Chapter 126: The Will of Man and the Will of Light (II)
For the past twenty or thirty years, Keigo Masaki's research on light has been limited to the material level.
It wasn't until Castor's advent that Keigo Masaki began to consider studying the nature of light from the perspective of idealism, such as emotions, good and evil, and will.
But in fact, Keigo Masaki's research on the idealism of light did not go well, because his understanding of human nature was very one-sided.
Keigo Masaki had never treated anyone else as an equal before he met Casto, so naturally, it was difficult for him to get full emotional feedback from others.
Love, hate, good, evil.
For a long time, Keigo Masaki has always believed that human emotions are just the outward manifestation of his hormones and adrenaline, just like the feelings between men and women, ordinary people will understand that feeling of heartbeat as love, while Keigo Masaki chooses to understand this feeling of heartbeat as a spike in adrenaline after hormone secretion, accompanied by tissue congestion, the heart begins to speed up blood supply.
Because of this mode of thinking, it is difficult for Masaki Keigo to truly experience the nature of the light, but he also does not trust other people's descriptions, and his way of thinking makes it impossible for him to go beyond the human body to understand the human soul directly, so although he can simulate the light emitted by the evolutionary trust, creating a beam that can make people feel emotions, but he himself can only use that beam as a healing beam.
But at this time, the light particles in the body of the super ancient giant appeared in front of him, this is a natural detection device for personality, although the other party has pre-set good personality and bad personality, but for Masaki Keigo, it is already an unexpected joy to be able to distinguish the various proportions of his personality.
Keigo Masaki looked at the light particles that flickered in the giant's eyes, and in a few seconds, he was able to analyze the emotions in his heart that were prone to problems, and he was able to give feedback to himself.
Although it seems that he wants to dissolve his own side, as long as he detaches himself in time, he will not be affected.
Free Psychotherapy!!
Although Masaki Keigo is unwilling to be directly strengthened by light particles on the 'light' side of his heart, he is willing to change the proportion of light and darkness in his heart according to his own ideas.
If the light particles represent the limit of the state of 'light', then Masaki Keigo feels that as long as he adjusts himself to 28 according to the standard of light particles, it will be almost enough.
Eight points represent the light, and the remaining two points will be the humanity he reserves for himself.
It stands to reason that now Masaki Keigo has actually discovered that he has some psychological problems, compared with normal people, he is somewhat irritable, arrogant and even anti-human, but for various reasons, he has no way to really go to counseling, he can't talk about the difficulties he encounters, and there is no one on the earth who deserves to listen to his troubles.
Castor's appearance made him change a little, he was able to compare with Casto to find the part of his heart that was problematic, and at the same time, Casto, as a person who became a light earlier than him, was able to understand some of his troubles, but Masaki Keigo did not dare and could not tell Casto everything, because he noticed that Casto was probably more radical than him in his heart.
He sought to perfect his personality, not to gain power from demons.
As for Daigu Masaki Keigo, he felt that as long as he held back and didn't hit him, he was treating himself.
In this case, light particles appeared, and Keigo Masaki constantly turned into light and synchronized with the other party, and then showed various unknown emotions in his heart, and determined the quality of this emotion through the reaction of the light particles.
But emotions are relative, and when a person projects his or her emotions onto another person, the projected person will also fluctuate with the projector's mood swings.
Originally, the trace of consciousness left by the super ancient giant actually didn't have much emotion, after all, it was just a novice tutorial, and the lower his sense of existence, the better, but under the uninterrupted persistence of Masaki Keigo, the emotions of the light particles became richer and richer, and finally the light particles left by the super ancient giants began to curse.
Are you sick????
Keigo Masaki constantly reveals the hidden side of his heart to the light particles, so that he can continue to deepen his understanding of himself.
Keigo Masaki is constantly deepening his understanding of himself, but the light particles are miserable.
It's true that Keigo Masaki hasn't become the 'evil' scientist of the future, but he's not the standard light, and although the dark part of his humanity hasn't reached the point of going berserk, he has never seen such a dark heart for light particles.
The light particles were part of the host on the stone statue of the ultra-ancient giant, which meant that the darkest thing he had ever seen was probably the little bit of violence in the heart of the ultra-ancient giant during the civil war of the ultra-ancient giant.
But that little bit of violent emotion can't be more docile than Masaki Keigo.
The light particle had begun to doubt his life, and as his emotions grew richer, he began to regret whether he had brought something unclean to this underground ruin.
When Keigo Masaki turned on the light particle converter again and turned into light particles and came to the eyes of the stone statue, he sensed that the light particles showed him a new emotion, which probably means, "I believe you won't turn into darkness, or you will take over this body and let me go."
"Are you all so lazy?" Keigo Masaki's mind saw the image of Casto, "Work! You're going to work for me as long as it's not dissipating! ”
The eyes of the ultra-ancient giant suddenly dimmed a lot, and Keigo Masaki felt a negative emotion coming from them.
"You have to be responsible for me, and you have to be responsible for humanity, I awakened the ultra-ancient memories when I was a child, so I have never lived a normal life in human society, isn't the reason for your existence to choose a qualified heir for this body? You should keep trying to change me now! ”
"Responsibility! Be responsible, you know! Just like you did 30 million years ago, how can you leave humanity behind? If you show a bad side to humanity, you have to give up on humanity, I look down on you! ”
"Tsk, it's really ridiculous that they all crossed a long distance to come to Earth, but they left Earth together because of the changes in the people of the earth, I have to show you what a real savior is!"
"However, you can actually stay in the body of a giant for 30 million years, you won't wait for me for 30 million years, right?"
"Also, it's normal for a genius like me to have only one in 30 million years."
"I've only woken up after all these years!" The light particles frantically transmitted emotions to Keigo Masaki.
"What? So you've been asleep in this body for 30 million years? What if the earth is in danger during these 30 million years? Irresponsible thing, so what's the difference between you and those Killilords? Humanity is still not on its own."
"What? Did the ultra-ancient humans ever use the bodies you left behind to fight in the civil war? So you're not willing to meddle in human life? How can you casually give your power to humans?? You are committing a sin on Earth! ”
"Humans made their own choices," the light particles began to try to refute.
"Humanity has made its own choice, and you can give up on humanity? Irresponsible! Keigo Masaki does not accept rebuttals.
"Actually, we left our bodies for." The light particles tried to refute again.
"For what? In order for humanity to acquire the body of an ultra-ancient giant, and then civil war? Keigo Masaki retorted again.
Light particles:
Keigo Masaki sensed that the light particles seemed to be dying again, and was about to refute it, when suddenly, a large amount of memories flooded into his mind.
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Towering buildings, huge urban agglomerations, advanced technology.
"This is the city of ultra-ancient humans?!" Keigo Masaki looked at the human city in front of him with some uncertainty, and just as he was about to continue to say something, a mutation appeared.
Countless huge monsters emerged from the underground, the sky, and the coastline, and began to destroy one human city after another, and the powerful power of the monsters made the ultra-ancient humans have to keep shrinking their battle lines.
All kinds of nuclear bomb-level weapons were dropped into the city that had been reduced to a battlefield, and the monsters were destroyed along with the city, but the monsters still never knew that the underground, the sky, and the coastline were constantly advancing in front of the store.
Fear continues to spread in the human world, and the defense forces of ultra-ancient civilizations continue to lose their numbers in battles with monsters.
One young man after another stepped onto the plane, vowing to keep the monster out of the human city.
The battle is very fierce, every time humans just repel monsters, new enemies will appear, and so on, human beings continue to abandon their living space, but no one has ever given up, super ancient humans unite together, constantly resisting monsters.
Finally, there was a turning point.
At sunset, when the sun had just risen, a miracle happened.
From the distant sky, countless meteors with dazzling light fell, and they fell straight to the ground, causing huge smoke and dust, and in the middle of the smoke and dust, there were giants that shimmered with light.
"Was it attracted by the heroic posture and unyielding fighting spirit of the super-ancient humans?" Keigo Masaki frowned, although it was from the perspective of a bystander, he could still feel the inexplicable excitement from the light particles.
Countless giants stood beside the humans, and together with the humans of the super-ancient civilizations, they resisted the frenzy of monsters.
Courage has built a bridge between humans and giants of light.
Everything seems to be moving in a good direction, but Keigo Masaki, who already knows the end, understands that this is only the last glory of the ultra-ancient civilization.
Those monsters are not the essence of darkness, they are just the spearheads of darkness, and the essence of darkness has not really descended.
The darkness did not disappear from Earth due to the appearance of the Light, and on the contrary, the Dark Spears began to attack those where humanity was weakly defended.
The ultra-ancient civilization has once again fallen into a passive situation, or rather, even with the help of the Giants of Light, the ultra-ancient civilization has never had the upper hand.
Although there are many giants of light, the number of monsters is more, and unlike the giants of light, monsters are endless, and the combination of human warriors and giants of light can only slow down the speed of the earth being completely shrouded in darkness, and with the continuous extension of the war, human society has finally begun to have a sense of fear.
Another voice has emerged from the ultra-ancient civilization, fleeing the Earth, from this world shrouded in darkness.
If there is no hope, humanity may be able to hold out until the last moment, but when hope arrives and is broken, humanity finally falls into despair.
Finally, an event that detonated human emotions appeared, and a plant appeared on the ground that made Keigo Masaki's scalp tingle.
A huge flower was erected on the earth, and in just a few days, it spread all over the world.
The battle between the Dark Spikes, the Giants of Light, the Giants and the Behemoths stopped, as if waiting for something.
The Dark Spikes retreated to the underground and the sea, and the Giants of Light gathered at Zigera's side.
I don't know why, Keigo Masaki felt expectation and worry from the body of the Giant of Light.
"This is what Keigo Masaki recalled, from the previous conversation between Kilielod and Castor, "is this what makes Hikari leave?!" ”
The sky gradually brightened, and the morning sun passed through the giant in the distance and sprinkled on the huge flower bone, which began to bloom under the illumination of the light, and the beauty was unbelievable.
Pollen begins to drift through the air with the wind, appearing in every corner of the planet.
The human beings of the ultra-ancient civilization have gone through a long war, and the war has plunged this originally developed civilization into great suffering, and happiness has not appeared in the super-ancient civilization for a long time, because they simply cannot find even a trace of positive things from reality.
And Zigera can.
Ultra-ancient humans began to lose their minds, escaparianism, capitulationism, and hedonism, and the ultra-ancient civilization finally collapsed after a long war.
The vast majority of ultra-archaeologists chose to abandon reality altogether and sink completely into the beautiful fantasies created by Zigera's pollen.
The gigantic zigera stood on the plain, and its perimeter was boundless, laughing, dancing, abandoning the reality of humanity.
And on the same plains, there are those giants that have been forgotten by ultra-ancient civilizations.
Giants of light from the distant universe stood on the edge of the plains, staring for a long time at the human beings who had fallen into madness.
The sun was setting little by little, and Zigera's shadow was stretched slender, hiding all the humans around him in his shadow.
And only those who are left to keep their sanity can only watch all this happen.
While gathering the last of humanity's strength, they slowly began to split internally.
And it was at this time that Hikari made a move that made humanity unbelievable, they abandoned the ultra-ancient humans on Earth.
You have made your own choice, and then the light will not interfere with humanity's own choice. ’
As this voice spread through the minds of human beings, countless lights flew into the sky, leaving only the huge stone statues of the ancient giants on the earth.
"Is this the origin of the ultra-ancient giant stone statue?" Keigo Masaki asked.
The light particles flickered, as if they were nostalgic for that era, and as if they were sighing for that era.
(End of chapter)