Torrecchia is a madman, it's a conclusion that doesn't have much doubt, especially since he 'fell ill' and left the Land of Light, and he has already embarked on a strange and tortuous path that only he can see.

Of course, he is not the kind of crazy and irrational madman, but a unique madman with a complete logical framework of his own.

However, just as the onset of illness usually has some manifestations as a tipping point, Torrecchia is not insane from beginning to end, and before he was exiled from the Land of Light, Torrecchia can generally be considered to be in the early stages of the disease.

After seeing his two different futures, Torrecchia of this universe understood one thing, he did not deny his mental condition, and he did not depress his specialness,

On the contrary, like all Torrecchia, Torrecchia of this universe is even a little complacent about the fact that he is unique.

Zofie is the leader, Ultraman is both civil and military, Saiwen has a loving heart, and Jack is the first Ultraman with a perfect combination of humans.

This is what Torrecchia once learned from Castor, the uniqueness of the Ott brothers.

Ace has a unique genius in the field of light in the country of light, and Tyro has a talent in the field of talent in the country of light.

This was what Torrecchia had witnessed, the excellence of his peers among the Ultra brothers.

Compared to them, he was indeed ordinary, Torrecchia had thought so, and this conclusion made him a little unhappy.

So what if you compete in intelligence?

To Torrecchia's dismay, Director Hikari was not inferior to him in intelligence, and even had a special illness.

Not to mention Casto, if it's just a simple competition for uniqueness, then Casto is even . Above the Father of Ott.

Unfortunately, Torrecchia, who had just entered the workplace, saw all these people, who were more special than himself.

For the outside world, although there are not many things that Torrecchia is afraid of, but they are not few, such as the safety of Taylor, what happened to Director Hikari, and even the stability between the Land of Light and the Empire, which is something Torrecchia will be afraid of.

But for himself, Torrecchia is afraid of only one thing, and that is meocrity.

Torrecchia, of course, is not afraid of death, and in the same way he is not so afraid of his weakness, and even, he doesn't care, Director Hikari's wisdom may be above him,

Torrecchia could accept that he was a weakling, that he could accept that someone was outsmarter than him, but he couldn't, that he was just like everyone else, even though the others here were referring to the Ultra Clan, the super lifeforms of the Land of Light.

Casto showed Torrecchia a picture of his future, and although he was a little unhappy with his future, he didn't want to be a madman in the future, but he knew that he did think a little differently from the rest of the people in the Land of Light.

Torrecchia felt that he might be a madman in the Land of Light.

Torrecchia wasn't too upset, though, because at least, he felt that he was unique in some way.

You don't care if I'm sick or not, just say I'm not special!

No one knew that under Torrecchia's moody surface, this rich inner drama, even Casto couldn't guess Torrecchia's thoughts, after all, it was still a little difficult for a normal person to empathize with a madman.

However, unlike the completely crazy Torrecchia, Torrecchia of this universe also knows one thing, compared to himself in the parallel universe, that is, he is also a madman, and he seems to be the luckier madman.

What would a lucky madman, a madman who thought he was perhaps the luckiest in countless universes, who was lucky enough to know some future madmen through Castor before he became ill?

If a normal person learns that he may become a madman in the future, he will most likely be scared half to death and get sick early, but a natural madman will only start to think about it after learning that he will become a madman in the future.

Is it possible for him to control that madness while remaining rational?

Rationality and madness may seem like an antonym, but for someone like Torrecchia, it seems that the line between the two is not so clear.

In order to do this, he did two things.

The first thing is that he gave himself a lot of psychological hints, and he tried to play back and forth in a corner of his heart, playing back and forth the pictures of those who were tied to him.

For example, although he is a little reluctant to admit it, he is indeed the only one he regards as an elder - the director of the Universe Science and Technology Bureau, the pride of the Blue Clan, and the man whose wisdom is not below him - Shikari.

For example, although it seems unreliable, it is really unreliable - the hero of the Land of Light, who is suspected of also being mentally ill, the son of Beria, a criminal of the Land of Light, and the guide on his own psychopathic path, who looks like he is the same kind - Casto.

Another example is an idiot, an idiot, a megalomaniac, but in his own mind, his best friend who has a complete dream world - Taylor.

The three threads derived from these three people bind themselves from three dimensions to the Kingdom of Light.

And the second thing is that Torrecchia cut his consciousness a little bit in order to prevent himself from blackening, and the reason for doing this is because Torrecchia is very keenly aware of one thing, that is.

The blackened self and the self that exudes golden light are actually not in order, but more likely, at a certain moment, the self who made different choices.

As the only person who had delved into dreams, Torrecchia had largely guessed that his different futures were probably due to his experiences at different times and his personalities at different times.

In different periods, you will have different feelings about the same thing because of the differences you see, know, and feel.

Torrecchia is not sure if he will be at some point in the future, because of such and such things, he will fall into some emotions and go to the extreme, although he is smart but still very young, and the lack of experience is likely to make him unable to solve his emotions in the first place,

However, it is not completely impossible, and besides, there are people in the Land of Light who have done it before.

Casto had enclosed himself in the Tower of the Second Ultra for nearly 10,000 years after that war, and although Torrecchia wasn't sure if Mr. Casto felt anything at the time, it did seem that the way he seemed to be a little negative and escapist did make Mr. Casto seem close to a normal person.

Torrecchia wasn't going to do that, though, and as a genius, he had his own ideas.

Through the dream provided by Castor, Torrecchia came up with a good idea, he cut open the world of his consciousness in a way that was incomprehensible to ordinary people, and then buried the core and cleanest part deep in the deepest part of consciousness.

This approach may sound abstract, but in Torrecchia's eyes, it's not special.

The Ultra clan was originally able to store one or more consciousnesses in the body through one-heartedness, and at this time, as long as he can be sure that there is no problem with the core consciousness, then even if the other consciousness is sick, he can let the core part awaken and heal the other parts.

This is the method Torrecchia found by observing the relationship between Nan Yuzi and Ace and Beidou, although I can't usually see it, it seems that Ace and Beidou's consciousness always dominates, but at some moments when you need to calm down, Nan Yuzi's consciousness will come to the surface, so that the angry two calm down,

Of course, Torrecchia is not very clear about the specific operation method in Ace's body, but he does not need to know too clearly, he believes that his internal framework can ensure that he can walk on the boundary between madness and rationality.

Imitating the Second Tower of Ultra where Casto lived in seclusion and retreat in the Land of Light, Torrecchia also built a closed jungle in the deepest part of his consciousness, and then built a blue tower in the center that symbolized his subjective consciousness.

Torrecchia sat at a table with a large pile of manuscript paper at hand, and he looked down and wrote something on it, and

There was a knock on the door.

Torrecchia: !!!!!

Blackened Torrecchia: ?

"Don't say it, the spiritual world of the little thing is quite chic."

(End of chapter)