Although in front of the camera before, Lian Xuan interacted a lot with the live broadcast room, but it was not as dense as today.

In the final analysis, she is still relieving her nervousness and fear by talking to the audience.

"Buzz." The phone vibrated slightly.

"Rong Cang: Where is it? I'll go find you."

Lian Xuan typed slowly: "The teacher's office on the third floor of the teaching building, the door is locked, and it's useless for you to come." You go and do your side quest first."

Rong Cang replied in seconds: "Is the light on?"

Lian Xuan was stunned: "No, but I turned on the flashlight."

"Call me if you're afraid." He still replied in seconds, as if he was waiting for his reply.

"Okay, I'm chatting with the audience in the live broadcast room, don't be afraid, you come on as a feeder, and I'll try to get out early."

Lian Xuan put the phone back in place, and the speed of flipping through the documents was faster, and he read out some of the content on the paper from time to time, which was regarded as interacting with the audience in the live broadcast room.

Of course, the point is to give yourself courage.

And in the live broadcast room at this time, CP fans are talking about the New Year again.

"Woo woo woo he knows that she is afraid of the dark, and he wants to accompany her no matter the task!"

"Who can say in good conscience that lotus seed is not true? Who can?!"

"I directly thank the program team for putting action cameras on the guests, so that we can see the interaction of young couples through this perspective! Thank you Director Zhao! Thank you to the program team!"

"Seriously, let's just fast forward to dating, the next issue is also the third installment, so it's not too much to start dating, right? I'm having a showdown, I just want to see lotus paste stickers!"

The liveliness of the barrage, Lian Xuan doesn't know.

She turned to the key piece of evidence—a yellowed letter.

The handwriting on it is chic and beautiful: "Dear Mother Receive"

"It's not advisable to read other people's letters." While dismantling it, she advised: "We need this for the show." ”

"Dear mother, I may have said goodbye to you by the time you received this letter." Lian Xuan's voice paused, and the hand holding the letter paper tightened a little silently.

Say goodbye to this word, she always doesn't like it very much.

And not just because her mom and dad had said goodbye to her.

More because she also wanted to say goodbye to the world.

"I used to want to be your pride and want you to see your son as good and strong as his mother."

"I'm desperately trying to get everything done, to get your gentle and approving gaze, but it seems to ...... I know Mom, you're looking forward to Jackie Chan, but I'm really tired. ”

"Every time I finally accomplish my last goal, more difficult and demanding requirements will follow, and you always want me to do better."

"I thought I could go tirelessly on the next journey, always be resolute and brave, and never give up."

"But what's going on? I seem to have lost all my love and interest, and the praise and toys I used to crave have gradually faded away from the tips of my heart. ”

Lian Xuan turned the page, and the content on the new letter paper was re-written, and the handwriting lost its original beauty, showing a bit of mania.

"Mom said that the Thrilling Academy is very good and sent me to study."

"On the tenth day of the Thrilling Academy, I couldn't stand everything here, and I asked my mother for help, but I was in vain."

"On the 100th day of the Thrilling Academy, I felt physically and mentally exhausted, and maybe I really couldn't hold on anymore."

"One hundred and ten days in the place of the Thrilling Academy, Mom, I want to say goodbye to you, if there is a next life, I hope you can have a more intelligent and sensible child, instead of me who is like a wasted person, without the meaning and value of existence."

The end of the inscription is dyed red with blood.

It's a few simple and painful words: your unfilial waste son.

Lian Xuan closed her eyes and slowed down her breathing.

Every word is poked at the lungs of the person.

She was too good at relating to this almost desperate emotion.

When a person is dragged into the abyss little by little, when he obviously stretches out his hand and wants the world to pull him, but he sinks into the sea.

There is no one who does not want to have the opportunity to be saved.

If they have the opportunity, they are willing to love the world again, but after being sick for a long time, they feel that liberation is the only way.

"It's all ordinary words, why do I feel heartache like ......?"

"It's really easy for me to get in, studying, hoping for a successful son, always being more demanding and never stingy with praise."

"I feel like we still know too little about depression and other related diseases, so that tragedies happen around us repeatedly."

"All emotions are accumulated bit by bit, hidden and tucked, trying their best to suppress it with the little positive energy left in their bodies, until they can no longer hold on, and the tower of emotions collapses and collapses in an instant......

"A little more praise, a little more praise, a little more trust, a little more care, a little more understanding of each other, maybe many tragedies can be avoided."

The audience in the live broadcast room was carried by Lian Xuan's heavy voice, and they almost fell into that kind of despair and pain.

There are too many cases, and it's too easy to resonate.

In this day and age, no one is truly physically and mentally healthy.

Lian Xuan's fans and CP fans first withdrew from their emotions and realized a more serious problem: "Wait, wait, Xuanbao's situation...... Is it really okay to see this?"

"Hey, I almost forgot such an important thing, has the program team considered Sister Xuan's situation?"

"Grass ...... I looked at Xuan Bao's expression, that kind of plausible loneliness and helplessness...... I burst into tears."

"Xuan Bao!! We love you so much! Emperor Rong loves you too! All of them love you!!

"A little more kindness, a little less malice, and the world will be a better place! Lian Xuan, you are the best——! (Heart-rending version)"

"Keyboard Warriors Disperse! Kuroko retreats! The marketing account is disbanded! Retreat, retreat!"

And Lian Xuan, who was worried about the audience in the live broadcast room, slowly restrained her emotions, but her voice still had a slight hoarseness that was easily noticed: "Therefore, if everyone in the live broadcast room has love, they must express it boldly, maybe the people around them need such support." ”

She put the letter back in the envelope, "A little more compliment, the whole atmosphere will be different." ”

"We can probably restore the story now, the boy in it should be the son of the teaching director, but it gradually collapsed under the pressure of study and family."

"But the dean didn't understand him at the time, and sent him to the Academy of Thrills, which he thought was good."

"Life in the Thrilling Academy became the last straw that crushed him."

"And the dean ......" Lian Xuan paused, her eyebrows furrowed slightly, "I guess she may be an outlier among the NPCs." ”

"Our kind."

The moment the words fell, the bell rang suddenly: "Jingle bell-"

(End of chapter)