After sending Wen Cha back upstairs, Shen Zhao went back to the room opposite Wen Cha.

He had bought it from the previous owner for double the price, just to get closer to her.

That night, Shen Zhao had a strange dream.

I dreamed that I was back twelve years ago.

At that time, he was only twenty-four years old, and he had just returned from studying abroad, and when he heard that Old Man Shen had raised the orphan girl named Shi Cha in the old mansion, his heart swelled with indescribable joy.

"Grandpa called you back this time, one is to hand over the company in his hand to you, and the other is to solve your marriage matter, Shi Cha is a well-behaved and kind good child, her parents were affected by me, both died, although I raised her as a bad old man, but in the end I am still ashamed of her."

"Grandpa saw her diary before, and I can see that she likes you very much, if you want, you can get along with her."

In reality, he categorically rejected Old Man Shen's request at this time, and he didn't plan to have anything to do with Shi Cha, but when he returned from the age of thirty-six to the age of twenty-four, he couldn't wait to marry Shi Cha immediately.

They had missed it for too long, and he didn't want to miss another six years, nor did he want to waste any more years.

He immediately agreed.

Seeing that he was so sensible, Old Man Shen couldn't close his mouth happily, "Okay, this afternoon, I'll call Shi Cha back from school, and you guys will meet first." ”

Shen Zhao waited in the garden expectantly, he knew very well that Shi Cha liked him at this time, she was deeply infatuated by him, and she would definitely not raise her eyebrows at him again.

It didn't take long for Shicha to return, she was dressed in a modest white shirt and jeans, her hair was scattered on her back, her face was fair and clean, her eyes were filled with shyness and admiration that could not be concealed, and her cheeks were bright crimson as she got closer and closer to him.

"Brother Zhao." She cautiously walked up to him, shouting timidly, her voice expectant and sweet.

Wrong.

Not this voice.

Shicha's temperament is not like this.

Shen Zhao's brows furrowed, he turned around and stared at her tightly, "Who are you?" ”

"I'm Shi Cha." The little girl looked at him strangely, "Brother Zhao doesn't remember me?" I lived here when I was ten years old, and although you went abroad the following year, have you forgotten what we talked about before? ”

Shen Zhao didn't remember the past at all, but this didn't prevent him from seeing the difference between her and the person he liked.

This is not the case with Shicha.

She wouldn't talk to him in such a tone, nor would she act so shy and adoring, she was very unique, no matter what happened, she was calm, even if she liked someone, it wouldn't be like this.

Her feelings will be very hidden, and the admiration is not so obvious, and if you don't know her, it will be difficult to find out what she really likes.

The tea in front of him is not his tea.

He was sure she was someone else.

"You're not Shi Cha, what kind of monster are you?" He looked at her coldly, "Where did you get Shi Cha?" You get her body back! ”

Shi Cha was frightened by his fierce appearance, she shrank back a few steps, and looked at Shen Zhao suspiciously and puzzled, "Brother Zhao, what's wrong with you?" I'm Shi Cha, I'm Shi Cha who grew up in the Shen family, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? ”

She was afraid and worried and stretched out her hand to touch Shen Zhao, but was pushed out by Shen Zhao, "Get out!" ”

Shi Cha was pushed to the ground by him, tears flowed out, and he raised his head in disbelief, "What the hell is going on?" Brother Zhao, what's wrong with you? ”

When the old man Shen heard the movement, he hurriedly walked out, and when he saw Shen Zhao's gloomy appearance, he was also startled, and hurriedly helped Shi Cha up, glaring at his grandson angrily, "What's the matter with your child?" Have you fed the dogs all these years of gentlemanly demeanor? Shicha is your relative, how can you do this to her? ”

"She's not." Shen Zhao said word by word: "She is a lonely ghost who occupies this body."

"Shen Zhao!" His nonsense made Old Man Shen angry: "What are you talking nonsense? How can Shi Cha be a lonely ghost, she is your sister, no matter how much you don't like her, you can't slander her like this! ”

"Huh!" Shen Zhao laughed lowly, anger, disappointment, and indescribable fear made his face look extremely hideous, "I won't marry her, not in this life." ”

After saying this, he left the old mansion in despair.

Old Man Shen and Shi Cha stood in place, both of them were very sad in their hearts, especially Shi Cha, she had always liked Shen Zhao, and now she suddenly felt his disgust, and her heart was like a knife.

It turned out that Shen Zhao not only didn't remember her, but also hated her so much, how could she hold on?

Seeing this, Old Man Shen hurriedly comforted her, saying that Shen Zhao was so rebellious because he had lost his parents since he was a child, and as long as she worked hard, Shen Zhao would definitely be tempted by her.

Shi Cha's heart moved, and with the encouragement of Old Man Shen, he began to approach Shen Zhao secretly, but no matter how hard she tried, Shen Zhao would not look at her more, he seemed to be looking for someone, and he went back to many inexplicable places every month.

One moment it is a certain community, another moment it is a foreign country, and another moment it is a room in an office building.

He is paying attention to the fashion design competition whenever and wherever he is, a small domestic competition will attract his attention, he takes the initiative to go to the program recording site every time, but he behaves very gloomy when he comes back, one year and two years, three years and four years, Shi Cha just looked at him and walked over, she stepped forward to express her heart to him countless times, but every time she didn't get close, she was driven away by the assistant Zhou next to him.

Shi Cha felt very lost, and the passage of time on her made her gradually become mature.

She began to think about why she liked Shen Zhao, she thought about it, but she couldn't find an answer, Shen Zhao was domineering and indifferent, and disdained her, why would such a man attract her? She couldn't figure it out herself.

The last time she went to Shen Zhao was six years later, when she was twenty-six years old and he was thirty.

They made an appointment to meet in a villa that Mr. Shen bought for her, Shi Cha will always remember that day, Shen Zhao leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room and smoked, his posture seemed lazy, but in fact he was tense and stiff.

As she walked down the stairs, Shen Zhao glanced back at her.

In that eye, there was expectation, apprehension, extravagance and begging.

Shi Cha didn't know what he was hoping for and begging, and when he saw her eyes, Shen Zhao's look turned into fear and despair.

"It's not her."

She listened to him mutter, "The time has come, it's not her, where did you hide her?"

Shi Cha froze for a moment and walked to his side, she no longer called him Brother Zhao, but called his name, "Shen Zhao, I don't know who you're looking for, but I'm not her, I'm not anyone's stand-in, can you treat me as my own?" I'm a living person, I have my own feelings, you don't like me, but you can't humiliate me like that. ”

Her words made Shen Zhao sneer, "You're not her, then you give her back to me, you give it back to me!" ”

He grabbed her neck like a madman, the force of his hand made her eyes black, and her ears were full of Shen Zhao's hysteria, "Is it only if you die that she can come back?" You give me death! You're going to die for me now! You give her back your body! I just want her back! ”

That was the first time Shi Cha felt the breath of death, and it was like a cold river licking her neck, and the next moment it was going to make her spasm.

In order to find that person, Shen Zhao had gone crazy.

"Let it go...... Let go, let go of my ......" She struggled weakly, and could no longer lift her mind to like Shen Zhao.

She just wanted to run away from him, far away.

She was strangled by Shen Zhao and fainted, but that person never appeared.

Shen Zhao threw her to the ground and sat by the floor-to-ceiling window smoking a cigarette with a depressed and sad expression, as if he had lost his most important treasure.

She hurriedly got up from the ground and heard him say, "She came this year, but she didn't come, won't she come......"

Although Shi Cha couldn't understand what he was talking about, he could still feel the despair carved into his bones.

"Why didn't she come......" He lifted the ashtray on the table and slammed it on the ground, glass shards splashed everywhere, he got up from the sofa and smiled softly, "It doesn't matter if she doesn't come, I'll look for it again, she must be somewhere, waiting for me to find her, once I find it, she will like me." ”

Shi Cha suddenly felt a little sympathy for him, and couldn't help but fantasize about what kind of person the person he liked would be?

Does she like Shen Zhao as much as she does, is she very good to Shen Zhao, so good that after he loses it, the whole person has changed.

He became silent, sensitive, always talking to himself, and sad as if he had lost the whole world.

In fact, there are very few people in the world, and a love affair may be all he has.

Shi Cha stood in place, looking at his painful and helpless appearance, and suddenly died of his heart.

No matter how good she is, no matter how much she likes him, she can't compare to the person he hides in his heart, that person may not exist at all, or he may be dead, no matter where she is, what she looks like, she can't compare to her.

The one who defeats a person may not be a rival in love, but someone he likes.

Because of her liking, she can't compete with his stubbornness.

Shi Cha suddenly understood this truth in an instant.

At the age of twenty-six, she let go of the man she had liked for many years and began to chase her dreams hard, she participated in fashion design competitions, stepped onto the international stage, met many people who were completely different from Shen Zhao, and also met another person who made her heart move.

She enjoys love, gets married and has children when the time comes, with a bright and bright smile on her face all the year round, and she is very happy at first sight.

But she never saw Shen Zhao again.

Listening to Grandpa Shen, Shen Zhao still goes to all kinds of places every year, and he is looking for that person, but he has never found it.

That person never came.

Later, he was not in love, did not get married, and even stopped going to the costume designer competitions that he usually likes to participate in.

Perhaps, he has realized that there is no lover in this world, and no matter how much he looks forward to it, that person will not appear.

When he was thirty years old, she had abandoned him before she arrived.

After Shi Cha learned the news, the child was already in middle school, and she felt a little distressed, but she no longer liked it when she was young.

She has a family of her own, a considerate lover and sensible children, and he is still alone.

Her stubbornness in love when she was young, until now, there are no regrets, only some nostalgia and relief.

Shen Zhao is indeed very good, but he is not her everything, nor is it her world, she is glad that she did not entangle with him, otherwise she would not have met her current lover.

She was grateful and silently blessed him in her heart.

Whether that person came or not, he won.

He won against her, he won over time, he won over himself.

Later, Old Man Shen left, her children also had their own belonging, and when they heard about his death, it was his sacrifice day.

The cemetery is in a garden full of sunflowers, and it is rumored that the flower language of sunflowers is silent love.

Shi Cha thinks this flower language is very good.

He kept his promise.

If there is an afterlife, I hope he will be happy, and wait for that person to be together.

Shi Cha walked out of the cemetery with the child, far away, her husband was waiting for her, she smiled slightly, took the child's hand, and walked towards him quickly.

……

Shen Zhao woke up from the dream sweating profusely, and found that after finding himself lying on the bed, he didn't dare to think about anything, and ran out barefoot, he endured fear and knocked on the door of Wencha's house, and saw her sleepy-eyed, endured exhaustion and asked what was wrong with him, his body trembled, and he hugged her into his arms!

The life in the dream was so real that it was as if he had experienced it.

It was a complete nightmare.

He doesn't want such nightmares, he just wants to be with the person in front of him.

Whether she accepts him or not, as long as he can make him look at her, he can do nothing.

He didn't dare to imagine that his life would be without her, that would be the greatest punishment that fate would give him.

"Alright, it's okay." Wen Cha patted him on the shoulder, rarely comforting him, "I'm here." ”

I'm here.

Yes, she's here, and there's nothing more real than that.

Shen Zhao's eyes were sour.

Here she is.

He could still see her.

That's nice.