Chapter 91: The Biggest Regret in Life
"Encourage such a piece of waste?"
Hearing Zhao Zhigang's words, Wu Lijuan jumped to her feet and said, "Who are you talking about?" My son just doesn't like to read. ”
"Son, what are you, if it's waste? You don't look at what you are? ”
Hearing Wu Lijuan's nonsense, Zhao Zhigang was so angry that he couldn't speak.
I just went out for a walk, out of sight.
"Son, is it okay for you to repeat your studies for a year, you still have a chance, repeat your studies for a year, study hard, and you can still be admitted to university." Wu Lijuan persuaded outside the door.
Zhao Renjie lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, his eyes full of hatred.
He also heard what his parents were in the living room just now, and when he heard that his mother came to persuade him to study, Zhao Renjie said loudly: "I just became like this after reading!" It's all because of parents like you! ”
Wu Lijuan's mouth opened wide in astonishment, but she didn't know how to refute it, because she didn't understand her son's brain circuit at all.
In the following time, Zhao Renjie gradually became a dead fat house, sleeping at noon every day, eating breakfast and lunch together, playing games after eating, and after eating at night, he played games until late at night.
Day after day, year after year.
"Son, this interview opportunity was finally asked for by my mother, you should take advantage of the opportunity."
"Got it."
……
"Then let's do it today, you go back and wait for the notification, and I'll send you a message when there is a result."
Walking out of the office building, Zhao Renjie brushed his long hair.
"Applejack, do you know that Jiayi is married?" An old classmate sent him a message.
Jiayi ......
Hearing the names that appeared repeatedly in the dream, Zhao Renjie was stunned.
The memories of love for two years in high school poured into his mind like a tide and filled his heart.
Love is incomparably beautiful, but her final choice is also incomparably cruel.
I hesitated for a long time, struggled for a long time.
Zhao Renjie finally picked up his phone and found the number that had not been contacted for many years.
I've been using it for a long time, but I don't know how long.
sent a message to Jiayi: "I heard that you are getting married. ”
It didn't take long for Jiayi to reply to the message: "Yes. ”
"You" Zhao Renjie typed repeatedly, deleted, changed, and finally sent: "Do you still like me?" ”
The other party was silent for a long time, and replied: "Zhao Renjie, I hope you understand that love is not all material life, but it can't be without." My husband graduated from Qingbei, an IT company, and an annual income of 1.5 million, do you think I will give up on him to follow you? Can you make 1.5 million in your lifetime? ”
"Maybe you don't even understand what IT means."
Zhao Renjie stared at the mobile phone for a long time, in the past few years, the experience of academic discrimination, work is not smooth, and life grievances have made him completely tired physically and mentally, he resents the family he lives in, resents this unfair society, and makes him have nowhere to display his talents.
But if you ask Zhao Renjie what his talent is, he can't say anything.
On the side of the Dongjiang River, where the river is rolling eastward, Zhao Renjie stopped for a long time.
Finally jumped off.
……
"How, what does it feel like to see your past?" Xu Chu looked at Zhao Renjie and said.
Zhao Renjie broke the defense again: "Who are you?" Why meddle? ”
Xu Chu said: "Do you hate your mother very much? ”
"Hate!" Zhao Renjie gritted his teeth and said, "If it weren't for her forcing me to study, if she interfered in my life!" I wouldn't be like this! ”
Xu Chu said lightly: "Then I'll show you the scene after your death." ”
"Son! O my son! Wu Lijuan knelt by the river, crying heartbreakingly.
"Why are you so ignorant!"
"Mom let you study and let you find a job, all to make you live well!"
"What should I do if you die?"
Zhao Zhigang was also kneeling to the side at the moment, silently shedding tears.
"Mom is wrong!" Wu Lijuan cried, tears flowed into her crying mouth, "Mom just wants you to live well!" ”
"Back then, if you studied hard, how could you become like this?"
……
"It's all fake!" Zhao Renjie roared angrily.
Liu Yao looked at the hysterical Zhao Renjie and said, "Let me ask you a simple question, if you are allowed to live again, are you willing to study hard?" ”
Zhao Renjie paused instantly.
"Actually, you regret it yourself, don't you?" Liu Yao said, "I regret my rebellion back then." ”
"Do you regret that you listened to the theory that reading is useless?"
"Do you regret that you were addicted to games back then?"
Liu Yao's every word was like an incomparably sharp knife, piercing Zhao Renjie's psychological defense, piercing his heart, and making him completely break his defense.
"You talk nonsense!" Zhao Renjie roared almost madly, "I hate reading!" I'm talking all about the harm of reading! I'm going to kill all the readers! ”
"You all deserve to die!"
"Nosy! Damn it! ”
Xu Chu said: "Is this in a hurry? No matter how hysterical you are, you are only hiding your incompetence, covering your depravity, and hiding your remorse. ”
"I didn't!" Zhao Renjie shouted.
A throat-tearing cry resounded throughout Devil Cry.
But everyone present saw his fierce inwardness and the wavering of his heart.
Zhao Renjie's will gradually collapsed, and his voice became more and more trembling.
Just like his body.
Liu Yao continued: "Imagine if you are successfully admitted to a middle school and admitted to a university. When you meet someone who loves each other, the two graduate together, enter a large company, 10,000 or 20,000 yuan a month, tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of income, buy a car, buy a house, and your parents can straighten their waists. ”
"And all this, you could have had, but you gave it up with your own hands."
Xu Chu said: "The most regrettable thing in life is not that I can't, but that I could." ”
Liu Yao said: "Do you regret everything that is different today?" ”
Zhao Renjie's whole body was trembling, and his red eyes were trembling.
I'm so short of breath that I can't breathe.
Xu Chu and Liu Yao completely destroyed his defense line, destroyed his pride, and destroyed his will.
Then the whole person squatted on the ground and cried bitterly.
Xu Chu, Liu Yao, as well as Li Donglai, and Wang Ye glanced at each other, and they all shook their heads helplessly.
"Son!" Suddenly, a familiar call came.
Zhao Renjie raised his head in astonishment, and saw that it was Zhao Zhigang, Wu Lijuan, and Zhao Yufeng rushing over.
It seems that familiar relatives, Zhao Renjie wanted to go over and hug them, but he was speechless in guilt.
He tried to escape, but he couldn't control it.
Let his mother hold him in her arms, "My son is sorry, my mother is wrong, my mother shouldn't force you so tightly, she shouldn't scold you." ”
"I'm sorry." Zhao Renjie said in a low voice.
"I'm sorry for you and Dad."