A nightmare, unbearable.

was once too happy, once the sky collapsed, who can bear it?

Why didn't the problem be detected earlier?

Qin Zinan was diagnosed with depression, paranoid delusional disorder, and bipolar disorder.

Very serious mental illness,

Taken together, he drilled into the horns of the bull, lived in his own thinking logic, and had fantasies, conjectures, suicide and other thoughts......

Whenever he thought of this, Qin Zijin's heart was broken.

The reason why she was able to carry the heavy responsibility of the family was because she carried her brother and her mother.

Pressure is motivation.

If my brother dies, there will be no motivation to survive.

Kim In-hyun always asked Qin Zijin to give up the "mother who sold her daughter" and "the brother who is mentally ill".

Cut in two?

Have you considered Qin Zijin's family affection?

Blood relatives, brothers and sisters for 20 years, like siblings, are also a part of life.

Severing ties, is it possible?

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Christmas at the end of December is Qin Zijin's birthday.

Kim In-hyun knew about it and asked, "You're about to have a birthday, right?" ”

Qin Zijin replied, "Well, Christmas." ”

Actually, to be precise, it was Christmas Eve, which was Christmas Eve on the 24th.

She thought Kim In-hyun knew, and she must have known.

I once wrote a letter for 5 years, with a birthday card every year, the date of payment and birthday wishes: "Happy Christmas Eve, Happy Birthday!" ”

How can you be mistaken about the 24th or the 25th?

Kim In-hyun's gift was prepared early.

He often gave gifts to Qin Zijin, in a unified and simple way - jewelry albums.

Every quarter, several major jewelry brands will release new styles and send them to the Jin family.

It's the same for birthdays, there are tens of millions of precious jewelry, buy whichever you like!

Kim In-hyun is in charge of swiping the card to pay the bill, and the purchase is over.

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Qin Zijin didn't look forward to his birthday, it was bland.

The actual situation is more prosaic than imagined!

On the 24th, when she got up in the morning, Kim In-hyun forgot to tell her happy birthday.

I didn't think about it for a day, but at 4 o'clock in the afternoon, he called and said that he had a project to be busy, and he might not be back at what time in the evening, so there was no need to wait for him.

"Good"

Qin Zijin agreed, thinking in his heart: Could it be some kind of trick, I want to surprise her at night.

After all, I said before that I would accompany her on her birthday, and the result was ...... Forgot? Is it so outrageous?

At dinner, my parents-in-law were at home.

No one mentioned the matter of life, the in-laws didn't know, and Kim In-hyun didn't say anything, so he ignored the past in a daze.

Forget it, there is self-knowledge.

She is in this family, and she didn't have a birthday to engage in PA

Ty's status.

Qin's mother sent a message from the morning, and made a video call in the evening, and saw that Qin Zijin had been at home.

She asked, "Why are you still at home?" Didn't Inhyun take you out to play? It's your birthday today! ”

"He's busy today, saying he has a new project."

The mother suddenly fell silent, didn't say anything more, and nodded lonely.

Even if the daughter doesn't say it, through many details, the mother has a guess in her heart.

The Jin family never let their daughter go back to her parents' house, nor did they allow Qin's mother to come and visit. If there is no one to accompany him on his birthday today, he can guess that Qin Zijin's living environment is not taken seriously.

Seeing her mother's eyes red, it is estimated that she will cry sadly and cry again after hanging up the phone for a while.

Two children celebrate their birthdays, one in prison and one far away.

Mother must have been touched.

A child's birthday, a mother's Good Friday.

Qin Zijin couldn't bear to make his mother sad again, so he lied and said: "He said that he was busy with the project, and he would come back immediately after he was busy, Christmas Eve, not afraid of being late, this side is lively!" He has been busy with the research and development of this project for a week, and we are considerate of each other, and it doesn't hurt for me to wait for him for a while. ”

"Yes, that's, be considerate of each other. I'm afraid I thought he forgot your birthday! ”

"How can it, my birthday is Christmas, how easy to remember, he won't forget!"

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When eating,

Qin Zijin proposed to her mother-in-law: "Mom, can I go out for a while?" When I go to country H, I don't know if Christmas is hot or not, can I go out and have a look? ”

"Where do you want to go?"

"Just walk around the neighborhood streets, don't go anywhere else."

"Then go, Renxian is not at home, you come back early, you can't come back later than him."

"Yes, I know, thank you Mom."

After eating, my parents-in-law went upstairs.

Qin Zijiao stood beside him with her hands down, watching.

The mother-in-law's footsteps suddenly stopped, condescendingly, and turned back on the stairs to ask, "By the way, hasn't your stomach moved yet?" ”

Ah, why do you suddenly ask this?

Qin Zijin was weak-hearted, and he said hesitantly: "Uh...... No, no. ”

She is afraid that this issue will turn into a criticism meeting, and once it becomes serious, it will be inevitable that it will be certain.

Fortunately, the father-in-law's footsteps did not stop, and he did not join the criticism meeting, and probably men are not very enthusiastic about this kind of thing.

The mother-in-law interrogated alone: "Premarital physical examination, there is no problem with your body, why haven't you been pregnant for so long?" ”

"Uh...... I...... I ......"

Her face turned pale, and she couldn't come up with a reason.

The mother-in-law didn't mean to ask, but directly gave an order: "Start drinking medicine tomorrow, if you still don't get pregnant after a year, you can do IVF directly, do you understand?" ”

"Yes, got it, Mom."

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Are you depressed or depressed?

The Jin family doesn't beat you or scold you, it's just suppressed! Prisoner!

The mood is bad enough,

After a while, another bad thing happened.

An anonymous text message was received on the phone, it was a photo.

The scandal about the "unobtrusive husband",

The photo was taken from a distance, and when zoomed in, Kim In-hyun and Park Bo-ra are seen sitting together.

At the table where Yan Yan smiled, he accompanied other women......

Mud horse, what a speechless!

Qin Zijin turned off his phone in annoyance, too lazy to look at it!

It's better to look at passers-by A, B, C, and D on the street.

The night market is lively, brightly lit, and the flow of people shuttles, as if you are in a sea of hustle and bustle.

Walking along the street, there are all kinds of small vendors.

Some people sell balloons, some people sell bouquets of lanterns, and more people sell peace fruits......

The bustling crowd is like a tide, neon dazzling, and the lights are in a trance, both illusory and real......

Qin Zijin took a few photos and sent them to Qin's mother.

came out on a trip just to deceive my mother and put my mother at ease.

Understanding, children, have been like this since childhood, reporting good news but not bad news......

After the photo shoot, she had no goal.

Walking on the bustling streets, watching the crowds coming and going are running for their goals.

At this time, she fell into a period of confusion......

What does the bustle around have to do with her being lonely?

The store is full of dazzling, what does she go in to buy?

Something she needs, not in the store.

Suddenly a gust of wind passed,

I don't know whose balloon blew it off.

The crowd looked up, and more than forty cartoon hydrogen balloons, all floated into the sky.

Cute little animals with colorful flowers, fluttering in the wind, like waving in the sky, the lively elves have been released freely.