"Why don't I want you?" Yebei held her tearful face and gently wiped the tears from her face with his fingertips.

"My favorite is Frost's, how could I be willing to leave you with?"

Seeing that she couldn't cry because of her own fault, Ye Beicheng was so distressed that he couldn't wait to take out his heart to show her.

Lin Shuang'er's eyes were shining, and she was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and she cried, and raised her eyes to look at him.

Ye Beicheng lowered his eyes to meet hers, gently lifted her chin, and said softly, "Can you listen to my explanation now?" ”

Lin Shuang'er didn't speak, and answered him with silence.

Ye Beicheng explained to her word by word, so patient that he could explain even a small detail.

"At the beginning, the plague broke out in Beijing, and the soldiers in the army also had signs of infection, if I didn't deal with it in time, I was afraid that more innocent people would be affected."

Yebei admitted: "It happened suddenly, I can't take care of you, it's my fault." But Jiang Wan and I, really nothing happened. ”

At the mention of Jiang Wan, Lin Shuang'er frowned slightly, and her fingers clenched her sleeves again.

Ye Beicheng also regretted not being at the beginning.

He said: "Keeping Jiang Wan in the house, I just believe that she has excellent medical skills, and I think she can treat your illness, because the injury medicine she prescribed to you before is really effective, I think she can really cure your illness......

"Later, you suffered from heart disease, couldn't sleep at night, and lost your child......"

Speaking of this, Ye Beicheng's eyes were swelling with pain, and his throat was even more like something was stuck, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

After his emotions calmed down, Ye Beicheng took a deep breath before continuing: "Shuang'er, I asked the other imperial doctors to show you......"

"But the imperial doctor said, you are naturally weak, since you were born, you are weaker than ordinary people, it is normal to not be able to keep the child, Jiang Wan gave you medicine, I also asked the imperial doctor to check it again, but it was said that there was no problem...... I'm ...... I didn't suspect Jiang Wan. ”

"Later, when I saw that your hands were full of cuts, I thought you were really going to hurt yourself...... Frost ...... I don't know how to do medicine, I don't know if you're really just bloodletting to save people......"

"Until you left me and Shen Boliang returned to Beijing, he told me that the things that killed you have always been put on me by Jiang Wan......"

He closed his eyes tightly, trying to suppress the pain that kept churning in his chest, but his face suddenly turned as white as paper.

He slowly opened his eyes, looked at Lin Shuang'er, and said bitterly: "You know, when I knew that it was all because of my negligence that I connived at Jiang Wan to poison you and even kill our children, do you know that this cruel truth is like skinning and tearing my bones countless times......

He said remorsefully: "I didn't know that Jiang Wan was so femme fatale...... A thousand cuts against her are not enough to vent the hatred in my heart! ”

"Frost, I'd rather be the one who hurts...... I'd rather let me bear all the pain......"

"But I've hurt you so much......"

"I'm damned, Frost hates me and annoys me, and even wants to cut ties with me, I can understand ......"

Lin Shuang'er finally couldn't bear it, stretched out her hand, carefully wrapped around his waist, and hugged him a little bit.

Yebei Cheng's long arms tightened, hugging the person tightly in his arms, and a low voice came into her ears.

"How could I be annoyed with you? How could I drive you away, how could I be willing to let you go back to your hometown alone? ”

"Frost, you really misunderstood me......"

"On that day, I clearly said that I would take you back to my hometown for treatment, didn't I say that I would let you wait for me for a day? When the important matters in the army are dealt with, I will accompany you back to my hometown......"

"When the time comes, Frost can stay in the countryside for as long as she wants......"

"We went to live the life of idle clouds and wild cranes......"

"Let's go back to Qinghe County, I will repair the dilapidated house, and we will plant begonia trees in front of the door."

"We will take the big tigers with the wind and the plush, and when the time comes, they will not be limited to a small yard, they will have a wider world, mountains and fields, and they can run freely......"

Lin Shuang'er was finally moved, and what Ye Beicheng depicted was also what she had longed for the most.

She never cared about any glory and wealth, she didn't care about any power, fame and fortune, all she wanted was to be with Ye Beicheng......

"But...... But I lost my child, and I may never have children again...... Wouldn't you want me? Lin Shuang'er finally said the words hidden deep in her heart.

It's also what she hasn't had the courage to say to him......

Ye Beicheng kissed her forehead, held her face and made her look at him, and said gently: "You have to understand, what I love most is you, when I wanted to have a child, it was just a love house and a black ......"

Lin Shuang'er was stunned, and crystal tears rolled down her smart eyes.

"Frost will probably never know, I also have times when I am not confident, I tried my best to keep you by my side, and I will also be afraid that you will leave me......"

"There is a childhood sweetheart Qi Ming in the front, eyeing you, and there is Bai Yutang in the back, secretly promising you, how many famous ladies like them, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid that one day you will be tempted by them......"

"So, I want you to have a baby for me, I think, so that you will never leave me......"

"After all, my frost is so kind, I can't abandon my husband and children for other men, right?"

She sniffed her sour nose and said aggrievedly, "That...... And that time? Why are you so angry with me? Why do you want to leave me alone in the empty room? Still stepping on my lantern? ”

"I also saw with my own eyes that Jiang Wan entered your room......"

Ye Beicheng's eyes deepened, and his Adam's apple rolled obviously, and he said: "Shuang'er, I'm a normal man, I will also be jealous, and I will also have times when I can't control my temper......"

Lin Shuang'er looked at him in shock, his dark pupils stared at her, and his eyes seemed to devour her.

"Bai Yutang has already had other thoughts about you, he liked you from the first time he saw you, and later, you have experienced so much together, so much that I am jealous......"

"But he sent you back that day, and he sent you a lantern to ......"

Ye Beicheng restrained his emotions and said, "Do you know how anxious I am? I'm really afraid you're really tempted by him......"

"You snatched it from Qi Ming by any means necessary, so I'm also afraid that Bai Yutang will do whatever it takes you over......."

Lin Shuang'er said in a daze: "So, you stepped on my lantern?" That's why you're angry with me for no reason? Still with Jiang Wan, right? ”.

"No...... Ye Beicheng hurriedly explained: "That night, I was alone in the study, and Jiang Wan came to say goodbye to me. I've never been with her, Shuang'er, I only have you in my heart, where can I tolerate others......"

Seeing that Lin Shuang'er didn't speak, Ye Beicheng thought that she didn't believe it, and was about to explain it more clearly, but saw her suddenly raise her head, and her wet lips kissed him at once......