Chapter 155: I lost my wife and dug out my heart

He hated Qin Zijin and didn't want to mention her name.

He loves Qin Zijin and hopes that she will go away and regain her freedom and happiness.

Kim In-hyun forced himself to let go, his heart was full of pain, and he didn't say a word on his mouth, but his mouth was hard.

The name "Qin Zijin" seems to have disappeared in the Jin family in one day.

Note! Except for one person - grandma.

Grandma muttered every day, disagreeing.

The matter of the eight characters of the birthday, the life of the lonely star of the sky, okay! Drive Qin Zijin away, agree!

However, if she was put in the temple, locked up, and put under house arrest, grandma did not agree!

The buried family conflict has erupted again!

Between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, there was a quarrel:

"What is the atonement for sins, you are the one who deserves the most atonement! Cha Ji-eun! How many bad things have you done, how many people have you killed? Retribution is also coming to you, go and kneel in the temple! ”

"Mom, don't shout at me! Forcing me to say something nasty, making you angry, asking for yourself! ”

"You bastard! Think for yourself! Qin Zijin has a good temper, but if there is a little bit of trouble going with you, he will either freeze half to death in the snow, or take away the captivity! You are also a daughter-in-law, what did you do to me? You bully your mother-in-law, press your daughter-in-law, and be a blessing in the Jin family! The good feng shui of the Jin family is corrupted by you! Even if there is any bad luck, it is all caused by you! ”

"Hehe, I recruited it, you have to admit it! Mom, live a few more years and open your eyes to watch! ”

"You! You! Cha Ji-eun! ”

"Huh...... Well, I'm here, Mom, what's the matter? ”

A rush of fire made my grandmother sick angrily.

For this, Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim also quarreled.

Mother-in-law and daughter-in-law conflict......

Conflict between husband and wife......

Company Disturbance......

Rumors of public opinion......

It's a mess for the Jin family......

Fortunately, Kim In-hyun obediently didn't act as a demon, and for more than 20 days, he was quietly in the bedroom.

Everyone relaxed their vigilance, thinking that he had accepted the reality and slowly stabilized......

Considers

Unexpected!

After 20 days,

He suddenly went crazy, climbed up to the window and smashed the glass! Covered in blood!

On the 3rd floor, a male nurse and a male physician were arranged.

Day and night, stationed on the 3rd floor, one is responsible for washing and washing, and the other is responsible for leg massage.

In the silence, a loud bang was suddenly heard!

There was a "bang", which seemed to be the sound of shattering glass.

The two of them were taken aback, rushing in one after the other and seeing Kim In-hyun climb up the windowsill......

I don't understand how he dragged his lower body and climbed so high.

It is presumed that he first lay on the ground and fixed the wheels of the wheelchair. With the strength of your arms, climb into the wheelchair and then climb up to the windowsill......

The windows are locked,

At the beginning, just in case, Qin Zijin locked the window, and he couldn't open it without a key.

He picked up the wheelchair and slammed the window to pieces!

The glass splashed, and the close-range damage was like a blade, and his body was covered in blood, and his skin was open......

The demon was stunned, as if he couldn't feel pain, and pressed his palm against the broken glass, plunging into the flesh.

He held his crippled lower body and crawled out......

Frightened, the male nurse pounced and grabbed him by one leg.

Another male physician held his waist.

Kim In-hyun struggled, clutched the window like a madman, and reached out as if to get something out of the window.

However, there was nothing outside the window, only half of the snowman and the boat.

[What do you say about being in the same boat through thick and thin? She abandoned him! What do you say about the snowman couple melting together? Only half of it melted, and the sun was so eccentric, only took her away, leaving him in the shadows, unable to melt, a lonely person. 】

Kim In-hyun's inner world suddenly collapsed!

Thus began his "madness", which was out of control.

The medical diagnosis was that it was bipolar disorder, and some medicine was prescribed to him, but it didn't work, but it became more and more serious.

Every day, he lost his temper, smashed things, and self-harmed.

Repeatedly tearing the wound on his leg, as if he hated his own leg, the wound was difficult to heal, and the bed was covered with blood......

Why? Why is this all of a sudden?

Mrs. Jin was in a hurry, so she made up to find a psychiatrist.

"Doctor, he obviously got better before, he wasn't noisy or noisy, and we didn't stimulate him!"

"There is always a reason, bipolar disorder is a kind of depression, it will have an incubation period, like accumulation, and there must be a fuse chain for an outbreak one day."

Inquire?

Kim In-hyun didn't answer, and when he faced his parents, he was like a trapped beast, in pain, depressed and dumb, and he didn't answer anything he asked.

Then ask the caregiver and ask the maid on duty......

Speculate why Kim In-hyun suddenly smashed the window?

What's outside the window?

Yes! A maid remembered, "There is a snowman outside the window, it seems that it was snowing, the young lady pinched it, took it back and kept it outside the window." I went in to deliver food before, and I saw that the young master kept staring at the snowman outside the window. ”

Jin Renxian's mobile phone was smashed, and his call records were retrieved, and it was found that before the onset of the disease, he had made dozens of calls to Qin Zijin, and no one answered in a row......

If that phone call had been connected, wouldn't he have gotten sick?

……

Yunshan, northern Liaobei,

This is a grim mountain, located in the territory of Liao Province, the main peak is high and the cliffs are steep.

There is an ancient temple built in the Ming Dynasty - the Jade Face Guanyin Temple.

There is only one path to reach it, the terrain is steep, and the temple is not large.

The Jin family donated incense money, sent a "sinner" here, and arranged a courtyard to practice and wake up.

The north of China is icy and snowy, and the top of the mountain is covered with snow, and it is even more cold.

There was a fire burning in the house, and it was still cold at less than 20 degrees Celsius.

Qin Zijin knelt under the statue of Guanyin enshrined,

Get up in the morning to chant scriptures, knock on wooden fish,

In the morning and afternoon, a full day of copying Buddhist scriptures and reciting Sanskrit sounds.

Today, it's snowing again.

The door behind him opened, and the wind and snow sent in a chill......

Qin Zijin turned his back to the door and was copying Buddhist scriptures at his desk.

Judging from the back, she was wearing a black cotton suit, and her hair was tied in a ponytail, which was refreshing and clean.

Write seriously at the desk.

To copy Buddhist scriptures, the first thing is to meditate, copy a wrong word, and rewrite the whole paper.

Qin Zijin didn't look back, at noon, he must have come to deliver the meal.

The tip of the pen paused for a moment, and said softly, "Thank you, let it go." ”

There are no curtains in the house,

The sash of the windows reflected the snow light, which was exceptionally bright.

A wisp of sandalwood,

A string of Nanmu Buddha beads,

She knelt quietly in front of the Buddha shrine, Guanyin was compassionate, benevolent eyebrows and kind eyes, standing high in the clouds to see all the joys and sorrows of the world, asking for blessings and eliminating disasters and pains.

Outside the window, the wind whistled, and the branches shook the salsa sound.

For a long time, she never looked back, not knowing that there was someone behind her.

"Zijin ......"

A soft call,

She seemed to be in a trance, as if she was hallucinating, and suddenly turned her head......

In an instant, the whole person was as if in a dream, "Renxian! ”

Startled!

I froze in place for a moment, unable to believe what I was seeing.

I saw it clearly, it wasn't a dream, it was really him!