Chapter 193: Brother Qi, You're Sick~
Qi Ming looked up at the window, the cold sky light poured on his cheeks, and his already handsome face became more and more cold.
"Frost, you know what? I miss the days when I was a child in Qinghe County, when I was poor and couldn't even eat, but you wouldn't resist me like you do now. ”
There was a loneliness in his eyes, and even his voice was inexplicably melancholy.
"At that time, you were so innocent, like a flawless jade in this world, you would smile at me, you would call me Brother Qi sweetly, and when you encountered something fearful, you would throw yourself into my arms to seek comfort......"
"I want to hold you in the palm of my hand, so that you will not be hurt in any way, and I want to hold the most beautiful things in this world in front of you......"
Qi Ming looked at her, tugged at his mouth, and said with a wry smile: "Obviously, you liked me so much at that time, why did everything change when you came to this imperial city......
As he spoke, he began to laugh again, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes: "You know what? From the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you, and I liked you so much that I couldn't pretend to be anyone in my heart except you. ”
"Shuang'er, how can I have any talent, I have studied hard for ten years, but I have worked ten times and a hundred times harder than others...... I'm afraid that if you wait too long, you will live in someone else's ......"
Qi Ming said: "Shuang'er, do you know? That time, you promised to marry me and be my wife in the future, how happy I was in my heart, I was almost crazy with joy, so I worked harder, and finally, the emperor lived up to his hard work, I was on the list of the imperial examination, ranked first, and finally could give you a carefree life...... But why, why do you fall in love with Ye Beicheng. ”
Lin Shuang'er was still shrinking in the corner, looking at Qi Ming timidly, unable to say what she felt in her heart, feeling distressed and depressed.
At the beginning, she was still young and didn't understand the relationship between men and women at all, she only felt that Qi Ming was very good to her.
He was such a gentle man that he would never lose his temper with her.
Because of her poor family, she and her brother were often bullied by big children in the village, and every time Qi Ming protected her in his arms, even if he was beaten all over his body, he would pretend not to care, and wipe her tears with a smile.
She still remembers that year, a flood in Qinghe County flooded her family's crops, the house collapsed, the only food in the warehouse was also damaged, and her family almost starved to death.
It was Qi Ming, who hid from his mother and sent a bag of food to her family, saving the lives of their family......
Later, her parents died, she and her brother depended on each other, they couldn't eat every day, and suffered a lot, but it was also Qi Ming, who often took care of her and tried her best to hold the best things in front of her.
Later, her brother was swept away by a flash flood, and she stayed in this world without support, but Qi Ming was still by her side every day and comforted her.
During that time, she was desperate for a while, and even thought about committing suicide, but Qi Ming never gave up accompanying her and taking care of her.
She always remembered that he was good to her, so even if he asked her to marry him when she grew up, she didn't have to go through the brain's consent.
However, gradually, she understood her feelings for Qi Ming.
It was the existence of family affection, and before she knew it, she treated him as a brother.
Therefore, when he hugged her, her heart did not throb, and even when he kissed her, she still did not have any heartbeat except shock and resistance.
However, she knew that Qi Ming was the best person in the world to her, and Lin Shuang'er remembered his kindness in her heart.
Therefore, even if Qi Ming treats her like this now, she can't hate Qi Ming at all. He's just sick now, and he can't tell what he's doing.
Lin Shuang'er said in a low voice: "Brother Qi, you are very good, you are the best person in the world." But I really can't marry you, I'm already a prince's person, and it was the prince who taught me what is the love between men and women, and you are my closest relative in the world. ”
"Your kindness to our family, Shuang'er remembers it in your heart, even if you want Shuang'er's life, Shuang'er can give it to you, but I can't marry you......"
Lin Shuang'er looked at Qi Ming, he gradually lowered his head, his face was hidden in the dark, and he looked gloomy and paranoid: "Shuang'er, I never thought of your life, all I want is you!" ”
"It's obvious that I met you first, why do you still like Ye Beicheng? What the hell is good about him? He's such a bloodthirsty person, he doesn't understand you at all! He was immersed in grief, hopeless and helpless.
Lin Shuang'er was also very uncomfortable when she saw him like this.
She didn't want to hurt him, but she always seemed to hurt him.
How do you do both?
Lin Shuang'er couldn't think of a solution, she wanted to open her mouth to comfort him, but Qi Ming's fear made her dare not speak, and she couldn't speak.
Finally, she got up, slowly walked over to him and squatted down, looking straight into his eyes full of pain, and finally couldn't bear it.
She plucked up her courage, stretched out her hand, carefully held him in her arms, patted his back softly with her little hand, and said in a gentle tone: "Brother Qi, don't be so stubborn, how can emotional things be prioritized, if you keep holding on, you will only hurt yourself." ”
Qi Ming also hugged her with his backhand, and his arms gradually tightened, eager to crush the person in his arms.
He closed his eyes and buried his head in her soft neck, his eyes full of obsession and paranoia: "It's never me who holds on, Shuang'er, you are my ......"
He didn't listen to persuasion, and Lin Shuang'er frowned slightly.
"Brother Qi, are you sick......
Qi Ming hugged her tighter: "I'm not sick, Shuang'er, I just can't watch you marry someone else!" I can't do it, I really can't do it......"
He hugged him too tightly, and Lin Shuang'er was a little out of breath.
She began to struggle, and her face began to panic: "Brother Qi, don't be like this." ”
Qi Ming refused to let go: "Shuang'er, shall we go back to Qinghe County?" Brother Qi can go to Qinghe County to make a small county order, we go to live a carefree life, we raise a litter of rabbits, plant begonia flowers all over the garden, do you say okay? ”
Lin Shuang'er's head began to hurt again, and her heart was very stuffy.
In his ears, Qi Ming's voice was low and cold, which made Lin Shuang'er shudder: "Don't think that Ye Beicheng can find you, Shuang'er, I've made all the preparations, I'll take you away tonight, you are mine, he will never want to find you!" ”
Lin Shuang'er struggled more and more, but Qi Ming refused to let her go.
The more she struggled, the tighter he hugged him.
"Shuang'er, you are mine, you can only be mine, I want to hide you, so that no one will rob me of ......"
"Where are you going to hide her?" With the sound of the door cracking, a long and handsome figure stood in front of the door with a chill.
Ye Beicheng was dressed in black, his face was as cold as the king of Hades, and his cold eyes stared directly at the two people who were hugging each other tightly in the room, and the wind and rain were about to come.