Section 3 Difficult Decisions

Until he saw Bei Bei in the cafeteria the next morning, Zhao Yaning was still dizzy thinking about what Li Ke said in the dormitory last night.

Is this really an opportunity?

Zhao Yaning still couldn't make up his mind, so he thought of talking to Bei Bei to see if he could get some advice.

"Didn't you say they paid for it? If you don't ask for money, why don't you go? Beibei's opinion was also surprisingly consistent with Li Ke and them, "Don't say you want to study, you never listen to lectures." ”

"I just don't think there's the need to go."

"You're lying." Bei Bei saw through Zhao Yaning's disguise at a glance, "The three of us persuade you, if you still don't agree, there must be some other reason." ”

Zhao Yaning rolled her eyes, sometimes it's not good for women to be too smart.

"Okay - you know my athlete grant, right? I am a provincial athlete, and when I was in the sports school, I had a subsidy, 900 yuan per month. When I left the sports school, I thought it would be gone, but it didn't turn out to be like that. ”

"That means you still have a subsidy for the year you transferred to another school - you didn't get it? What's going on? ”

"The coach kept my athlete status and applied for quite a few subsidies in my name. Now there is a need for a number of athletes on the coastal side, so that they can apply for land and find a coach to help, and he is reluctant to send good players in the team, so he sells me like this. Originally, I didn't know that I still had athlete qualifications, but now I know, but the coach said that if I asked for money, he wouldn't recommend me to Paris this time. If you want to go to Paris, you can't ask for this money. ”

Bei Bei also frowned this time.

She knows Zhao Yaning's family situation very well, Zhao Yaning is not rich, 10,000 yuan is a lot of income for his family, and she can subsidize the family. Let Zhao Yaning just give up the opportunity to make money for his family to go to Paris for a ride, no wonder he is reluctant to go.

But Bei Bei also understands that going to France for training, even if it is just going to Paris Saint-Germain to participate in some football summer camp, may be very attractive to him.

It's the big five leagues, it's European football, watching them play up close, and even participating in their training, is definitely a dream for someone like Zhao Yaning.

"Ningzi, what do you think?"

Bei Bei asked calmly.

"What's the use of what I think? The result is the same anyway, my family needs money. Zhao Yaning lowered his head and didn't look at Beibei's expression. He knew that Bei Bei must have a face of sympathy, and he was very unaccustomed to that kind of pity.

"What did Uncle say?" After a while, Bei Bei asked. She knew that even if Zhao Yaning didn't contact her father, Li Ke would definitely call her.

"My dad said let me go." Zhao Yaning raised his head, "My dad has always felt that my failure to play football was caused by his lack of money, and he didn't want me to miss this opportunity, saying that at least let me have a chance to go out and have fun." ”

Bei Bei gently shook his hand, but didn't know how to comfort him.

"I can't go. This has nothing to do with my dad, it was my own injury that made me what I am today, and it has nothing to do with my dad. Zhao Yaning also held Beibei's hand, Beibei could feel that his palms were sweaty, and he was far from being as calm as his tone.

He himself was eager to go, but it was a lot of money after all.

"Ningzi, it's not your fault, it's your coach who is not good. These are what should have been yours, so that they are not right. ”

"Those grandsons ......" Zhao Yaning scolded, only to remember that Bei Bei usually doesn't like him to scold. But Bei Bei didn't say anything this time, just patted him gently.

Bei Bei knew very well how angry Zhao Yaning was now.

Although Zhao Yaning rarely mentions his dissatisfaction, Bei Bei still clearly knows that he is full of unwillingness to leave the football team. Bebe knows how much he loves football and that leaving the football team is not his problem.

But the question of who it is, Bei Bei is also a mess.

Chinese football became professional, and the newspapers and TV praised it loudly at that time, saying that Chinese football was about to realize the wish of great men, rush out of Asia, go to the world, and achieve a great rise.

Until now, Bei Bei doesn't know if Chinese football is a success, but at least she knows that Zhao Yaning has failed.

And the failure is inexplicable, and there is no chance to get back on your feet.

At that time, everyone said that professionalism would help players grow, but without a corresponding security system and low-level leagues, the eliminated players were ruined. Moreover, if he was eliminated because of himself, it would be fine, but Zhao Yaning was eliminated entirely because of that coach.

Damn coach.

Bei Bei also cursed the coach in her heart, but sometimes she also had some small questions: Listening to Zhao Yaning's tone, it seems that this situation is already a common phenomenon in Chinese football, so is this professionalism really correct?

Bei Bei didn't know and didn't want to ask. Anyway, she doesn't care about football, she only cares about Zhao Yaning.

"Do you still want to play football now?" Bei Bei couldn't help but ask.

"You mean the cripple said that if you go to France, you might be favored by scouts? That's impossible. Zhao Yaning shook his head, "Let's not talk about whether you can be looked at, but what if you really like it?" The Football Association has very strict regulations on transferring to play abroad, and it is not possible to transfer if you want to, and it is really favored by you, and it is unlikely that you can stay. ”

"You still want to go." Bei Bei pointed out his thoughts sharply, "Then why don't you give it a try?" ”

"I said, there's a money problem here......

"That's your money, you have to ask for it if you go, and you have to ask for it if you don't go." Bei Bei interrupted him, "If you want me to say, you will go to France first, and then sue them when you come back." ”

"The ...... you can't win"

"Where you need to win, as long as you go to court, the result will definitely be an out-of-court settlement, and they can't afford to lose this person's ...... My dad's court, I've seen a lot of these things for a long time. ”

"That's not good......"

"You're just too honest." Bei Bei frowned, reached out and nodded on his forehead, "Your own things, why don't you fight for them?" ”

Zhao Yaning lowered his head, Bei Bei said that the situation was of course the best, but he also understood that it was difficult for his father to accept going to court.

In my father's opinion, there are no good people who go to court, and honest people don't stir up right and wrong.

Bei Bei looked at Zhao Yaning's lowered head and sighed helplessly. She knew that with Zhao Yaning's many concerns, she would definitely not be willing to make this decision.

"Ningzi, do you know why I agreed to be your girlfriend in the first place?"

Zhao Yaning raised his head and shook blankly. He had always had this question, but he never dared to ask.

He was afraid that Bei Bei was just confused for a while, and he would be sober once he asked her.

"Do you remember, when you first came, you said that you used to play as a winger in a sports school, and your football skills were very good, and the boys were not convinced, and you played on the field?"

Zhao Yaning nodded, of course he remembered that time. He shook a group of amateur classmates into a dark place with his footwork that he had practiced for many years, and many girls on the lookers cheered for him.

But there's no Babe among those people. Babe doesn't like football, and she doesn't watch football either.

"I was so envious of you at the time. You know why? Because you came out of a sports school. When you were young, you were able to go to a sports school because you liked to play football, and you dared to do what you wanted to do, which made me very envious. ”

Zhao Yaning looked at Bei Bei, he had never heard Bei Bei mention these things.

"When I was a kid, I wanted to be an actor." Bei Bei's words made Zhao Yaning stunned, and Bei Bei herself smiled bitterly, "Just think about it, I don't even dare to tell my parents, every time they do it for me, I say I want to be a scientist!" But I envy the actors, and I especially wish I could act. But I only dare to think, but I never dare to do. ”

"But you dare. You like to play football, so you go to sports school. Although he failed, he still did what he wanted to do. And what I envy the most is that when you talk about playing football, and when you play football, that look is really very confident, and I really like it. ”

"Sometimes I think that if I go to art school, maybe I will be proud when I talk about acting now, or when I act? Even if I fail, even if I am disgraced, even if I am nothing, but the person who proudly walks on my own road is different from a person like me who only dares to dream by himself. ”

Bei Bei held Zhao Yaning's hand again, she looked directly into Zhao Yaning's eyes, not giving Zhao Yaning the slightest room to dodge, "Now, Ningzi, you have a chance to continue your dream." I want you to keep going – you have to understand that your dreams are also my dreams. ”

The football rolled gently on the ground, Zhao Yaning stretched out his left foot and toe under the ball lightly, and the ball flew up in the direction of his left leg. Zhao Yaning's left knee lightly touched the football, and at the same time, the left foot was slightly cocked, and the football fell to the surface of his foot, and after bounced slightly, it fell to the surface of his right foot.

Zhao Yaning's feet were so light that the ball bounced quickly, but no matter how it bounced, the height would not exceed his knees, and he only moved back and forth on his two feet.

After a few back and forth, Zhao Yaning exerted a slight force, and the football bounced to his waist. And this time, Zhao Yaning picked up his right leg, caught the football with his knee, pushed the ball to the left, and quickly bent down at the same time, then gently stopped the ball with his left shoulder, and then let the football slide from behind, and as soon as the heel of his left foot was retracted at the same time, he picked up the ball again.

"Don't really say it, just a few times Ning Zi, few of them can be made by throwing it into the professional team." Zhang Jun sat on his bed and clapped his palms constantly. And Li Ke shrank to the side from afar, looking at the two crazy people playing ball in the dormitory speechlessly.

Even if he knew that Zhao Yaning's skills were outstanding enough, he didn't believe that he could play in such a small range without any mistakes.

"I play as a winger, and the little skills are better. If you compare me to a defender on a professional team, I'm definitely better at it. Zhao Yaning shrugged, "A year ago, I didn't care about the professional team. I haven't trained much this year, and I've gained a lot of weight, not as good as before. ”

Looking at Zhao Yaning's lines and abdominal muscles, and then looking at his small belly, Zhang Jun had the urge to hit someone.

"Decided to go to France?" Li Ke asked.

"Hmm." Zhao Yaning nodded.

"It's still Babe who speaks." Zhang Jun smiled, "What did she say?" ”

Zhao Yaning didn't speak, just snorted lightly. He didn't want to answer this kind of question, because Zhang Jun's expression was like he was a nymphomaniac.

It wasn't until a long time later that Zhao Yaning was already a world-famous star, and when Zhang Jun brought up this question again, Zhao Yaning was silent for a long time before answering, "I'm worried that if I don't go, Beibei will look down on me and leave me." At that time, I felt that I could afford to lose 10,000 yuan, but I couldn't afford to lose Beibei. ”

"You really should be grateful to Beibei, otherwise you would have lost far more than 10,000." Zhang Jun said with a smile.

Zhao Yaning nodded and smiled.

And what he has received can be measured in money?