Lin Shuang'er's heart was very dull, Qi Ming's persistence had reached the point of madness.

But she knew that she didn't love him, and she couldn't delay him.

In order to make him completely dead, Lin Shuang'er said word by word: "But I don't love you, I really don't love you......"

"No matter what you do for me, I really can't be tempted by you except be grateful, because from the beginning, I regarded you as a brother."

"Brother Qi, let me go, don't be obsessed anymore, I beg you......"

Qi Ming finally let go of her slowly.

He stood in front of her like a soulless puppet.

It turned out that in this relationship, he didn't even have room to fight.

"Even if Yebei Cheng fails you, you don't want to look back at me, do you?" His expression was sad, and his eyes were full of obsession, heat, and sadness that could not be dissolved.

"Even if I give up everything and accompany you out of the imperial city, don't you want to be with me?"

Lin Shuang'er pursed her lips and was silent for a while.

Qi Ming continued: "Shuang'er, I'm not a person who is abusive, from the very beginning, I identified you. I've never dreamed of marrying you and spending my life with you, even if it's ordinary......"

"But why do you ...... Don't want to look at me more, what is wrong with me, where is it not as good as Ye Beicheng? ”

In the last sentence, he only felt that his throat was dry and hoarse, and his eyes were full of mist: "Mingming...... I met you first...... Obviously, we grew up together......"

Lin Shuang'er clasped her hands tightly, looked at the reflection of herself in his eyes, and a light smile appeared at the corner of her mouth, and said: "Brother Qi is the dragon and phoenix among people, he should soar above the court, and he should not indulge in the private affairs of his children, I hope that Brother Qi can let go of his obsession and benefit the people of the Great Song Dynasty." "Look at Shula

Qi Ming's expression was empty for a moment, and at this moment, it seemed that something was silently shattered in his heart.

Even if she didn't say it explicitly, her attitude had already shown that even if Yebei Cheng failed her, she would not look back at him.

Qi Ming's face was pale, his steps staggered, and a fine pain surged into his heart in an instant.

Lin Shuang'er didn't dare to delay for too long, she had to leave, leave here forever.

She looked at Qi Ming, still with a light smile on her face, and said to him in a normal tone: "Brother Qi, it's not too early, I'm leaving." ”

Qi Ming was stunned for a moment, then suddenly reacted, and he asked her, "Where are you going?" ”

Lin Shuang'er pretended to be relaxed and said: "Go to the countryside to relax, I heard that this is conducive to recuperation." ”

Qi Ming's words in his heart almost blurted out: "Then I'll ...... with you"

Lin Shuang'er decisively rejected him: "No, this time I go back to my hometown, I just want to be alone and quiet." ”

Qi Ming wanted to say something more, but Lin Shuang'er turned around and got into the carriage, she lifted the curtain and said to Qi Ming: "Brother Qi, you go back, you don't have to send me anymore." ”

Qi Ming said: "Then when will you come back?" ”

Lin Shuang'er pondered for a moment and said, "Come back when you get well, Brother Qi don't worry." ”

Qi Ming said: "Are you going to Qinghe County?" ”

Lin Shuang'er naturally wouldn't go back to Qinghe County, because she knew that Ye Beicheng would easily find her, and Qi Ming would definitely find a reason to find her, so she nodded and said, "Well, go back to Qinghe County, after all, that's where I grew up." ”

Qi Ming breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay." ”

Lin Shuang'er smiled at him, and finally said to him: "Brother Qi, you must take care, I hope that the next time I see you, you have become a good official who is loved by the people." ”

Qi Ming also laughed, and he said, "Okay, I won't live up to your expectations." ”

The curtain of the car slowly lowered, covering Lin Shuang'er's face. The groom whipped his horse, and with a "driving" sound, the carriage slowly drove out of the city gate.

Qi Ming looked at the carriage that was gradually moving away, and his heart was empty, as if his heart was drifting farther and farther.

Until many years later, he wondered if everything would have changed if he had caught up at this time.

But he didn't, he stood still, hesitating again.

This hesitation will become the thing he regrets the most in his life, even if he exhausts his life, he can't let go......