Chapter 21 Loving His Deceased Wife and Keeping Love

One

Junmi was heartbroken when she learned Wu Qiang's thoughts. I thought: "There are people in the world who are as selfless as themselves, who think about others in everything, and completely put their helplessness and their own hardships out of their minds, good people, good people!" She felt a deep helplessness, painful emotion, and repeated praises.

Grandma Zhang said: "I think he is just deflated." Everyone helped him so much that he didn't feel the hardships and hardships of not having a woman at home. I didn't feel the pain of my son without a mother. If he had felt this, he would not have shirked the marriage. ”

Junmi said: "It has nothing to do with that, it's human nature." His kind of person is inherently stubborn and selfless. ”

"What stubbornness, what selflessness? I'm still saying that, he's just deflated! ”

Grandma Zhang said angrily and fiercely. Then he said, "Junmei, didn't he tell you to leave his house?" He said that his son can eat and drink, and he can take care of his son while working, since he talked about this, you don't have to worry about it, let him experience the taste of taking care of his son while working. Only when you feel this distress will you turn back. ”

"Haven't you heard of the Flaming Mountains that you can't never leave? People can overcome difficulties no matter how they want to overcome them. Since he said so, you don't have to worry about it. ”

"Alas, isn't it that I look at him pitiful, do you and Xiao Yong also have feelings, you and Xiao Yong are really like mother and son? If you leave his home, not only Xiao Yong can't accept it, but it is also difficult for you to let go of your feelings for Xiao Yong. Why do I say that? You see that cats and dogs have been with people for a long time and still have feelings, let alone people? ”

She listened to Grandma Zhang's words, her eyes were full of tears, and she was silent. She tried to restrain herself and not let the tears of sadness roll down. He forced himself to calm down and said, "Isn't it? Cats, dogs and people still have feelings for a long time, let alone people? What's more, Xiao Yong is both smart and clever, and can coax people? Seeing me is always my mother, my mother is constantly shouting. If the child didn't call me mom at the beginning, it would be okay for the mother to put herself in the position of the mother, and the depth of love made her fall into a situation where she couldn't extricate herself. In addition, the child has no biological mother and cannot eat breast milk, and the child is bitter! Even if I show 110% love, how can I compare to his own mother? As he spoke, tears rolled down involuntarily. The tears were crystal clear and rolled down to the dirt. I don't know if she is reluctant to let her son cry or Wu Qiang's refusal to marry hurts her self-esteem, she is very painful and lost in her heart.

Grandma Zhang saw her distress and said: "Alas, people are like this, once they are trapped by love, they will be miserable. I don't think you have to be like this, you are relieved now, you should consider your own personal affairs, and marry a suitable man! ”

"What do you say is appropriate? What are the choices for parents to marry? You can only do it. Isn't the reason why I am willing to marry Wu Qiang because I know his character? Besides, his family is also in urgent need of a woman at the moment, and I have helped his family for more than two years, so I know everything about his family well. and also has inseparable feelings with his son. Although Wu Qiang's family is poor, this is not the main thing, the main thing is character. But I didn't expect him to reject me at all, he actually thought about me and resolutely refused to accept me in marriage, which was also something I didn't expect. That being the case, I can only give up my thoughts on him. As a result, it will be difficult for me to step through his door in the future. In this way, there will be fewer opportunities for me to meet Xiaoyong. As he spoke, his tears rolled down like beads of broken threads in an instant.

Grandma Zhang saw that she was so sad and said, "Kind, kind! When kindness is used to the extreme, it becomes sadness. You should let go of your heart, don't torture yourself for this matter, and don't worry about this matter. Are you still worried that you can't get married? Since ancient times, there have been leftover men and no leftover women, not to mention that you are still a big girl with yellow flowers. ”

"That's the way it goes, but it's hard to do. For more than two years, how do you say I can let go of Xiaoyong? In the past two years, he has been planted in my heart, unable to shake it or pull it out. Without this son, I don't know how I will face life in the future. Junmi said bitterly.

Grandma Zhang said: "I got married, I have my own home, my son has a bunch of hands, he is so busy every day that he forgets everything, where is there anything else?" Then Grandma Zhang said with a little persuasion: "It's better to think about your marriage as soon as possible." ”

Junmei sighed and said, "I think so too, but this heart is not angry and does not obey the call?" The heart always flies to Xiao Yong. ”

"Take your time, forget about it after a long time." Grandma Zhang comforted her and said.

Junmei said bitterly: "This can only be the case, you can only let time dilute everything!" ”

Two

But there is nothing more painful than her than Wu Qiang. The pain of his bereavement, coupled with his handsome heart, the two tastes are intertwined in his heart, stirring him in pain. The deceased wife is a thought he can never let go. The perfect combination of the two gave him too much happiness, although they were the "doll" relatives designated by their parents, the couple had never met, they didn't know each other's short and long, and they didn't know each other's appearance. But on the day of the wedding, his wife's appearance still brought him an unexpected surprise. "It's so beautiful, I'm so lucky, so blessed, the ecstasy in my heart is indescribable, and my worried heart is swept away." said that he was worried because once the "baby parent" was decided, no matter what the other party's character, personality, and physical condition were, he had to accept the burden, even if it was a mess of meat, he had to be a lifelong companion. I don't know how many handsome guys and beautiful women this deadly "doll pro" has harmed, and its existence can only depend on fate; You can only rely on money. Because of the "baby kiss" set by his parents, he doesn't know what the other party looks like, and he doesn't know what his physical condition is? I wonder if she's a whole person? If you are deaf, dumb, bald, or blind, if your limbs are incomplete, if you are lame, and if you are dragged by your hands, wouldn't it be miserable? The worried, anxious heart did not let go until the wedding day when I saw the gentle, virtuous and beautiful wife. And silently grateful to the sky and parents. He poured a bowl of water and brought it to his wife and said, "Drink a bowl of water!" ”

The wife shyly raised her eyelids and glanced at her husband, who was very moved. A Prince Charming breaks into view. Tall, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, although he is still a little immature, his manly demeanor has been highlighted. She looked at the man she had been worried about, and a stone fell to the ground. I thought to myself: "Thank God, I am so blessed that such a handsome man was bumped into by me, I hit the luck, I am so happy!" "I kept feeling emotional. Excitement, pride, happiness, and shame all come to mind. She stretched out her hands, took the water bowl, and glanced at her husband again shyly, and couldn't suppress her own smile. Wu Qiang didn't dare to look directly at his wife, he also peeked at his wife with the opportunity of receiving the water bowl, and then the ecstasy in his heart was indescribable, happiness overflowed on his face, and he said with a smile: "Drink, don't be thirsty if you can't drink water on the road." ”

"No, I'm not thirsty." Then he put down the water bowl in shame and got to work.

The wife is an idle person, and since she stepped into the martial arts family, she can't relax all day long. Not only is she diligent in her work, but she is also considerate to her husband. The family is poor, and he always eats bran vegetables and gruel for food. You can make rice for your husband's three meals a day. The husband feels sorry for his wife, and always grabs the bran vegetable soup. The wife always angrily rebuked her husband for this, saying, "How can a man do it if he doesn't eat well and work in the fields?" ”

"I'm in good health, no problem." The husband replied.

"It's okay for one day, it's okay for two days, it's a problem for a long time, and then it's not ruined yourself? As the saying goes, 'Man is iron, and rice is steel.'" You can't fool yourself. The wife persuaded her husband.

When the husband heard his wife's words, he was deeply touched and said, "Why do you fool yourself when you know that people are iron and rice is steel? ”

The wife said confidently: "I am a woman, I am at home, and you are outside." It's light at home, it's easy to fool, you can eat anything! ”

The husband listened to his wife's words and attacked her deeds. said: "It's not the same as ruining your body after a long time. ”。

The wife listened to her husband's words and smiled, insisting on taking back her husband's rice bowl and not allowing him to eat her own food. It wasn't until the two of them got better through hard work that the husband and wife ate the same meal together. Whenever I think of this, I always immerse myself in the sweet life of the husband and wife with tears in my eyes. What especially makes me unable to extricate myself is the husband and wife's vows. I asked my wife why this is, and my wife said unabashedly: "I love you!" Not to mention that you still have a thatched hut, even if the sky is a quilt, and the ground is a mattress, I have no regrets, and I will live with you for a lifetime. ”

My wife has not been able to accompany me for a lifetime, and the dreamy past, every time I go back to the good life with my wife, every time I go back to everything with my wife, and every time I go back to the alliance with my wife, I feel extremely painful in my heart. He gave up his constant relationship with his wife, and since his wife's death, he has made up his mind to keep his promise. Therefore, he was determined not to continue the string and keep this relationship between husband and wife forever. Only in this way can he be worthy of his beloved deceased wife and indelible feelings.