Chapter 61: That kid, there's depression

After listening to Jiang Xu's question, Jiang Zhuoyi shrugged his shoulders, and his tone was still light.

"Of course she didn't do anything wrong, but I don't think you two are the right fit."

She pondered her words, "I've thought about it, Su Yuli's kind of soft and sensitive girl is more suitable for gentle and considerate boys, and you ......"

She looked at Jiang Xu with a smile, "You can't, you're too naΓ―ve and selfish to give her happiness." I thought that she never left, it must be because she still has feelings for you, and she is still hesitant in her heart. Only if she dies will she make up her mind to leave you. ”

"So, I privately approached Wen Wan and taught her how to do it. That Wen Wan, who is really a selfish and arrogant, simple-minded child, is a little similar to you in terms of selfishness, no wonder there was public opinion on the Internet before that the two of you ...... A natural pair. ”

Jiang Zhuoyi looked at Jiang Xu, thinking helplessly, in fact, she was also responsible, after all, after Jiang Xu was rescued at that time, she was indeed stimulated a lot, she felt sorry for the child, so she could indulge in it, so Jiang Xu developed such an inconsiderate temperament.

In Jiang Xu's mind, with Jiang Zhuoyi's words, he first flashed the comments that Gu Xianyi sorted out for him, and netizens blessed him and Wen Wan. The more he thought about it, the more disgusting he became, and if he could go back to the past, he would definitely dispose of those remarks as soon as possible.

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Yubai's shadow flashed quickly in his mind, and he had to admit that it seemed that when Su Yuli was with Jiang Yubai, her expression was always relaxed and happy, and in front of him, she used to be obedient and cautious, but now she is ...... Apathetic, detached.

He clenched his fists, his nails digging into his flesh.

However, why did Jiang Zhuoyi make a decision to let Su Yuli leave him without permission? He will change, he can also be gentle and considerate, and he can take care of her emotions like Jiang Yubai and make her happy.

No, Jiang Yubai is not sincere, Jiang Yubai personally told him that there is no sincerity in the entertainment industry, and he Jiang Yubai is just acting on the spot, he doesn't love Su Yuli at all.

Jiang Xu stared at Jiang Zhuoyi coldly.

"It's a matter between me and her, and it's none of your business."

Jiang Zhuoyi will not be oppressed by his momentum at all.

She still sits in a laid-back manner, with a chuckle on her lips.

"You're right, it has nothing to do with me, so what I'm doing now is called setting things right. After all, if it weren't for me, people would have left you a long time ago, and you would have waited until now to realize that you were a bastard? ”

Jiang Xu's eyebrows twitched, and a trace of disbelief flashed in his heart.

"What do you mean?"

"That's what it means. Other girls have actually been thinking about breaking up with you for a long time, and I helped you persuade you to come back, understand? ”

The corners of Jiang Zhuoyi's mouth hooked the arc, but the smile did not extend into his eyes.

"I admit that I did have selfish intentions in the past, I am very optimistic about that child, and I want her to be my daughter-in-law."

"I can see that you are special to her, and you like her in your heart. So I'll help you persuade people to come back. Originally, I thought that when you understood your mind, you would redouble your care for the indifference and hurt you had to her in the past, but I didn't notice that the child would fall into self-internal friction and couldn't get out. ”

Jiang Zhuoyi said, his expression suddenly turned cold, and even the smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared.

"By the way, Jiang Xu, it's been five years, have you noticed? That kid, he had depression. ”

Jiang Xu was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and took a moment to match depression with its explanation.

For a moment, there was a dead silence in his mind, and the next second, he suddenly felt as if there was a buzzing echo in his ears, like the vibration caused by the sudden rapid movement of blood.

"What did you say?"

He wanted Jiang Zhuoyi to tell him that she was lying to him.

But Jiang Zhuoyi just looked at him with a sneer, as if he was looking at a self-inflicted clown.

He realized that Jiang Zhuoyi was not joking with him.

Jiang Xu felt that his heart was suddenly boiling, and there was an emotion that was attacking his heart, and this emotion was called fear.

The fact was thrown in front of him by Jiang Zhuoyi easily and bloodily.

What a bastard thing he did to Su Yuli, and how deeply Su Yuli was hurt by him in the past.

He didn't dare to imagine.

Jiang Zhuoyi squinted, admiring the cracked expression on Jiang Xu's face. He sighed lightly in his heart before he continued to speak.

"You shouldn't have noticed, because you are a selfish person, all your attention is on yourself, how can you find out that something is wrong with the people around you?"

"Right? Jiang Xu. ”

Jiang Zhuoyi's tone was full of mockery.

Jiang Xu's eyes visibly turned scarlet with the naked eye, and bloodshot crawled inch by inch in his eyes until they covered the whites of his eyes.

Intense emotion rushed from his heart to his throat, making it difficult for him to even pronounce.

He looked at Jiang Zhuoyi with difficulty, but he couldn't make a sound.

"How do you ......"

Aware?

Jiang Zhuoyi sneered, turned sideways slightly, opened the drawer on the right hand, took out a bottle of purple label medicine from it, and threw it in Jiang Xu's direction.

The arc of the small medicine bottle was not perfect, and it fell to the ground not far from Jiang Xu, rolled to Jiang Xu's feet, and stopped against the tip of his shoe.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Jiang Xu slowly squatted down and picked up the medicine bottle on the ground.

It was a small white purple plastic medicine bottle, and the text on the purple label looked obscure, and it didn't seem to be in English.

He suddenly realized that this medicine bottle had appeared in his memory more than once.

But he didn't ask Su Yuli once what kind of medicine this was.

Jiang Zhuoyi's tone was full of ridicule, and he answered him coldly.

"Serotonin reuptake inhibitors."

Jiang Zhuoyi sighed secretly in his heart, and silently blamed himself for not finding out earlier.

"I specifically asked the doctor in this area, and he said that this medicine will not be prescribed easily, because there are great side effects, if the child's psychiatrist chooses to prescribe this medicine. It shows that the child's depression is by no means mild. ”

Jiang Xu's hand holding the medicine bottle trembled lightly, and every time he breathed, he felt pain and itching in his chest.

He was silent for a while, didn't say a word, turned around and prepared to leave.

Jiang Zhuoyi raised his voice at the right time and called out to him.

"What are you going to do?" Her tone was full of sarcastic smiles, "Apologize to her?" ”

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Jiang Xu paused in his footsteps and looked back at her. He really should apologize. He thought to himself that during this time, it seemed that every time he went to her, he was apologizing.

Jiang Zhuoyi stood up and walked in front of Jiang Xu, she was not as tall as Jiang Xu, but her aura was not inferior to him at all.

"Jiang Xu, you got the point wrong, what you should do now is not to apologize to her, but to ...... Disappear from her presence. ”

Jiang Zhuoyi's voice fell, and in the chairman's office, the air was as silent as death, flowing stagnantly.

Jiang Xu understood what she meant from Jiang Zhuoyi's gaze.

You are one of her pathogens, and like those bastards of the Su family, you should disappear from her face.

Jiang Zhuoyi's tone was full of smiles from beginning to end, as if he was admiring a muddy ball and regretting it after committing a crime.

"Jiang Xu, you used to allow yourself to be a cold observer of what happened to that child, but today you should be able to do it and completely disappear from her world."

Jiang Zhuoyi's voice did not fluctuate strongly, and even had some gentle and seductive meaning, but Jiang Xu heard that this was like a sentence, a death sentence.

Disappear from her world?

No, he can't.

But even his own sanity told him.

That's really what he should be doing now. She was sick, and he was her cause. So, he should have disappeared.

What has he done all these years......

She obviously has depression, but she has to carefully please him, take care of his emotions, and bear his indifference. She was sad that he was not comforted, she was bullied and he did not speak for her.

He's just, high up and enjoying her liking. She obviously loved him so much, but it took him five years, little by little, to exhaust the liking in her eyes.

Peeling back the cocoon, Jiang Xu felt that his heart was dying little by little.

He stood in place, his body broad and straight, but he was so depressed that he seemed to be scattered.

Jiang Zhuoyi looked at Jiang Xu's powerless appearance, and she couldn't bear it in her heart, she turned around and returned to her seat, opened a document, and stopped looking at him.

"Jiang Xu, no one's gentleness and affection are taken for granted. You...... Not worthy of the child's affection. ”

"Find a place for yourself to be quiet, sort things out, and look forward."

Jiang Xu obeyed, turned around and walked out of Jiang Zhuoyi's office numbly.

Jiang Zhuoyi's secretary passed by him and owed him a debt, but he didn't notice it at all.

Walking outside, the sunlight shone directly through the leaves of the camphor tree, making Jiang Xu's eyes shrink for a moment, and he finally reacted to the outside world.

He lowered his head, spread his palms, and looked fixedly at the small purple label medicine bottle lying in his hand.

Did she scratch those marks on her arms herself?

It must be very painful, her skin is so delicate, even if she is scratched by a small branch and the scab is off, it will itch from time to time.

He should have apologized, but what was the use of apologizing? Just like Jiang Zhuoyi said, if he loves her, he should consciously disappear from her world.

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Han Shiya hung Wei Ya and landed majestically.

Behind the camera, the director shouted loudly, "Ka! This one! ”

The director's voice fell, and immediately a staff member stepped forward to help Han Shiya untie Weiya who was tied to her.

"Teacher Han has worked hard!"

Han Shiya smiled absently, softly thanked the staff who came over to help her relieve Weiya, and wiped her sweat and went to the side.

Today's temperature is not low, and Han Shiya's face has long been smothered by the thick costume costumes, but she doesn't care about this. Although Han Shiya usually loves to do some tsundere, she is still very dedicated to filming, after all, this is her favorite career.

They were following the crew in the field at this time, and her assistant set up a folding tent and deck chair for her to rest.

Han Shiya sat down on a chair, crossed her legs, and took the water and mobile phone handed by the assistant.

The assistant reminded her, "Shiya, your phone just rang twice. ”