Chapter 408: The Two Don't Owe Each Other......
Ye Beicheng stared at her with a painful expression, and a stone seemed to be blocked in his throat: "Shuang'er, don't be like this, you should hate me, you should hate my ......"
Lin Shuang'er lowered her thick eyelashes, covering the pain under her eyes, and said with a smile: "How can you hate?" β
"At the beginning, I tried to hate you, but I couldn't do it......"
"All I have in my mind is the sweet ...... between us"
"You taught me to write, bought me new clothes, peeled crabs for me, and took me to see the big tiger."
"You gave me foals, fed me rabbits, and built yards for me......"
"You accompany me to the countryside and rebuild the tombstone for my father and mother......"
"You know that I love osmanthus cakes, so you buy them for me every day."
"You know I'm afraid of the cold, so you hug me to sleep every night......"
"At the beginning...... You're really nice to me......"
Listening to Lin Shuang'er tell the past between them sentence by sentence, Ye Beicheng also fell into memories.
yes, how sweet they were once upon a time.
His frost will wait for him to return home every day, and she will be like a clingy cat, eager to snuggle up to him all the time.
At night, he would cuddle her to sleep, his frost would kiss his face tenderly, and he would stare at him affectionately.
In front of him, she never plays petty, even if she suffers a big grievance, as long as he is patient and coaxed, his frost will release his suspicions, turn around and throw herself into his arms again......
He didn't realize that he had her until he lost her, and he suddenly realized that he had long been accustomed to her by his side, and her every move, every smile and smile had long been engraved in his life, and no one could replace it......
The sharp pain spread from the bottom of her heart, and Yebei asked her in a hoarse voice, "Can we go back to the past?" β
The corners of Lin Shuang'er's mouth pulled out a wry smile: "I can't go back......"
Ye Beicheng's expression was empty for a moment, and then he listened to Lin Shuang'er continue: "It's that the previous memories are too sweet, so the pain will be unbearable......"
"I thought about it for a long, long time, and healed myself over and over again before I finally understood this truth."
She said: "In this world, people's hearts are fickle, how can there be a layer of unchanging feelings...... It's me who was so naΓ―ve......"
"The prince used to be very good to me, I really can't hate you, but now, I just want to let myself go......"
Lin Shuang'er looked at him, extremely gentle, without a trace of resentment, she sniffed, only to realize that she had already burst into tears.
She smiled with tears in her eyes: "Don't say it, those are all over, when you recover from your injuries, go back to Da Song, you haven't been sorry for anyone, between us, we don't owe each other for a long time......"
She thought she could let go of it all, but when she mustered up the courage to face the pain in her heart, she still couldn't be calm.
Even if she comforted herself countless times, those have passed, she is now the princess Rongchang who is high above, in the future, no one will let her down, no one will drive her back to the countryside, she is no longer the helpless Lin Shuang'er at the beginning.
But when facing Ye Beicheng, she will still feel aggrieved, still feel pain, and still feel extremely sad......
How can you not be sad?
She had lost a child, and once, how she longed for that child to be born......
After all, it was her and Ye Beicheng's child......
But who is to blame for this?
She couldn't blame Ye Beicheng.
What's wrong with him? He was kept in the dark as well.
It was Jiang Wan who was wrong, they all underestimated Jiang Wan's methods.
It was she who was wrong, she didn't have the heart to defend against others, and let Jiang Wan take advantage of the loophole again and again.
But she no longer has the courage to love him desperately like she did at the beginning.
People are impermanent in this life, but there are some southern walls, and it is enough to hit them once......
She had mustered up her courage, but she hit her head and bled out, and almost lost half her life......
Now...... Where does she still have the courage?
She lowered her eyes to look at Ye Beicheng and said, "Ye Beicheng, I really forgive you." β
Forgive him for leaving her alone in the empty room when he was most helpless and desperate, forgive him for choosing to believe Jiang Wan when he was physically and mentally devastated, and forgive him for sending her to the countryside in order to get rid of her big trouble......
She forgave him for all the pain he had inflicted on her.
Those sweet, painful, lingering, unforgettable ......
They should all be in smoke......
In the future, he is the night north inheritance, the god of war night north inheritance standing on the far end.
And she is the most honorable Princess Rongchang in Beirong.
They will be well with each other, and they will not owe each other......
She took a deep breath, as if everything had been relieved.
"Frost ......" Ye Beicheng's heart hurt so much that it was about to tear.
He held Lin Shuang'er's hand tightly, his thin lips were open, and his tone was even a little humble: "You don't want me anymore, don't you ......?"
Lin Shuang'er's fingers tightened the corners of her sleeves, but finally she opened her hand lightly: "What do you want, between you and me, there is no relationship." β
When she left, she had already asked Gong Qingyue to remove her name from the night family tree, and now, they have nothing to do with each other.
Ye Beicheng held Lin Shuang'er's hand tightly, covered her hand on his chest, and said with a pale face: "Shuang'er, I have so much pain here......"
It hurt so much that I was about to suffocate.
Lin Shuang'er said: "Of course you are seriously injured and it hurts, don't move, sleep well, I believe they will come over soon, when the time comes, there will be an imperial doctor to give you medicine, and you will be fine soon......"
Ye Beicheng shook his head and said, "It's not better...... My heart hurts...... It hurts so much that I can't breathe......"
Lin Shuang'er was stunned for a moment, and then heard Ye Beicheng say: "Shuang'er, I really can't live without you, that feeling of pain, I really don't want to experience it again......"
Lin Shuang'er was silent and didn't speak again for a while.
"Frost, what do you have to do so that you can forgive me?"
Lin Shuang'er opened her mouth, and just wanted to say something, the door behind her was suddenly kicked open.
As soon as Lin Shuang'er turned her head, she saw Bai Yutang standing at the door with a pale face.
Xuanwu also followed behind, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Ye Beicheng, who was seriously injured.
Xuanwu hurriedly stepped forward and helped the person to sit up.
"Lord Wang, it's too late for your subordinates."
Lin Shuang'er also stood up and said to Xuanwu with a worried expression: "The prince is seriously injured, can he bring gold sore medicine?" Give the prince medicine to stop the bleeding first, and then send the prince back to the palace for treatment......"
As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly felt that her arm was pulled by a force, and her body fell into a person's arms coldly.
Bai Yutang hugged her tightly in front of Ye Beicheng and the others, and said in a trembling voice: "Shuang'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"