Chapter 770: Suicide note
Of course, Ye Ningbai has also seen Li Xun's various performances.
His reluctance and regret could not have been more obvious, whether it was a sigh or a frown, expressing his regret for their feelings.
But Ye Ningbai didn't have any regrets.
She just felt that this relationship had not come to an end after so many hardships and ups and downs, and she was a little regretful, but there was nothing more than that.
Because she knew, deeply aware, that the two of them had long been impossible, and this was simply a sure thing.
Fate is over, there is no way to force this kind of thing, maybe she has a lot of reluctance and sadness in this process, after all, she has paid a lot of effort and effort for this, for him, for their relationship.
This excessive effort even felt a burst of relief after she signed the divorce agreement, because she had been exhausted in the relationship for too long, too long.
Ye Ningbai once felt that she loved Gong Qi so much, probably even if it was the end of the world, she was willing to follow him to take a look, even if tomorrow was the end, as long as he was there, she would probably not be afraid, but would feel more and more at ease.
But later, who would have thought that she would still become like this?
Thinking of the past vows and intimate past, Ye Ningbai no longer had any heart-warming feelings, and felt that he was standing aside like a bystander, calmly watching their love and acquaintance, as well as supporting and caring for each other.
She was like an outsider, and felt that these feelings seemed to be nothing more than that, just something that had passed, and there was an unbearable smell everywhere.
Probably the whole world's feelings are like this.
Ye Ningbai thought calmly. They used to be so affectionate, so much for each other, didn't they leave in the end?
Such a strong and sincere feeling reminds me of a flower blooming in the desert, striving to bloom its beauty in the sand and dust under the scorching sun, and using that strong color to declare its existence.
But in the end, it could not withstand the power of nature, and the momentary beauty changed into a wither, and slowly died in the dust of the sky, until it was submerged.
She sometimes thinks about this relationship, and even wonders if that woman is really herself? If so, why don't you have such a deep understanding of this relationship?
If not, why did she have this memory?
All kinds of feelings were intertwined and swirling in Ye Ningbai's heart, and in the end she decided not to think about it yet.
Anyway, they're over too, aren't they?
Now that it's over, don't go back to nostalgia or reminiscence, because memories come with their own filters, and countless things that are not so beautiful or even beautiful will look extraordinarily beautiful in memories, even with a touching beauty.
But she knew exactly what it was, it was just the remains of her old memories. Because she didn't pay attention to the wreckage, they tried harder to glorify themselves in her memories.
But Ye Ningbai already knew these truths, so when he recalled it again, he didn't have any reluctance and nostalgia, and was as calm as a bystander.
This unusual calmness makes it difficult for others to understand her feelings, and they don't understand why she can still treat her feelings so calmly and gently.
It's like Li Xun now.
He only sighed when he looked at the woman in front of him, and felt that she must be very reluctant, but he still couldn't understand why he had to divorce.
He has seen many couples, although there have been many disagreements and disputes, but in the end they still came together.
Because that feeling is still there, it is also because they can't let go of their feelings for each other.
Many couples in this world may break up after a quarrel and never see each other again. But husband and wife are different, because they have such a bond as marriage, they will not easily say anything about breaking up, because their breakup is divorce. They will only be sad or calmly tell each other to calm down, and then go to their own thoughts, and wait until after a while to be able to reconcile.
He always thought that Gong Qi and Ye Ningbai were probably like this.
If you have children, what is it if you are not a husband and wife? Their feelings are also very sincere and intense, and there is no need to question anything at all, right?
After all, they have gone through many hardships and hardships together, and they have tasted many sweetness together, for them, marriage is not a guarantee or a shackle, but more like a by-product of feelings.
So he always thought that they would probably never be separated again in their lives.
Knowing the news that they were going to separate that day, Li Xun thought it was a boring joke, but he couldn't laugh anymore.
Because this matter was so sudden, he didn't even know what look to use to face it, even now, he still couldn't come back to his senses, he just felt that it was all like a dream, and he watched them separate in a daze, and then in a daze, he took Ye Ningbai's last clothes and came to her villa.
Li Xun sighed again, and then took out a document.
"This is the suicide note that the admiral once left, take a look."
He often began to sigh when he found that he seemed to be here, as if this was the only way to relieve the anguish in his heart.
But now that he thinks about it, maybe he started to sigh a lot after their divorce.
It's just that he didn't see Ye Ningbai at that time, he thought that they were probably still possible, but now seeing her such a calm look, the words of comfort that he had originally thought of came to his mouth, so he turned a corner and swallowed it again.
Li Xun understood that those words probably couldn't be said again, because Ye Ningbai had obviously made up his mind. What he can do now is probably to brush up his favorability for the president of his family as much as possible, looking forward to Ye Ningbai figuring it out again one day and turning back.
Although this expectation is too small, Li Xun feels that he still has to give it a try.
After all, he has seen many couples and couples who have separated, and as long as one party is willing and has worked hard, there is always a chance to get back together.
He didn't know how much the relationship between Ye Ningbai and Gong Qi could be ranked in this world, but he also understood that it should belong to the upper class.
Because their feelings are strong and sincere. He felt that since so many couples and couples were able to get back together, why couldn't they?
Anything that was obviously possible, he thought he should give it a try.
So Li Xun looked at Ye Ningbai, who was holding the report in his hand, and his expression finally fluctuated a little, and said: "This suicide note has been written a long time ago." ”
Of course Ye Ningbai understood what he said. Because of the origin of this suicide note, she is very clear and clear.
She knew why Gong Qiyu wrote such a suicide note in the first place, and she also knew Gong Qijiao's mood at that time.
It's just that when she didn't look at it carefully just now, and when she didn't open it, she didn't expect this document to be his suicide note.
At this moment, after Ye Ningbai heard that this was a suicide note, her expression finally showed some surprise, and then she gently opened the document with her white fingers.
The document was very thin, only a few pages when she opened it, and the font on it was all printed text, and it was not different, but she could see a slight difference in it.
Those fonts are obviously printed fonts, but they seem to reveal the mood and sigh of the party, she gently stroked it with her hand, and it seemed that she felt a burning heat from the words at a glance.
Ye Ningbai's fingertips paused slightly, and then continued to look down without a trace, and there was a division of many things written in it, a very standard suicide note.
She continued to look down, and then saw that there was a clear font inside that said that after his death, all his property would be owned by Ye Ningbai.
Her eyes froze, as if she remembered something, and then she fell into the memory.
This document was written by Gong Qiyu at that time, and she said that unless he gave the baby in his womb a life, he wrote this suicide note.
She never thought he would be so serious.
But what's the use?
Ye Ningbai sighed. They have come to this point, although they have not died endlessly, and they have not done anything to forget each other, but she is too tired, she has given too much for this relationship, obviously she has persisted for so long, everyone thinks that they will be able to go to the end, but she knows very well that her strength has been exhausted in the past.
She didn't have the strength to stay in this relationship much longer.
She was tired.
That's why Ye Ningbai signed the divorce agreement, she didn't want to pay more for this relationship, she felt that she was also a living person, and she also had her own joys, sorrows, loves, hatreds, and hatreds, so she shouldn't have to continue to spend time in this relationship.
It's time for her to find her own world.
Li Xun looked at her sighing, and felt a little sad in his heart.
In fact, this document was not instructed by Gong Qi, but he found it by accident when he was packing his things.
When he found this document, Li Xun thought it was something, but who knew that when he opened it, he found that it was actually Gong Qi's suicide note. After reading this suicide note completely, he only felt that the sourness in his chest was very sad.
It turns out that Mr. Gong has loved her to this point and is willing to give everything for her!
Originally, Li Xun thought that a man like Mr. Gong probably had no woman who could attract his attention, but he didn't expect to meet Ye Ningbai.
He not only gave a lot for this woman, but also fell deeply in love with her and was willing to give everything for her.
He's really changed so much.
Li Xun also thought about whether this document should be placed somewhere else, or handed over to Mr. Gong.
But after thinking about it carefully, he still gave it to Ye Ningbai. Because he felt that no matter what, she should know that Mr. Gong had feelings for her.
Because of this, what if she thought that Mr. Gong still had a sincere heart for her, and wanted to change her mind?
And the relationship between them should have a better ending, no matter what it is, he hopes that they can have a better ending, if he can do something about it, then he is willing to work hard.