51 The mystery of wisdom troubles
Xuan Yuan shrugged helplessly:
"Missing someone's meal, the tombstones were all prepared for me in advance."
"If I dare to eat one less meal, I can't imagine what will happen next."
Heard Xuanyuan's ridicule.
Sinia suddenly blushed with embarrassment, lowered her head and said embarrassedly:
"I'm really sorry."
Xuan Yuan couldn't help but laugh:
"It's okay, I'm kidding you."
"It's okay to eat, just let me choose a place."
Hear here.
Sinia's eyes couldn't help but light up, and she looked serious:
"Great, please make sure to choose a good enough restaurant to apologize."
Xuanyuan smiled and nodded:
"Okay, slaughter you hard, and I'll bankrupt you in one meal."
After saying that, he took Sinia with him.
Came to the simple restaurant where Captain Thorfinn asked Xuanyuan to eat when he was treated.
See this open-air snack in the square.
Sinia froze.
"Huh!?"
"Xuan Yuanjun, is it really just that?"
Xuanyuan naturally found a chair to sit down, picked up the menu, and said with a smile:
"Otherwise, what else do you want?"
"Do you really want to eat you in one meal?"
Sinia looked at Xuanyuan and opened her mouth with some emotion, wanting to say something.
In the end, he just sat quietly opposite Xuanyuan.
I don't know what that smart little head is thinking.
Soon, I chose a nutritious package that was recommended for the day with a balanced meat and vegetarian diet and a wide variety of options.
Instead, it was Sinia, who picked up the screen for ordering.
From beginning to end, nod wildly with your little finger on it.
Seeing this, Xuan Yuan hurriedly spoke:
"Too much, right?"
"I see you've ordered all the dishes on this menu."
"Can you finish eating alone?"
When Sinia heard this, she looked at Xuanyuan in surprise:
"What I ordered is indeed the amount I can eat~"
"Xuanyuanjun, if you don't have enough to eat, and you're afraid that you won't be able to finish one more, welcome to eat with me."
Xuan Yuan was stunned for a moment, and glanced at Sinia's petite body, which was almost half a meter shorter, and the menu in front of her that was almost full.
Shaking his head:
"It's okay, you can finish it yourself."
"I'll have enough for one serving."
In a few moments, the food in front of the two of them was piled up.
The tables in the open-air square were so small that the waiters even made a few extra tables for them to barely fill a table with dishes.
Adventurers who ushered in the past, as well as other diners in the restaurant, stared sideways at the two men.
Xuan Yuan looked at a set meal in front of him.
I looked at the other side, the puppet Manchu full table with hundreds of dishes in front of Xinia, and the petite Sinia who was about to be overwhelmed by the mountain of food.
Xuan Yuan didn't say anything, and he didn't ask much.
It was very natural to start eating, and I chatted with Xinia without a word.
Xuan Yuan listened calmly to the girl's narration, and responded with two sentences from time to time.
Xinia seemed unusually excited, and had been there gushing about her joy and excitement.
Through Sinia's self-report, Xuanyuan knew.
Earlier this year, Sinia had already passed the written exam of the Scholars Guild with a high score.
Her internship at the Adventurer's Chapter in Stokes Dungeon was the ultimate test of Sinia's character and ability to withstand stress in the Scholars' Guild.
She has passed the test.
He is now a full member of the Guild of Scholars.
Today, she was brought here by the new mentor of the Scholars Guild.
Let her come here to continue working tomorrow, and she won't have to go to work in the adventurer's guild outside in the future.
She just completed the entry procedures.
I bought some snacks nearby, and I was lucky to meet Xuanyuan before I thought about it.
Speaking of which, Sinia was particularly excited and said that her test period would be at least a few months.
However, because she has been exclusively named by Xuanyuan to ask for cooperation.
Xuanyuan, who is her named partner, has entered the real adventurer's guild and successfully transferred to become a trainee archer.
At this point, Sinia's final test ended early, and she passed the final assessment of the Scholars Guild with the best score of full score.
Because, the last item of the final assessment of the Scholar Guild requires that an adventurer who has entered the real adventurer's guild and successfully changed classes to reach the most trusted named cooperation among adventurers.
Speaking of which.
Xinia felt very embarrassed.
"The instructor just told me today that you have been transferred to a trainee archer."
"If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have done anything stupid to erect a monument to you."
Speaking of this, Xinia couldn't help but cover her face with a flushed face:
"Ah, ah, I still feel embarrassed when I think about it!"
Xuan Yuan smiled.
Just as he had finished eating, he took out a tissue and wiped his mouth:
"Actually, that's a lot of fun, isn't it?"
To be honest, Xuan Yuan was also a little surprised.
Even he didn't see it clearly.
How the hell did Sinia talk to him while quickly emptying the almost mountain of food in front of her?
Xuanyuan felt that the frequency of the other party's eating movements was normal.
However, the speed at which the other party finished eating a full meal of the puppet Manchu Han was the same as the speed at which Xuan Yuan ate a normal meal.
Moreover, the other party's lower abdomen is still flat, without the slightest undulation.
Seeing that she had just finished eating, she was satisfying Xinia who wiped her mouth.
Xuan Yuan asked:
"When you're full, why don't you take a walk in the square?"
Sinia said happily:
"Okay! Okay! ”
The waiter came to settle the bill, and Sinia was very arrogant, grabbing a handful of kinnar from her small skirt to pay the bill.
For the debt of ten kinnars.
Xuanyuan, who is still working hard in the dungeon, has to sigh.
Perhaps, the income of a trainee is really high, right?
No wonder Sinia's sister was a little surprised when she heard that she couldn't even get 3 gold.
Xinia and Xuanyuan.
The two of them began to walk around the square after dinner.
As he walked, Xuan Yuan deliberately slowed down his pace, just in sync with Shinia's small steps.
Hinia, still immersed in happiness, was unaware.
She gushed about herself.
It can be said that Xuan Yuan didn't ask anything.
The other party has already made her grandfather a baron for the sake of the king's military exploits, and her father completely broke with his powerful grandfather for love when he was young, and was swept away by the entire family.
Then her father took his wife through a difficult time, and after giving birth to her, he began to study the dungeon, studied hard to become a full-fledged scholar, and because of an extremely outstanding research achievement, he became an honorary earl two levels higher than his grandfather's title, and finally returned to his hometown in good clothes, and reconciled his family grievances with his grandfather.
Speaking of this, Sinia covered her mouth after a while, then lowered her head, and said with great embarrassment:
"I'm sorry, I really like to talk to myself."
"Didn't bother you, did you?"
Xuan Yuan smiled and shook his head:
"It's okay, the story you're telling is very interesting."
"I don't bother myself."
Hearing this, Xinia didn't know why, and her tone was a little depressed all of a sudden.
She lowered her head and whispered:
"Xuanyuan-kun, you are really, really special."
"I've never met anyone like you."
"You're only 4 years older than me, and you're only 18 years old."
"But why, I feel like a child who hasn't grown up compared to you."
"I don't understand anything, and I've done a lot of stupid things."
"In front of you, I feel inferior."
"I want to live as gentle, firm and wise as you, but I just can't."
"If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even be able to pass the test of the Scholars Guild."
"It's rare to meet you today."
"I want to show you the best of myself."
"I don't know why, I've been talking to myself right today."
"I was so happy in my heart that I couldn't help but eat so much like a pig in front of you."
"You don't even ask me a word of doubt, and you don't laugh at me at a word."
Speaking of this, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't help but sobbed in a low voice:
"Compared to you, I feel so useless."
"I was just born a little better, but those are my father's abilities, and they have nothing to do with me."
"Myself, I really don't know anything but reading."
"I am often excluded by other people, and the children around me always say that I can't understand other people's eyes, keep saying that I have no emotional intelligence, and that I am like a child who doesn't grow up."
"But now I'm the only trainee scholar in my life who can do it."
"If I hadn't had your reminder at the time, I would have failed now."
"I'm really, really useless."
"Even now, I know I need to control my emotions, and I know I shouldn't waste your time with you."
"But, I just can't help but want to keep talking."
Speaking of this, Sinia couldn't help but cover her face with her hands, and big tears couldn't stop falling.
"Woo, I'm sorry, Xuanyuan-kun."
"Let you see me so unbearable."
"Can you teach me how to live as mature as you?"
"I think it's really painful to live in this world."
"I know that compared to many adventurers, life is already very good."
"But I still feel so miserable all the time, I feel useless, I feel worthless."
"I don't really know what I'm going to do now."
"I don't have the confidence anymore and keep going."
"Xuanyuanjun, no matter what I am willing to give, no matter what I am willing to give you."
"Can you teach me how to continue living without being so painful?"
Staring at the weeping Sinia.
Xuan Yuan smiled calmly:
"Why are you chasing perfection?"
"What you see in your eyes is the opposite of what I see in you."
"They say you're childish and don't know how to read other people's eyes, but in my opinion, it's your innocence and purity."
"You feel like you're good for nothing but reading."
"But it seems to me that at this age I can consciously think about these things, and feel deep pain because of self-reflection, and at the age of 14, I can spontaneously read through so many profound and broad books."
"Without exception, it shows your patience, determination and dedication."
"Sinia, it's easy to become a member of society, as long as you enter the big dye vat of society, you can easily be dyed into the color that others need."
"However, it is very difficult to become a truly mature person, and you must have your own independent thinking."
"Some people are nearly seventy years old, on the verge of death, and think they are very mature, but in fact, they have been domesticated quite completely by this society, and have completely lost their color."
"Some people are not very old, but they have already risen up to ask, ponder and reflect on the life of the universe and the truth, and they have a tireless thirst for the truth."
"The former is just a walking corpse living in the world."
"The latter, however, has gradually stepped into the supreme temple of wisdom and truth in the agony of self-reflection."
"Sinia, don't go for perfection in this world."
"The world is not driven by perfection, but by imperfection."
"Even any two leaves in this world are so different."
"Why do you still strive for worldly perfection?"
Hearing this, Sinia couldn't hold back her tears, and said thoughtfully:
"But why shouldn't we strive for perfection?"
"Isn't everyone in this world pursuing success and perfection?"
Xuan Yuan couldn't help but laugh, and smiled very brightly:
"This is the fallacy of the truth produced by those who are not good thinkers."
"Sinia, if you observe the universe with your heart, you will find an obvious truth."
"The so-called perfection in this world is always the same."
"Perfect birth, perfect process, perfect result."
Speaking of which, Xuanyuan casually found a store that happened to sell porcelain cups.
For 30 copper, he bought two identical pairs of white porcelain cups and held them up in front of Sinia:
"Look at these two cups."
"They're probably produced on the same assembly line."
"Do they all have the perfect handle, the perfect body, the perfect bottom, and the perfect mouth?"
Xinia nodded.
Xuanyuan put the two identical porcelain cups behind his back, exchanged them several times, and held them up again in front of Sinia:
"Just now, I've swapped behind my back a few times."
"Now, tell me."
"Can you tell which cup in my hand is the one in my right hand when I showed it to you just now?"
Sinia discerned carefully.
In the end, I could only shake my head blankly.
Xuanyuan casually raised the porcelain cups, each of which knocked a gap in the ground.
The notch of a cup is small, irregular, and cracked;
The other cup has a large notch, round shape, and no cracks.
Hold it up first and gesture to Xinia.
Placing the two cups behind his back, he exchanged them again for an unknown number of times, and then took them back in his hands:
"Now, I can tell."
"Which cup is the one in my right hand?"
This time, Sinia didn't hesitate to point to the left.
Xuanyuan looked at Sinia:
"Why, you can recognize it this time?"
Sinia thought carefully:
"Because there is a notch in this cup, and this notch is different in shape from the notch on the other cup, so I can easily recognize it."
Xuanyuan put both cups in front of Sinia and said calmly:
"The two seemingly perfect pure white porcelain cups just now are like the perfect life that the world is pursuing."
"If everything is done, people will feel bored."
"It's like being forced to play a boring game without any challenges for the rest of your life, and you can't feel the growth, value and meaning of life."
"Those cups seem perfect on the surface, but in fact they are just batch products on the assembly line, they have no mind and soul of their own, and they do not have the unique essence of what they are to be."
"Now the broken cups are like real individual lives."
"It is precisely because of these unique fragments that I have become a unique self and have my own identity."
Speaking of this, Xuan Yuan's eyes became deeper and deeper.
He stared at Sinia.
The dark eyes, like a sharp sword, pierced straight into the depths of Sinia's heart.
"All carefully set laws and definitions will always exist in their own right, and they cannot go beyond the limits and spheres of action."
"Only those random events are enough to create endless possibilities."
"Xinia, remember."
"This universe doesn't run by perfection."
"On the contrary, it is the spontaneous formation of a wonderful and harmonious resonance system by virtue of all kinds of imperfections, so that all things can run forever."
"Every piece of imperfection is like an irregular piece of a puzzle."
"When all the pieces of the puzzle come together, they form a complete picture that is the most perfect and grandiose."
"Therefore, do not resist your imperfections."
"This imperfection is the essence of what makes you who you are."
"Because, imperfection is the most incredible perfection in this world."
"All wisdom, therefore, must arise from imperfection."
"Trouble and wisdom are like two sides of the same coin."
"They are opposed to each other, but they are inseparable."
"If you transform your troubles, you will rise to wisdom."
"If you neglect wisdom, you will have troubles."
"Whether to choose a life of wisdom or a life of trouble."
"The choice is always yours alone."