No one can completely eliminate the influence of the outside world on him, especially a person like him, who is considered a public figure.

Nie Xiu had read those articles, and he also knew some of the wording and unsightly remarks written in those articles.

Knowing what those people said to him, and knowing that everyone was commenting on whether he was carried away by his reputation, he was in a hurry to show off his skills to make such a mistake.

But at the moment, he couldn't explain much to his mother.

Nie Xiu took out his mobile phone: "I know you have read some bad comments on the Internet, and I don't know how to explain to you what those people said, if you can, please believe me." ”

He flipped out some other videos and some articles that Nie's mother should not have seen.

Some words are more useful to outsiders than to say 10,000 words himself.

After Nie's mother read those articles, she had some misunderstandings about her son.

These misunderstandings are explained by himself, and his mother may not necessarily believe it, since there are so many criticisms, then she can't just listen to one side of the story, and arbitrarily decide the rights and wrongs of these things.

These other articles were forwarded to his mother: "You must have read the comments on the Internet that I was crazy about this car accident. ”

"Now there is actually another hidden reason for this car accident, I didn't say, because the specific investigation results have not yet come out, please believe my son, I am not the kind of person who wants to show himself recklessly."

The last sentence touched Nie's mother, and she thought about it carefully, yes, her son is indeed not the kind of person who is desperate.

It can't be said that he hasn't achieved any results in the past few years of driving, and if he hasn't got those real results, then where did the name of this so-called talented racing driver come from?

Before this incident, none of the relatives around him said that their son's racing car was not serious.

On the contrary, because his son has won some awards, and because of the car race, he has appeared on the page of the media.

At the beginning, many media praised her son without hesitation, although she never watched her son's games, but these related remarks were not missed at all.

is the honor of being praised by others, which makes her seem to follow her face, and she forwarded these articles praising her son to the circle of friends for more people to see.

Everyone is admiring that there is a special outstanding person in the family, but no one doubts that this genius is in the title of racing driver, but no matter how talented a genius is, it is a human being, and there will be times when people make mistakes.

Nie's mother hadn't read the article sent by her son, her mind was a mess, and she couldn't tell what she was thinking at the moment.

Is she angry and ashamed because those reports believe that her son is too arrogant, so she made such a fatal mistake, or is she simply worried about the child's body?

Hopefully he won't continue with the so-called racing of cars.

Maybe it's a combination of both.

It's just that even she can't tell which one is more inclined.

Is it face-heavy, or pure love.

Nie Mu took a deep breath, calmed her emotions, and she took the initiative to admit her mistake and said, "I did read some unfriendly comments about you, and I was also misled by what was said in those comments. ”

"But son, my mother must love you, and she is really, really worried about you, and I really don't want you to engage in such a dangerous industry again."

"I understand that everyone will have something to love, and I don't want to impose my own ideas on you, but as a mother, all I want is for my children to be able to live a peaceful and smooth life, grow up, have a family, and have children, and live this life successfully."

What she said made Nie Xiu unable to refute half a sentence.

What's wrong with these ideas about mothers?

There's nothing wrong with her, and she's just a scared mother.

Watching his son walk around on the edge of life and death, a good person may suddenly become half blind.

This is difficult for an ordinary person to accept, and he has to face a lot of speculation and malicious gossip.

Maybe when they are facing their husbands late at night, they will both sigh wordlessly.

They have experienced the taste of loss, on the one hand, they want their only child to grow up safely and securely, and on the other hand, they want to fulfill his preferences and dreams.

They are also struggling between the two, so there is both silent support and silent resistance to his cause.

Neither going to watch any of his games, nor missing every news from him.

After Nie's mother left, Nie Xiu lay on the hospital bed and fell into deep thought.

Suddenly, he realized that the injuries on his body were no longer the main cause of his troubles, and whether his eyes could heal or not became secondary.

The heavy expectations and feelings of his parents weighed on his heart, on the one hand, the career he loved, and on the other hand, their expectations and worries.

He wanted to find a balance between the two, which had not clashed head-on for years.

I thought that everything could go on smoothly like this, but now this injury has broken the original balance.

It will lay out the things that will be faced in the future in front of everyone one step earlier.

The contradiction between the two is always to be faced, he did not take the initiative to say these things in the past, and his parents never came to tell him this.

But now I have to face it.

Nie Xiu was confused and desperate at this moment, his eyes were not blind, but there was another emotion, which was more uncomfortable than being blind on his heart.

He seemed to have come to a fork in the road, and the faces of his career, clubs, colleagues, and fans flashed in front of him one by one.

On the track, the roar of the racing engines and the cheers of the fans still seem to be in the ears.

His teammates tapped him on the shoulder and encouraged him, and after receiving the trophy, he celebrated with the club.

Under the colorful swaying lights, the boss of the club patted him on the shoulder and said with expectation: "I wish us a long career and cooperate with each other to achieve better results!" ”

"I wish us all the way on the track and move forward without fear!"

They raised their glasses together, touched each other's cups, and the liquid spilled.

Champagne poured on his hand, and the lights flickered in front of him.

He never forgot the excitement and enthusiasm of that time, and if he had never achieved anything on the road of racing, and let him quit like this, he might have willingly returned home to do business with his father.

Don't let him taste the taste of standing at the top, if because of this accident, let him say goodbye to the racing track from now on, it is equivalent to letting him retire directly from the peak.

Willingly?

It must be unwilling, 100% unwilling.

But on the other side, it is the worry of the family, the tears that fall from the mother one by one, and the love that she bears in her earnest words and sentences.

(End of chapter)