Chapter 136: Suffocating Despair and Loneliness
"Brother Xiao, what do you mean by this? Does this new classmate know Zhong Quinoa? ”
Before I put the quinoa potato chips in my mouth and started to eat them, so many eyes gathered at once, and the movements stopped immediately.
Most of the people in the class are watching the excitement, and the class leader wants to organize, but the other party is a school bully, so he doesn't dare to say it at all.
Seeing that the atmosphere was getting more and more tense, Meng Sisi walked over with steps.
"Zhong Quinoa, just persuade your friends, it's not good for anyone to go on like this."
Zhong Quinoa looked confused.
There was also a faint echo next to her, as if if she didn't go, she would abandon the harmony of the class.
With so many people, Zhong Quinoa was angry all of a sudden.
"Why did they fight to my fault? One or two came up and accused me, did I let them beat me? ”
Meng Sisi's face was sad, "Xiao Yao is anxious, you don't know, not to mention that your friend provoked him in the first place, if you apologize, maybe this matter will pass." ”
Zhong Quinoa's anger did not persuade people to retreat, but Meng Sisi's words brought a wave of rhythm.
Zhong Qui chuckled and looked up at her.
"You're a good white lotus."
If Xiao Yao is a brutal existence in Yizhong, no one dares to provoke him; That Meng Sisi is a pitiful existence in Class 7, and no one can mess with him.
"Zhong Quinoa, you are going too far, Meng Sisi kindly reminded you, how can you say that about her?"
"It's great to be the first in the grade, isn't it? I really thought that we would provide for you in this way, do you deserve it? ”
"When you were discriminated against in the class, only Meng Sisi cared about you in the whole class, and now you have the first ability in the test?"
Zhong Qu heard these remarks one by one, and the corners of his mouth showed a touch of mockery.
It's funny, Meng Sisi is just to maintain his image as a goddess, so he occasionally cares for Zhong Quinoa when he is ill.
This can be seen even by the original owner of the emotional shortcomings, and only this group of fools who lick to the point of having no brains will think that Meng Sisi cares about her.
The negative emotions in the body continued to spread, obviously it was just the words of a group of fools, Zhong Quinoa should have felt pitiful for them being played around, but he still couldn't help but care.
There are many questions in my heart-
Why is everyone disgusted with me?
Why is everyone condemning me?
Is there really no one who cares about me?
In that case, why am I still living in this world?
……
This kind of emotion, this suffocating sense of despair and loneliness, is something Zhong Quinoa has never experienced before.
Depression has not been cured, how can it not have an impact on this body?
suddenly thought of the things of his previous life-
The people around me regard themselves as killing machines and have no feelings.
The people above treat them as puppets and make them demons who do all kinds of evil.
No one wants to listen to their own voices, their minds are gradually numb, and some people even lose their individuality.
Zhong Quinoa clenched his hands and stimulated himself with pain, trying to break away from the emotions that permeated his entire body and gain a little lucidity.
Her nails were deeply embedded in the flesh, and she could already see the blood, but she couldn't control herself at all, the only thing she could do was to keep herself from losing control to the point that others thought she was crazy.
The people around him naturally saw that Zhong Quinoa was in a wrong mood, not only did they not feel guilty, but they intensified it even more.
"It's really hypocritical to say two sentences like this."
"What are you capable of, we can't tell?"
Meng Sisi's voice was still gentle, "Don't say it, she doesn't feel good." ”