Chapter 64 Last: Respect and Understanding

One

The restaurant has been sparsely populated, so Xiao Yong took time to accompany his long-awaited lover. At this time, Yingge was contemplating and thinking: "Why is it not over yet?" These people are really anxious, and they feel that the time is long! She waited, silently thinking.

"What are you meditating on? So focused? You didn't even notice when I came in? Hearing Xiao Yong's words, she came back to her senses from her meditation, and she immediately said with a smile: "Haven't I been thinking about you yet!" ”

"Ponder me, wrong! What do I have to ponder, it's a joke. ”

When Yingge heard this, he immediately shot back and said, "How can you say that? ”

"Why didn't I say that? You are already a married woman, and the person who should meditate is not me, it should be your husband. ”

Yingge glanced at him after listening to Xiao Yong's words, and then said: "Although I am a married woman, I have always remembered you, I have never forgotten you, and I have been looking for you. ”

"Worried about me? Looking for me? It's a joke! Is it still necessary at this point? Xiao Yong wanted to find out the actual situation of Yingge by asking himself. I still say the same thing, if she is really down to such a situation, I will definitely accept her.

Yingge listened to his words and said with a smile: "Is it true that I am a married woman, and the two of us can't get along?" Do emotions have to be shared in bed? Isn't it more meaningful for us to have a heart-to-heart and emotional harmony than to sleep together as a husband and wife? ”

Yingge said that Xiao Yong listened to his voice and looked at his face. He knew from her appearance: "Yingge was not abandoned by her husband, so why is she dressed so shabby?" Is it ......?"

Thinking about it, he jokingly said: "I saw you today why you are not a broad young woman's clothes, how did you become a poor peasant woman, is your husband's family ......?"

Yingge glanced at Xiao Yong and said, "Isn't this just for you?" Isn't it to hide your true appearance! ”

Xiao Yong suddenly realized, pretended not to know, and said, "Why? ”

"Why, do you still need to ask? Didn't you teach me a lesson last time you rescued me? ”

Xiao Yong listened to her clear words and solved his misunderstanding of her. Her peasant woman's dress is neither a withering family business, nor is it abandoned by her husband. She is dressed up in disguise to cover up her noble identity, and her beauty is to avoid trouble. So he said, "Yes, yes, you are too clever in doing this, and you have a lot less trouble." ”

"You understand, if you hadn't helped me last time, I don't know what the consequences would have been? We wouldn't see each other today. Even if the Japanese devils didn't hurt me, the scene at that time was enough to make me feel terrified and sick, how could my mother let me go out of the house alone when she learned about it? If I hadn't been out of the house alone, how would we have seen each other today? ”

"You have a point, if I hadn't helped you that time, I really don't know what the consequences would have been for you?"

Yingge looked at Xiao Yong and smiled guiltily, and then said, "Thank you!" ”

"Thank you, if you don't help someone in this kind of thing? How can I tolerate Japanese devils molesting women in broad daylight in our country? ”

"Yes, the Japanese devils are too rampant, and they dare to block the road and tease women in our country in broad daylight." As she spoke, she hurriedly poked her head out to see if anyone was there, and whispered, "Where did you send that Japanese devil in the car?" ”

Xiao Yong stretched his neck and whispered softly in her ear: "Tell you, send him to see the king of Hades!" ”

Ying Ge's heart trembled when he heard this, and he said, "You won't cause trouble, right?" So many pairs of eyes looking at you in broad daylight? ”

"With so many eyes looking at me, which pair of eyes favors the Japanese devils? Don't they all hate Japanese devils and hate the roots of their teeth rattling? ”

"Are they all people who hate Japanese devils? In case ......"

Xiao Yong said confidently: "Let me tell you, I'm here to mix, I basically know and am familiar with the people on the street, and I know who and what kind of people are." If you imagine that kind of person, I can't blatantly take that way. Isn't that self-defeating? ”

When Yingge heard what the hero had to say, she asked curiously, "How did you get him to see Hades?" ”

Xiao Yong told her softly: "I run this small restaurant, I get up early and return late, go out in the middle of the night to buy vegetables and food, no one pays attention to prevent me, I threw the corpse into the canal in the name of buying vegetables at night, and then I silently thought in my heart: You go to the king of Hades to report!" It's so easy to throw the corpse of the little Japanese devil into the canal, which is really happy, and it makes you even more angry. ”

Ying Ge listened to Xiao Yong's story and was terrified, and was even more moved by his superhuman courage, so he burst out with endless admiration, and then said: "You are so brave, thank you, thank you!" If anything happens to me, I'll blame myself for the rest of my life. ”

"You think about it too much, I am a man's husband, how can I tolerate Japanese devils running rampant and domineering in our country? How can you tolerate Japanese devils molesting women in broad daylight? Send him to the king of Hades, send him to the western heavens, this is to eliminate harm for the people. Let me tell you, it is my vow to destroy all the Japanese devils and drive them back to their hometown! ”

Yingge heard him speak so boldly, and his heart was surging, and he admired it even more. I thought to myself, isn't this my hero? "Alas!" It's a pity, it's a pity that a pair of discerning eyes were blocked by my parents, and I ended up thinking about it bitterly. Now, I am not willing to give up my in-laws and my husband who loves me; and was unwilling to give up his love for the little boy, so he fell into a painful situation of self-blame, and was also tortured by self-blame. She thought, thinking about the past.

Two

The two of them spoke devotedly, and their words were long, and Yingge had already put his home aside. At this time, Cai Wang shouted: "Is there a special person to order dinner at night?" ”

"Nope!" Xiao Yong replied.

"I still do the same if there is no special person to order food." Cai Wang said to himself.

What he said was that he still made the same daily amount of meals as before, and he still boiled porridge, pickles, cornmeal, and small fish. Cai Wang's shouting interrupted the two of them, and also informed them that it was not too early. Xiao Yong thought: "This time flies so fast, and you should leave before you finish pouring out your words." Then he sighed helplessly and said to Yingge, "Are you going to live here or go home?" ”

"It's not okay to live here, I didn't tell my mother. Besides, my mother didn't allow me to live outside. If I came home late, my mother would nag me non-stop. Saying that I don't have a tutor, how can a young woman go out so late and come home? With that, she stood up and looked at Xiao Yong and said reluctantly: "I really want to say a few more words to you, but time doesn't allow, I have to leave immediately." ”

Xiao Yong looked at Yingge intently and said, "At this time, I am in the same mood as you, why don't I want to say a few more words to you?" Between the words, his eyes flashed with an incomprehensible gaze, and he reluctantly took out a "handkerchief" and said, "Give you a token!" ”

Yingge looked at the "handkerchief" he gave Xiao Yong back then, and felt sad, and tears rolled down his cheeks involuntarily. He said, "What are you doing here?" Isn't it ruthless? I've already said that we can't be husband and wife, we can't share a bed, we can't be friends? Can't you get along with each other yet? Can't we communicate with each other and help each other with our minds? I think doing these things is true, and it is always the true feelings! ”

When Xiao Yong heard this, his heart was both moved and painful, and he put away the "handkerchief" again and said, "Okay! Since you say so, I will treasure the handkerchief as a permanent memorial, and the 'handkerchief' is also a testimony of the innocence of your and my feelings, and we are all right! ”

Ying Ge listened to Xiao Yong's words, and saw him full of tears, and his tears couldn't help rolling down. She looked at Xiao Yong with blurred eyes, crying and whispering to make people feel pity: "I really don't want to be separated from you, I really want to be with you, and I'm really sorry for you." I love you deeply, but I can't change my mother's prejudices, so I have no choice but to marry my current husband. But you know, that's not my subjective wish! ”

Xiao Yong was completely crushed by Yingge's crying, his mind was churning, he looked directly at Yingge and said, "I regard the 'handkerchief' as you." It is even more regarded as an oath that you said to the matchmaker. He never thought about it in his heart, and he didn't accept any matchmaker to propose marriage, and even ......" He wanted to say it and stopped. Then he said, "What are you talking about?" It is enough for us to have a heart of blessing to each other! ”

"You're right, let's keep each other in our hearts and bless each other!" Yingge said what she thought in her heart.

"We don't have to say anything now. Go ahead, or it will be dark; You go, I'll give you a ride. ”

Yingge wiped away her tears and reluctantly walked out of the restaurant. Coming to the canal ferry in an instant, seeing the two people touching the scene of the surging canal water, Xiao Yong said: "You won't forget the first time we met, right?" ”

"Can I forget? The first time I saw it, it was my sweetest and best memory. Especially when you jumped into the river to chase the cool hat that was washed away by the river, I was moved by your actions. And the moment when you took back the cool hat and stood in front of me and handed the cool hat with both hands, to be honest, my whole person has really been captured by you, and my heart has been taken away by you. ”

Xiao Yong listened to what Yingge said, and he couldn't hold back his words and said, "Why am I? At that time, I was standing in front of you, and I was simply fascinated by your eyes when I handed over the cool hat with both hands, and I was even more overwhelmed by your gaze. At that moment, I felt that I was the happiest person. ”

Three

The canal is surging, and the two of them are rushing and roaring with their true feelings. Yingge looked at the surging river and said, "Knowing each other and loving each other, why do you need to stay together?" Bless each other with all your heart is sweet and permanent. May the two of us be full of blessings like surging canal water, year after year, day by day, inexhaustible, endless singing, rushing and roaring forever in your heart. ”

"Yes, the surging canal water has witnessed your and my emotions, and also witnessed your and my full blessings." Xiao Yong said affectionately.

Yingge saw the real pain in Xiao Yong's heart, but why didn't he feel pain? She knows very well that for herself, for a noblewoman who is married, has a family, a husband and love: "A step forward is a bomb, a broken bone, a scandal, a disaster, the disintegration of the family and endless pain." Taking a step back is the sea and the sky, which is the deep love and filial piety of love, emotion, and both parents; It is also respectful, understanding and responsible for the two. For this "respect and understanding", for this "filial piety" inherited through the ages, Yingge said to Xiao Yong with great patience: Please "understand".

Xiao Yong said with deep love, "Understand." I understand you very well and respect your choice. The two chose to "retreat" bravely in their hearts of loving each other.

This retreat is the sublimation of love, but also the respect for each other; The two of them have eternal emotions with their understanding, boosted the waves in their hearts, and watered their hearts of mutual love. It is more like a river flower planted with canals, sparkling waves and glowing with brilliance; Singing all the way, galloping; Roaring, rolling forward, forever singing and flowing.