Take a leave of absence today, adjust the state for the future, and by the way, talk about the journey of the dim sum road
First of all, let's talk about the reason for taking a leave of absence today: I have tasted the sweetness of writing a detailed outline, or a synopsis of the story, and I plan to completely sort out my own thoughts on this book, and close the best conclusion I can for the Battle of Terra.
Coupled with a certain degree of work and rest problems, I don't plan to write the text today. But I still want to say something else.,Writing so far.,Actually, I have a very complicated feeling ()
First of all, thank you for your support, I have read every comment. I am also familiar with the name of the old readers who have spoken often or have seen it from the previous book, and I thank you for your willingness to read the story I wrote and to read it here. However, when it comes to the previous book......
How to say, the last book was 3.45 million, and the book has 1.69 million so far, and I have never written an exact outline.
More precisely, it was only after the book entered the Great Rebellion that I began to realize how rare an outline, or a complete and normal story line, is for writing a long story.
Before this, all the succession, development, and ending of the story were improvised by me. In other words, except for a few times, I really only knew the plot a little bit before you.
You can scold me, I will take it all ()
And the problem of writing like this is big, very big. Looking back at the chapters of the first battle part, I can only say that everyone's patience and my occasional flash of inspiration saved the book ()
In fact, even now, when I look back at the early and middle chapters, I feel that I didn't write enough here and didn't write well there. Including the fantasy dream that I am more satisfied with, in fact, it also makes me a little uncomfortable because of the word limit.
I wrote 6,000 words, and I didn't feel anything when I finished writing, but after I finished writing, I felt that I could add a little emotional description here, and it could be more detailed and more powerful...... No, it's a little fuller.
I feel that I have made progress so far in writing, but the process behind this is actually very painful.
The ups and downs of writing a book, the distractions of real life, and the exclamation of 'why is it so rubbish' can make people think about escaping many times, and I happen to be a master of self-avoidance......
But I didn't run in the end, because I had read online articles for many years and knew how disgusting the eunuch was, and ...... I don't want to do that, I don't want to run away, the only thing I'm good at is writing something.
I've run away from a lot of things, isn't it too cowardly to run this time?
And then little by little it was written about Terra.
The title of the chapter remains the same for dozens of chapters, and Carlil and Coetze, as the protagonists, rarely appear, sometimes even a few sentences to explain their current situation. Multiple perspectives back and forth, depressing, serious......
These are all taboos in online articles, but I still wrote so, it's not my head, believe me, who doesn't want to make more money? It's not that I deliberately want to imitate the style of the original Black Library, I wrote it this way, but I just had an idea.
I want to challenge myself, and I want to bring to you the stories that I have written in the most serious state within the scope of my ability.
Many years ago, my teacher told me that she thought I was wasting my life. The teacher said very seriously that she thought I could go further, and she didn't understand why I was stopping at the level I had just passed.
Of course, everyone has probably heard a teacher say such things. At that time, I just wanted to leave her office quickly and go back to reading extracurricular books.
But now that I think about it, I was still touched by the look in the teacher's eyes at that time.
Her eyes were like a question, from many years ago to now, questioning myself.
Why stop there?
It's cool to only write 4k every day. The plot is shallow, not in-depth, and very cool. The Great Rebellion is brushed aside, and writing something inconsequential is equally cool.
There is no need to go to great lengths to dig into the 'attributes' of the four gods, to describe their 'opposition', or to flesh out the brushstrokes and try to bring the characters to life.
All of this is a bit of a loss, but at least I don't feel angry and depressed when I read what I've written, and I don't let the teacher jump out and question me.
I didn't want to stop there, so I wanted to challenge myself, so I wrote about war scenes that I wasn't familiar with at all and wouldn't write, and I wrote about multiple perspectives that shifted back and forth, trying to depict a little bit of epicness.
I still don't dare to say how well I write, I can only try to satisfy myself first.
Although many people think that online writers are not considered creators, and they are not even worthy of the word 'author', they are only worthy of being called writers, but I still hope that what I write can satisfy myself a little. That's all.
Anyway, that's all there is to it, I went to dinner, and I slept all day during the day, and I didn't have much energy. Thank you for your willingness to see this as well, and to say two things.
First, each chapter will be a large chapter, because I am not happy to write and read because of the lack of words.
Second, this book really won't end after 30k...... The story of 40k is only going to be more exciting.