Chapter 42: Farewell to my brother in prison
The former Qin Zinan,
The pride of the sky, Prince Charming-like gentle as jade, cheerful and talkative.
He is very handsome, it is conceivable that he and Qin Zijin are dragon and phoenix fetuses, and there must be similarities between his eyebrows and eyes.
Picturesque and elegant, a gentleman.
He is excellent!
He is proud!
From childhood to adulthood, he has been the number one leader, no failures, no setbacks, and has always been invincible.
But
One day, he suddenly found that he was useless and failed at every turn.
Emotionally: His favorite girlfriend was snatched away by his eldest brother, and he was unwilling to take away his wife's hatred!
He is becoming more and more paranoid, and he wants to defeat the big brother, defeat the big brother, and prove himself in front of Adina.
But, unlucky!
can't rob his eldest brother emotionally,
In terms of career, he still can't fight his eldest brother and loses completely.
That is, Shengyu, He Shengliang? How did Zhou Yu get?
Vomit blood!
Qin Zinan's belief collapsed, fell into the whirlpool of failure, and couldn't get out.
He hated himself, hated himself, was frustrated in extreme terms, and gave up on the whole world!
"Brother......
His sister called him softly, just as before.
The family affection is still there, and it is not blocked by the prison fence.
"Brother, I have recently reflected and figured out a truth. You and me...... In 21 years, we have lived too happily and smoothly. We come from a wealthy background, our parents are loving, and our families are harmonious. In this environment, we grow up with a 'lucky filter' in what we see and feel. However, is this really the case in the world? When you go out, you can see that many people are born with disabilities, the beginning of poverty, and the ...... of misfortune."
"Brother, after the accident, I went all over City A and couldn't borrow a penny. My former friends, many old acquaintances, not only did not help, but also laughed at me and insulted me. I understand a truth, I used to live on the clouds, and I didn't see the world as it really is, so hideous, so ugly......"
"Brother, we used to be so happy, protected in the greenhouse, pampered! Be praised! I think I'm great, and I can't afford a little setback. In fact, we are ordinary people, the smallest one among all living beings, there are joys and sorrows, successes and failures, there is no No. 1 at all, there is no pride in the sky! ”
"Brother, from now on, from heaven to earth, down-to-earth! We are not high, we are not noble, we have to change our mistakes, we have to reflect! ”
"Brother, I don't blame you, I'm still the same as before, I rely on you all the time, I can't do without you. We haven't been apart for more than three days since we were young, but now, we're separated for three years......"
Qin Zijin kept looking at his brother, his eyes were full of concern and reluctance.
But Qin Zinan was just silent and closed the emotional world.
He is not ruthless and insensitive, but a selective escape from psychological trauma, too much sadness, too much shame.
He can't face his sister, like looking in a mirror, which clearly magnifies the pain.
The prison guard reminded: "When the time comes, 9792 will go back to prison!" ”
"Brother! Don't leave...... Give me one more minute, and beg for accommodation! ”
Qin Zijin's eyes turned red, and he turned his head and begged: "Just one minute, the last minute!" Brother, brother......"
She called out one after another, delicate as sand, broken, unbearable parting......
There was a wide table between them, and Qin Zijin leaned over and reached out to the table.
The prison guard reminded again: "Stand back, don't touch it!" ”
"I don't have anything on my hands, look!"
She cautiously pleaded, tearfully pleading. There was really nothing on either hand, and there was no jewelry.
"Sorry, two officers...... I, I just miss my brother too much, I'm going to marry far away, I'm leaving today, I can't bear my brother! ”
Qin Zijin's tears were dripping and sliding down his cheeks, and the grief that came from the bottom of his heart was beyond words.
The fragility, attachment, and reluctance at this moment are like a child of a few years old, about to leave home. Feeling lonely and helpless about the future, she wants to shake her brother's hand and seek strength.
Rules are dead, but people are alive.
The policeman lowered his eyes slightly and did not say a word, which can be regarded as a kind of tacit accommodation.
"Brother, brother...... Is it okay to hold it? Brother ......"
The two policemen looked at it and were anxious, eager to shake it for Qin Zinan and comfort him.
In the past, I saw a lot of such scenes, parents cried a lot, and there were also husbands and wives crying.
However, there are very few brothers and sisters who have such a deep affection.
Qin Zinan lowered his head, drooping lower and lower.
He closed his eyes tightly and shook his head.
However, his sister kept calling him, making him ripple with emotions again and again at the bottom of the deep pool of the black abyss.
In the end, Qin Zijin disregarded his image, leaned down on the table, reached forward with his hand, and touched the edge of the table.
prayed and prayed, calling one after another: "Brother, please, just shake it!" My sister is leaving, don't you want me? Elder brother! You're so ruthless! Elder brother...... Elder brother! Elder brother! ”
Qin Zinan's thin shoulders trembled, his eyes were closed, and tears flowed out of his eyes.
He lifted the cold handcuffs and slowly lowered them to the edge of the table......