Shangguan Yu and sat down.
Su Su on the side was a little overwhelmed with the empty plate.
What are these two looking for Guan Yu to do? Shangguan Yu just said that it wouldn't be these two people to let others die, right?
Could it be that they have some deep hatred, and the two of them found Shangguan Yu at the same time.
This time, Shangguan Yu is not in danger.
"Ahemγγγ that, no fights are allowed in the mission hall" Su Su looked at the two of them and reminded them in a low voice, afraid that these two people would turn this mission hall upside down.
Liu Yan'er looked Su Su up and down, and then set her eyes on Shangguan Yu.
He's here to find her?
If I'm not mistaken, this Su Su should be the last disciple.
Shangguan Yu looked at the two of them, and it seemed that they couldn't hide.
"We want to go into the shadows, and we don't agree" Yin Yang Wu said directly.
This γγγ Shangguan Yu looked at Yin Yang Wu and was directly stunned.
I heard that people from the Yin and Yang family have autism, and they speak straightforwardly and coldly.
But that's too straightforward.
"That senior brotherγγγ senior sisterγγγ what shadow? I don't know. Shangguan Yu looked at the onlookers and directly pretended to be stupid.
"We are here on the orders of the door master, and what the door master says, everything is up to you to decide" Yin Yang martial arts.
"Then I choose to refuse," Shangguan Yu said solemnly, and was ready to get up.
Yin Yang Wu took the lead in standing up, pinching the trick with one hand, "show γγγ"
With a low shout, I saw a giant python appear in the same place, the giant python spit out, and a long sword directly resisted Shangguan Yu.
"Are you threatening me?"
"At least give a reason, aren't we qualified?" Yin and Yang martial arts.
His Yin and Yang family is not an ordinary person, Liu Yan'er is also the first disciple in the past, if the two of them are not qualified, at least there must be a reasonable reason.
"There's no reason," Shangguan Yu said, "If you want to join the Shadow, you have to accept this reason for no reason."
Shangguan Yu said, turned around and left without looking back.
He didn't know the purpose of Yin Yang Wu joining the Shadow, but at least he knew what Liu Yan'er thought.
However, he will not allow it.
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In the early morning of the next day, the three of Yue Jingchu had already packed up and were ready to go.
In the end, Shangguan Yu decided to go on his own.
There is no reason.
He rejected the Zhuxian Sword brought by Long Chongwei.
At this moment, he had already made up his mind, and at the same time understood another meaning of the shadow.
One day, he will face this kind of choice, when there will be no treasure, no means, only himself, but he will still face this kind of dead end.
He wants to break the game, not relying on external forces.
The only thing he can believe in is himself.
If one day, he no longer has the attributes of the five elements, no longer has the Xuanmen, and is still facing a strong enemy that is enough to strangle him, he hopes that he can face it calmly, instead of having any means, and then act after he has the opportunity to kill.
As Su Su said, in this world, it is already difficult to protect oneself, but many people even have the means to protect themselves.
Since stepping into the Xuanmen, his strength has increased a lot, and he has also faced life and death, but as his strength increases, he finds that he is more and more hesitant, and his fear of death has become more and more intense.
Now he understands that the strongest is not the means, but himself.
The most powerful enemy is not someone else, not a massacre, but his own heart.
Death is not terrible, what is terrible is the victory over death.