She endured all her emotions and told herself in her heart that everything she was doing now was to make this little kid get better quickly, otherwise something would happen to her because of her illness.

Then everything they did was meaningless, in the middle of the night, Lebao's fever subsided, and he slept more peacefully, and he didn't cry for water, nor did he shout hot and cold.

There was heating in the room, and when he slept until almost dawn, Lebao even rolled over and pressed the quilt under his calves with his little butt facing outward.

Cao Yanwen looked at the white belly of the fish on the horizon, and this night she only harvested two heavy dark circles under her eyes.

As a member of the medical system, she does not possess the same empathy and empathy abilities as everyone else.

It is precisely because of this that during the period of clinical work, the teacher who took her said more than once: "Yanwen, there is no way to do the work of a clinician in a hospital with such a mentality." ”

"Doctors in the hospital need not only technology, but also a heart of tenacity and gentleness."

Cao Yanwen replied to her teacher indifferently: "I'm here to be a doctor, not an emotional teacher." ”

What was the teacher's reaction at the time? He seemed to smile and then continued: "A qualified doctor does not need to have the ability to empathize with every patient, but he must be a person who respects life. ”

"Yan Wen, you are too indifferent, you treat the hospital's patients and even your colleagues as your cold subject, like a robot with a programme, you will drill wherever your brain points to."

"Like today's case, why don't you give him painkillers?"

Cao Yanwen looked at her teacher with a little puzzled expression: "Why do you want to give him painkillers?" I don't think he's up to the standard of painkillers. ”

Hearing this, her teacher shook her head and looked helpless: "Healing is not based on books, so I said that you must have a reverence for life in order to do a good job in medicine." ”

"Ignoring reality and only standing on the position of what you think, without taking into account the interests of the patient, illness and pain will torment a person's body and mind, and to cure the disease, the body is the first, and the psychology is the second."

"You want to make this person better, not only to make him physically better, but also to make him feel better psychologically, some serious diseases look at psychological endurance, pain will wear out most of the person's perseverance."

"It's not that you don't think he can't meet the pain standard, so you don't give him painkillers, you measure the patient by your own standard in your heart, and you don't think you need it here, it's not that the standard is not met, you think he hasn't reached the level of pain yet, and you can bear it anymore, so you don't give it to him."

"Yanwen, this is not right, when treating patients, you are so indifferent as watching animal experiments, the pain is not in you, so you don't notice the pain."

"You want data and experimental results, not how to alleviate the pain of the patient."

Cao Yanwen withdrew her thoughts from the memories, and a smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.

Her teacher was right, she was not suitable for the clinical side of medicine.

So in less than a year and a half, she left the clinic and came to the laboratory, becoming a cold knife in the hands of her mentor.

Cao Yanwen didn't understand what the hospital teacher said at that time, treating the disease, of course there will be pain when there is a disease, she is not a god, and she has to take into account the psychological feelings of the patient.

The medicine is good until the disease is cured, she can endure it, and it is none of her business if she can't bear it.

She is a doctor and not an old mother, she has already been diagnosed, and there is no therapeutic point for people, but his family is still kneeling on the ground crying and begging the doctor to continue treatment.

Similar situations are frequently staged in the hospital, and many people are moved by it, but Cao Yanwen does not feel the same way.

Why bother, isn't the coming and going of decency more worthy of one's own life?

That's what she thought before, until after that happened.

Cao Yanwen's eyes fell on Lebao's body, and her eyes sank.

It was dawning, Xia Song kicked open the door of the room refreshedly and went straight to the bed, and flicked the sleeping woman with his toes.

"Cao Yanwen, get up, it's time to go."

Xia Song's annoying voice was like a nightmare, and it burrowed into Cao Yanwen's ears.

Almost in the next moment, she opened her eyes, and Cao Yanwen slowly lifted the quilt and sat up: "Xia Song, I really want to take a scalpel and stab you directly in the chest now." ”

Xia Song sneered, very disdainful: "You can beat me first, how about it?" How did you feel last night? ”

Cao Yanwen dealt with him succinctly and neatly: "Get out." ”

Lebao was picked up while he was still asleep, his eyes were covered with a black cloth, and even his ears were stuffed with cotton.

Immediately after that, she was brought a cold thing around her neck, which went around her neck, and there was a buckle behind her that stuck directly.

The hand that tied this thing to her was very rough, and the person who did it should be Xia Song.

Lebao asked in a daze, "What are you doing here?" ”

As soon as he spoke, there was a vibration in his neck, and then a burst of electricity hit, and Lebao screamed in pain when he was unsuspected.

The spasm and tingling sensation spread across her young neck, and Lebao raised her hand in disbelief to touch the thing on her neck, and the little hand was opened as soon as it touched it.

"Don't touch it, you wear this thing well, we'll take you out in a while, if you dare to shout, it will ...... you Kill it. ”

In the last few words, Xia Song's tone dragged out slowly and heavily, meaning and with a grim smile.

Without looking at the face, this sound alone is enough to frighten many children.

The frenzied guy actually put an electric shock collar on her, and pointed it at her like a dog.

What exactly did these two people kidnap her for? She couldn't ask, and she couldn't ask now.

When she went out, Xia Song was willing to condescend and carry her downstairs.

On the way to travel, the two did not communicate much.

From the beginning to the end, Xia Song only asked: "Has the meeting place been arranged?" ”

Cao Yanwen replied in a faint voice: "It's arranged, do you still need to ask?" ”

"Heh, who knows what you're thinking." Xia Song's cold voice was mocking: "It's been a night, have you contacted the Ye family now?" ”

Lebao didn't dare to say a word, so he was thrown into his seat by them, blindfolded and covered his ears, and carried an electric shocker around his neck.

Although I don't know why they plugged their ears with cotton, they were so close that they could hear what Lebao said.

Lebao tilted his head slightly, bringing one ear into the direction they were speaking.

Cao Yanwen said: "The email is in my mailbox, and it will be delivered to their mailbox on time at about 9:30 this morning. ”

"Whether the Ye family is sincere or not depends on their performance."

"Didn't you say that this kid is Ye Chong's treasure? Then look at how much his heart treasure is worth a few pounds and a few taels. ”

Under the state of martial law in the whole city, these two people had no idea of running out of the city at all.

From the robbery of Lebao to the present, they have always been in the sea market.

(End of chapter)