Chapter 155: I don't know how much pain you were in at the time

The man seemed to be encouraged, his hands, all the way down with joy, and with a nightgown, he walked up, and the temperature of his palms was frighteningly high.

The atmosphere seems to be about to reach the top.

Suddenly, Jiang Xu's movements came to an abrupt halt.

The lust in his eyes dissipated, replaced by confusion and worry.

He grabbed Su Yuli's waist, pulled her away slightly, and lowered his head.

Su Yuli didn't understand what happened to Jiang Xu suddenly, and as he moved, he also lowered his head.

The eyes of the two converged on Jiang Xu's fingertips, under Su Yuli's lifted nightdress, and at the base of her right thigh, there were two small, dark red circular scars.

Deep folds furrowed on Jiang Xu's eyebrow bone.

"How did you get this?"

Su Yuli was stunned for a moment, and she didn't know why her heart suddenly became empty, and she subconsciously wanted to pull down her skirt, procrastinating and not wanting to answer this question.

But Jiang Xu was not ready to let go of this problem easily.

"How did you get it?"

His tone slowed down a little, but his heart was beating faster and more flustered than just now. Terrible speculation flashed through his mind, so terrible that his eyes couldn't help but feel sore.

Su Yuli was also a little aggrieved by Jiang Xu's question, and her small body simply stepped forward and hugged his waist, and her head rested under his shoulder.

Jiang Xu hugged her obediently, but his attitude towards an answer was very resolute.

Su Yuli struggled for a long time before answering sullenly.

"I burned it with a cigarette butt."

When she was unable to control herself, she adopted childish and inappropriate means to relieve her own painful emotions.

She felt the fingertips of his belt around her waist shudder violently, and then the man holding her stiffened, and his voice sounded again, quivering and hoarse.

"It's because ...... Me? ”

Su Yuli was silent for a long time, the current Jiang Xu was obviously humble to such a point, how could she be willing to blame him.

In the middle of the sound, she buried her whole face in Jiang Xu's chest, hugged his waist hard, and said softly.

"Not exactly."

In the room, the beautiful atmosphere had dissipated, and only a heavy, uneasy silence remained.

He hugged her very tightly and tightly, for a long, long time before he said in a low voice.

"I'm sorry."

The tone is full of helplessness and self-blame.

He didn't do anything when she hurt herself, and now looking at those two scars, he can't do anything but scold himself for being a beast before.

Su Yuli rubbed her face against his chest as if comfortingly.

"I don't want you to apologize."

After a pause, she added arrogantly.

"I want you to love me well in the future."

The air was quiet for a long time before Jiang Xu's voice came.

"Okay."

"Sleepy."

Su Yuli faintly threw a step.

"Sleep."

Jiang Xu let go of Su Yuli, dropped a kiss on her forehead, got up, helped Su Yuli take the book to the table next to her, turned off the light, and then went to take a bath.

Su Yuli was lying on the pillow alone, what happened today, although she was right, she just felt a little embarrassed. Her brain was messing up, whether to explain to Jiang Xu, saying that although she acted like that because she was stimulated by him, the main reason was that she couldn't control her emotions normally at that time, so she did that kind of irrational thing.

After thinking about it, Su Yuli shook her head, forget it, it was as if she wanted to bully others.

Jiang Xu's bath lasted for a long time, and when he returned to the bedside, he saw Su Yuli asleep with his back to him, as if he had fallen asleep.

He carefully lifted the quilt and lay down, gently taking her into his arms.

Quiet sleep seemed to begin as a matter of course.

The breath of both of them was very steady.

-

I don't know how long it took, Su Yuli opened her eyes tiredly, and she didn't fall asleep at all.

It was okay a few days ago, because she was dizzy herself, and today, something like that happened, her fragile nerves couldn't stand it at all, and until now, they were beating her temples excitedly, and she felt that her heartbeat hadn't slowed down much.

After holding her breath and listening to Jiang Xu's voice for a while, Su Yuli thought that he should have fallen asleep, so she gently took away the hand he was holding on her waist and tiptoed out of bed.

Arriving in the living room, she fumbled for her bag, which contained several small bottles, and stood up straight, thinking of where to borrow a light so that she could see which one she needed now.

She stood up, but the lights in the living room lit up on their own.

Su Yuli was so frightened that she let out a low exclamation, she turned her head and saw Jiang Xu standing behind her.

It turned out that the room was quiet for a long time, and no one fell asleep at all.

-

The lights in the room turned on, and Jiang Xu didn't turn on the headlights, for fear that they would suddenly be too bright and stab Su Yuli's eyes, but only turned on the wall lamp.

Jiang Xu looked at the bag in Su Yuli's hand, there was not too much expression on his face, his eyes were heavy, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"What are you looking for?"

Su Yuli pursed her lips, "I can't sleep." ”

Too emotional, not easy to fall asleep.

Jiang Xu glanced at Su Yuli's feet on the tile floor without wearing anything, walked over, squatted down, wrapped one hand around Su Yuli's legs, and hugged her upright.

Su Yuli was suddenly lifted off the ground by Jiang Xu with one hand, and was surprised, and the hand that didn't hold the bag reflexively grabbed his collar.

"Why are you ......?"

She asked helplessly.

"It's cold on the ground."

Jiang Xu's answer was also very simple.

Putting Su Yuli on the sofa, Jiang Xu frowned and looked at her small bag, "Are you going to get up and take medicine?" ”

"Hmm...... Can't sleep......"

Su Yuli glanced to the side unnaturally, inexplicably having a feeling of being caught doing something bad.

"Do you want water?"

"Huh? To ......"

Jiang Xu got up as he said and poured her a glass of warm water, and when she came back, Su Yuli had already found her medicine from her small bag, and took it with the warm water handed over by Jiang Xu.

After taking the medicine, Su Yuli's small bag had already gone to Jiang Xu's hand.

Jiang Xu opened the bag slightly, and saw that there were several large and small bottles inside, and his brows finally wrinkled deeply, and he had suppressed his emotions for a long time, but he still showed his head in the end.

"Do you have to take this medicine every night?"

His distress was undisguised.

"It's not."

Su Yuli blinked, knowing that he had misunderstood.

Blind, she hadn't eaten the other day.

"This is a sleep aid, not even a sleeping pill."

Yu Qingning prescribed her sleeping pills for a period of time, week after week, and did not prescribe them again after her condition improved.

"I usually just take a little melatonin, and I don't eat this."

She glanced at the other medicines in her bag and added, "Most of them are not medicines, they are just some daily supplements, anti-allergy medicines, antibiotics, vitamin supplements, etc. ”

"Well, lend me a picture."

After getting Su Yuli's consent, Jiang Xu went to get his mobile phone and took pictures of the medicines in Su Yuli's small bag one by one.

"Lili, after we return to China, I'll find an expert and evaluate your situation again, okay?"

Putting away Su Yuli's medicine, Jiang Xu held her feet that were standing on the tile floor.

Su Yuli was a little reluctant, "I'm already much better." ”

Why bother?

"I hope you're perfectly well."

I don't know if it's intentional or unintentional, Jiang Xu's big hand rubbed her feet carelessly, and the temperature of his palm was not low, which made her heart itch.

"Let's talk about it."

Su Yuli handed the small bottle in his hand to Jiang Xu.

"Since you can't sleep, you have to ...... Or? Would you like to come a little bit too? ”

Jiang Xu was amused by her, and took the medicine bottle to help her put it away, "No need, thank you for your kindness." ”

Pulling down the gloom under his eyes, Jiang Xu got up and hugged Su Yuli to the bed.

-

The next day, Su Yuli was awakened by the smell of bread.

She lazily turned over, opened half of her eyes, and the side was empty, Jiang Xu had already gotten up.

After a few comfortable strokes on the bed, the little girl got out of bed, stepped on her slippers, and walked to the living room, and sure enough, she saw that Jiang Xu was already dressed neatly.

The hotel waiter was taking the breakfast out of the trolley and putting it on the dining table, while Jiang Xu adjusted the position slightly.

Seeing Su Yuli coming out of the bedroom, the waiter said hello to her, finished the food, and left.

Jiang Xu went to pick up a cup of warm water and handed it to Su Yuli, "Come, drink water first." ”

Su Yuli stretched out her hand to catch the water, but she saw that Jiang Xu's hanging left hand was wrapped in a circle of gauze. She remembered that when she slipped up to take medicine last night, it seemed to be wrapped around Jiang Xu's hand.

"Jiang Xu, what's wrong with your hand?"

Jiang Xu inadvertently glanced at his left hand wrapped in gauze, "It's scratched." ”

There is nothing unnatural about his performance, but a woman's sixth sense is to make Su Yuli vigilant for no reason.

"Tear it down and I'll take a look."

Jiang Xu frowned, "There's no need, let's have breakfast." ”

"Nope."

Su Yuli insisted, "I want to see it." ”

"Lili."

Su Yuli walked over, grabbed Jiang Xu's hand without saying anything, and began to untie the gauze circle by circle.

Jiang Xu resisted for a moment, but the little girl's attitude was very resolute, so he had no choice but to let her move.

The surface of the gauze was bypassed in two layers, Su Yuli gasped, she found that there were two faint red blood spots on the white gauze, and the bad premonition in her heart rose sharply.

The last layer of gauze was removed, and Jiang Xu's palm, under his thumb, close to the tiger's mouth, was two small circular scars that were burned by cigarette butts side by side, and the wounds were very fresh, charred and crimson.

Of course she knew what kind of wound it was, and she didn't have to think about it to know how it came from.

She suddenly regretted it, she knew that Jiang Xu said that she had been taking a bath for so long yesterday, she should have gone to see what was going on, or she should have comforted him a few more words last night.

Her eyes moistened all of a sudden, and she spoke with a crying tone.

"Are you a fool?"

Jiang Xu also looked at the two wounds, thinking that it was indeed Su Yuli who burned herself, how much pain it would have.

"I don't know how much pain you were in."

"For that reason?"

The fluid in her eyes was saturated, tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and she roared in frustration.

"Don't you think about it before you do it?"

"I've thought about it."

Jiang Xu took Su Yuli into his arms, lowered his eyelids, couldn't see the emotions in his eyes clearly, and his uninjured right hand gently patted her.

"But I can't forgive myself, every one of the injuries I have caused you to suffer before, must be punished."

Su Yuli let Jiang Xu hug her, her eyelashes trembling, "You are not allowed to think like this, otherwise I won't be with you in the future!" ”

The crying tone in the little girl's tone became more and more obvious, "Don't do such things in the future!" ”

She didn't want him to be so crazy.

Jiang Xu hugged her and buried his head very low, "Okay, don't hurt yourself anymore." ”

After hugging her like this for a long time, Jiang Xu lifted Su Yuli's face a little, took two tissues from the table on the side to help her wipe the tears on her face, and wanted to change the topic, so he asked tentatively, "Lili, is it okay to have breakfast first?" ”

Su Yuli was muffled and silent, and put her head into his arms again, and stopped talking.

Jiang Xu knew that he was at a loss, and he hugged and coaxed for a while, and after a thousand guarantees, Su Yuli snorted lightly and let this matter pass.