Lin Shuang'er seemed to have had a long, long dream.

She had replayed this glitz and glamour in her mind for half her life.

In the ice and snow, in the dilapidated hut, a happy family of four, Lin Shuang'er snuggled in her mother's arms, her immature eyes full of ignorance.

Daddy was making small wooden swords for her and her brother on the side, and Auntie was holding her and singing lullaby, everything was so beautiful.

A-Niang said: "Shuang'er has to grow up quickly, and when she grows up, she doesn't have to stick to her mother so much." ”

Lin Shuang'er blinked her big eyes, and her immature little face rubbed against her mother's arms: "Shuang'er loves to stick to her mother, and her mother will always accompany Shuang'er." ”

The elder brother said: "I will grow up quickly, and when I grow up, I will buy a lot of delicious food for my sister, take my sister to live in the biggest house, and eat the biggest candy man!" ”

Daddy smiled and said, "Then you have to grow up faster, so that you can protect your sister." ”

In her dream, she wants to stay at this moment, with the love of her father and mother, and the protection of her brother, even if she can't eat enough and can't dress warmly, this small room is the place she remembers the most.

Suddenly, the lights in the house went out, her father and mother were gone, her brother was gone, and she was left in the cold and damp rainy night.

The little body is curled up in the corner, lonely, helpless, hesitant, desperate.

Until Qi Ming appeared in front of her, he stretched out his hand to her and promised to give her a home, she believed it, and then, Yao suddenly appeared in front of her.

She said that a person like her will never be worthy of Qi Ming, and she will never be able to climb high.

She flinched, no longer daring to have any extravagant hopes......

As soon as the picture turned, she appeared in Yunxuan's room, and she dreamed that Ye Beicheng pressed her against the door out of control, torturing her over and over again.

Her eyes were full of despair, but Ye Beicheng held her face and kissed her over and over again. He told her that in the future, he would be responsible for her, would be good to her for the rest of his life, and would love her for the rest of his life......

She retreated again and again, but Yebei Cheng promised her again and again.

He said, "Frost, am I not partial enough to you?" ”

He said, "Shuang'er, from now on, I will be responsible for you. ”

He said, "Shuang'er, shall I marry you?" ”

He said: "Shuang'er, let's have a child for my husband, give birth to many, many children, okay?" ”

He said: "We will always be together, I will always be good to you......"

She believed it again, and her heart was full of him......

In an instant, a burst of white light flashed.

The picture before me changed again.

She saw the man she loved with her eyes behaving intimately with another woman, they were inseparable, he had left her behind completely, and those promises and vows were so fragile that they were torn apart at the slightest blow of the wind.

He made promises to her again and again, and broke his trust with her again and again.

Mid-Autumn Festival, he didn't go.

The wedding promised to her, he kept silent.

She went to the barracks to find him with joy, but in exchange for his unwarranted blame.

He grounded her and left her alone in the empty room.

He began to dislike her, he asked her why she couldn't be sensible, he asked her if she could stop being vexatious......

She was persecuted by Jiang Wan and lost her child. But the man she loved so much protected Jiang Wan and pushed her away again and again.

even sent her to the countryside for Jiang Wan's sake......

My heart hurts beyond words.

Lin Shuang'er whimpered in pain, her heart seemed to be stirred by a sharp sword, which made her feel painful.

It's so sad...... It's painful.

If only everything could be done all over again......

She never wanted to love him again, never again......

Until a voice in her ears came from someone else, calling out to her over and over again.

"Child, child, what's wrong with you? Wake up, wake up, wake up......"