The next day, when Ye Ningbai was awakened by the dazzling sunlight outside the window, she knew that she would definitely be late today, although there was a very important meeting this morning, if she had encountered this kind of thing before, she would definitely be in a hurry, but now she won't.

From another point of view, Ye Ningbai may have also lost his motivation to face life.

Ye Ningbai sat up, stretched out her hand and touched the bedside table, and before she got her mobile phone and unlocked it, she had already prompted that someone had made countless missed calls, and when she opened it, she saw that it was indeed Shen Qin calling her.

She looked at it, and then put the phone back, she didn't mean to call Shen Qin back at all, although she knew that if she called Shen Qin back at this time, it would definitely be much better for her to explain again than if she didn't say anything, but she just didn't want to explain.

She suddenly felt a little tired, like a big dream, and like a thousand pounds of burden on her body suddenly unloaded for her, she sighed deeply, she didn't participate in this meeting, and it is estimated that those old shareholders have one more reason to be dissatisfied with Ye Ningbai.

But even if it were, what could it be?

Ye Ningbai tugged at the corner of her mouth lightly, stretched her waist, her pajamas were loosely on her body, Ye Ningbai squinted her eyes and lifted the quilt and got off the ground.

She was slow and not in a hurry, she didn't know what she was thinking, no one knew that her brain was blank at this time, she didn't think about anything, like a computer that had suffered a serious disaster, and she had to format it to run normally, she swayed to the door of Gong Ruixuan's room, poked her head inside, and looked twice, Gong Ruixuan was really no longer in the room.

At this time, Gong Ruixuan should have been sent to school by the driver, she turned around and thought, did Ruixuan listen to the class properly?

She tilted her head, the feeling of hangover was really not good, groggy not to say, accompanied by a tingling pain from time to time.

The aunt in the kitchen walked up the steps lightly and handed her a glass of warm honey water to relieve the pain of her hangover, Ye Ningbai thanked her softly, held on to the railing, her thoughts seemed to drift away again, and the aunt didn't leave, standing by her side to accompany her.

"Auntie......" Ye Ningbai lowered his head and took a sip of honey water, and suddenly spoke. You say, what if Gong Qiyu is really dead? ”

"Young lady." Auntie's expression was calm. "The young master will definitely come back, so you don't have to worry about this. He is a hero, and he will not leave a large family so easily. ”

"If, I'm talking about if, if he ...... He can't come back, what am I going to do......"

The aunt bowed her head, her voice still faint, but full of determination. "No ifs!"

Ye Ningbai suddenly laughed, the laughter became louder and louder, and even tears came out of the laughter at the end. "It's funny, if Gong Qi can't come back, what's the point of my existence here?"

"Since you are here now, young lady, you have the meaning of your existence, and your meaning cannot be denied by your words."

"No, no, no." Ye Ningbai turned his head to look at her. "Originally, I might have made sense, but now, I don't."

Originally, Ye Ningbai's eyes were the most dazzling part of her body, full of starlight, extremely bright, but now, her expression was empty, like a well that couldn't see the depth of the well.

Auntie was stunned.

"Auntie, go down!" A faintly old voice stopped the aunt who had already opened her mouth, and the aunt swallowed the words that had reached her throat, nodded slightly, and then retreated with broken steps.

"Ningbai, is the hangover better?"

The palace father walked up the steps and stood behind Ye Ningbai, at this time, because of the careful care of the nurse, the original crippled and old body has improved a lot, and finally in a period of rehabilitation, he can stand up again, and now he can walk, but the walking time is still not too long, and the walking distance is not too far.

But compared to the original, this is really one of the few good news in recent times.

Ye Ningbai turned around and held the palace father. "Dad, why did you come up? If you are bored, you can ask your aunt to accompany you to the garden. ”

Father Gong took a step back and waved her outstretched hand away. "I don't need your help, you come down with me!"

Ye Ningbai was a little overwhelmed, Father Gong has always been amiable, especially to her, sometimes she made mistakes in her work, she never scolded her, only smiled and pointed out her mistakes, and then encouraged her to correct and continue to improve.

She had never seen such a strict palace father, she was very bottomless in her heart, she knew that the palace father was angry with her, but even if it was herself, there was no way to control her emotions now. She closed her eyes fiercely, she was a little scared, she was afraid that the palace father would be disappointed in her.

The palace father took her to the living room and sat down in the main seat, Ye Ningbai originally wanted to sit in the guest seat next to the palace father, but was stopped by the palace father. "Sit there for me! I have a lot to talk to you about today! ”

Ye Ningbai looked at the chair that was completely opposite the palace father, and was apprehensive, so he hesitated for a moment and chose to sit down.

"Dad...... Do you want to ...... And what to say? Ye Ningbai spoke intermittently and looked at the palace father's face.

"Don't call me Dad, I'm not worthy of being your Dad!" Father Gong's temperament has been gentle and elegant all his life, but today it seems that he has suddenly changed his temperament, and suddenly he has become sharp and mean.

"Dad......" Ye Ning's white eyes were full of tears, a little overwhelmed, she had never seen such a serious and angry palace father.

Father Gong sneered. "I'm so capable, I just gave birth to a son, even if this scourge spirit son dies, he can still harm other people's lives, isn't I too powerful? It's so good that you don't deserve to be your dad! ”

"Dad! You listen to me, you listen to me explain, it's not what you think! ”

"What is it? What are you talking to me about now?! Now my son, your husband, he is missing, or dead. And then what? If you want to accompany him to die, I will also accompany him to die, Xuanxuan will also accompany him to die, all the people who are related to him can't live in this world, they must accompany him, they must die, don't you, do you mean that? ”

"Dad......" Ye Ningbai was stunned, her mood fluctuated too much, and she whimpered on the spot. Father...... No, I didn't mean that, you believe me..... I, I'm just a bit of a blow and can't turn around......"

"Just can't turn around? It's really just that you can't turn around?! You, Ye Ningbai! Look at me so well! Looking into my eyes, you say, you swear, do you want to leave me, leave me behind, leave Xuanxuan, leave the palace family, and then get free? You tell me! ”

Father Gong's eyes were bloodshot, his face was flushed, his body couldn't withstand such violent mood swings at all, but he still wanted to scold Ye Ningbai in this way.

Ye Ningbai was already about to collapse, and she kept shaking her head.

Repeatedly. "No, it's not like this, you're not a burden, the Gong family is not a burden, it's my problem, it's my problem......"

She hugged her head and cried heartbreakingly, her eyes that had been swollen from crying the night before yesterday became red again in an instant, she is now like a trapped beast in a cage, and she will be killed in the next second, but this second she is suffering from boundless pain and fear, she is alive at the moment, but it can also be said that she is dead.

And now the palace father wants to break the cage of her self-protection, only by breaking it, can she be reborn, Gong Qi's death is a lock on the cage, and the palace family in the hands of the palace father is an axe.

"Even I think it's ridiculous, don't I? You think about giving up on me, Qi Yu's father; Thinking of giving up the palace family, Qi Yu will be an eternal harbor; Give up Xuan Xuan; His own son gave up on himself, Qi Yu's wife. You are really arrogant," Father Gong's voice was no longer sharp, it became soft and delicate, but the content of his words was like a sharp knife, piercing the softest part of Ye Ningbai's heart, and it was also the only softness left by Ye Ningbai.

"I'm just a wasted person, what's the use, you preside over the palace family, I can only cheer you up in my heart, I can't help at all, how dare I be called dad by you like this? Hehe......" The palace father smiled bitterly, and there were tears flashing in his eyes.

"I can't even keep my son's home, I can't keep it, in this family, the person who deserves to die the most is my ......"

"Dad...... I was wrong...... Ye Ningbai's thin body was still trembling and sobbing, but the originally empty eyes were no longer like a pool of stagnant water, like a dry well re-injected into the source, she stood up, stood up straight, looked at the palace father, and looked at the palace father with a firm gaze.

"I will never be like this again."

She finally stood up, after getting the news of Gong Qi's death, she thought of the future for the first time, a future even without Gong Qi's eyes, she didn't live for herself, Xuanxuan needed her, the palace father needed her, the palace family also needed her, she couldn't be so willful to destroy all this.

Yes and no!

She still has to wait for Gong Qixuan to come back, and on the day Gong Qiyu comes back, she will put on the clothes they wore when they first met, take Xuanxuan to pick him up, and hug him.

Everything he originally had, is still there, a beautiful family, a bright future.

She suddenly thought of what her aunt had said to her, and it seemed as if she could only hear them now.

"Since you are here now, you have the meaning of your existence, and your meaning cannot be denied by your words."

Yes, maybe this is the meaning of her meeting Gong Qiyu, in his absence, to guard his things for him, not only to keep them, but also to make these things better!

The palace father looked at Ye Ningbai with relief, the corners of his eyes were full of smiles, although the pain of losing his son almost made him collapse, but if he collapsed, who would redeem Ye Ningbai? Fortunately, Ye Ningbai has not completely died of his heart, he really doesn't want to see such an excellent child fall into hell.

Ye Ningbai said goodbye to her palace father, went back to the room to tidy up her clothes, and prepared to return to the palace family to complete what she should have done.