Chapter 1534: Causing Damage
People always know to cherish it at this time, but even Qiao Yi himself clearly understands that he has completely lost Zhou Xiaodie, no matter what hard he is trying, Zhou Xiaodie will not come back to him, and he knows too well how much harm his original behavior brought to Zhou Xiaodie.
In Zhou Xiaodie's eyes, she may not have liked her from beginning to end.
And it is precisely because of this reason that Qiao Yi deeply understands how deeply he hurt Zhou Xiaodie.
Maybe there is no need for Ye Xiaohan to say, Qiao Yi himself will feel that he has no face to face Zhou Xiaodie again.
But even if he thought so in his heart, he really felt despair, why did Qiao Yi's heart still hurt so much?
It was as if there was still one last glimmer of hope in front of him, and he could have tried to make one last effort, but he couldn't seize that opportunity anyway.
This realization made him feel like he was falling into an ice cellar.
Not only did Qiao Yi feel that the atmosphere was depressing, but Ye Xiaohan could not continue to endure this atmosphere.
She couldn't help but say to Chu Yifeng: "Since Qiao Yi has you to take care of here, then I will go back first, the smell of the hospital is too bad, I am afraid that the smell of disinfectant water will be harmful to the child in the belly, so I will go back first." ”
Chu Yifeng understood Ye Xiaohan's thoughts at the moment, and he said, "Then you go back first." ”
Ye Xiaohan nodded, then looked at Qiao Yi again, and said in a cold tone: "I'm all I say, you'd better reflect on it and think about it deeply, since the damage has been done, I'm afraid no matter how you make up for it, although I'm not Zhou Xiaodie, but I can look at this matter from Zhou Xiaodie's point of view, if it's me, then it will be difficult for me to forgive you, and I hope I will never see you again, of course, if it's too much, I, an outsider, won't say it anymore, you can do it yourself, I'll go back first." ”
After saying that, she picked up the bag she had put on the table, turned around, and left the hospital without looking back.
The next day, as soon as Zhou Xiaodie got a new mobile phone card, she immediately called Ye Xiaohan, and she said apologetically on the phone: "Oops, you see that my head is dizzy these days, and I almost forgot that you are a pregnant woman at work, I must have been confused yesterday to want you to come to me My identity as a pregnant woman, I must have been confused yesterday, so I want you to come to me, I think so, I will buy a ticket and take the bus back to see you today, and I will come back tomorrow after chatting with you." ”
Seeing Zhou Xiaodie tossing back and forth like this, wasting time and energy because of Qiao Yi's matter, Ye Xiaohan's heart was helpless and distressed, but she couldn't say anything else, after all, she was still a pregnant woman, and she would indeed feel uncomfortable sitting in the car for a long time.
So the two of them made an appointment in this way, but fortunately, the two cities were not far apart, and Zhou Xiaodie came back very quickly, and she returned to the city after a while.
After several days, the two close friends finally met again, and they sat in a quiet café, both of them with mixed feelings.
No one thought that so many things would happen in just a few days.
The last time I saw Zhou Xiaodie, Zhou Xiaodie's face was clearly ruddy and shiny, and even with a little fleshy baby fat, which looked very cute, but when I looked at her again today, her cheeks were already emaciated, and her face was miserable and white, and the color was almost comparable to the wall behind her.
Ye Xiaohan looked at Zhou Xiaodie like this, she couldn't calm down for a long time, she felt very sorry for her, and originally wanted to tell him about Qiao Yi's situation in the hospital, but after seeing Zhou Xiaodie like this, the words that you were about to blurt out of your mouth swallowed back stiffly.
Qiao Yi's current appearance is completely self-inflicted, he caused Zhou Xiaodie to lose her lively and cute appearance in the past, and caused Zhou Xiaodie to live under a heavy shadow, how could Ye Xiaohan persuade Zhou Xiaodie at this time?
But what Ye Xiaohan didn't expect was that even though he didn't plan to mention Qiao Yi in front of Fluttershy, Zhou Xiaodie also took the initiative to mention Qiao Yi.
The expression on her face seemed to be a little hesitant, her eyes were staring closely at the teacup in front of her, and her eyes seemed to be about to merge with a layer of tea leaves floating on the teacup: "You told me before that Qiao Yi was hospitalized...... What happened to him? Are you okay now? ”
After listening to Zhou Xiaodie's words, Ye Xiaohan realized that no matter how determined she was, how resolutely she said, she would never think of that man again, and when she really found that the other party seemed to have an accident, she still couldn't help but care about Qiao Yi, probably this is love.
Ye Xiaohan sighed deeply and said, "You still think about him in your heart, right?" ”
The color on Zhou Xiaodie's face changed, and she quickly shook her head and denied it: "I didn't think about him." I just heard you say yesterday that he was hospitalized and wanted to ask you curiously, in fact, I didn't love him in my heart for a long time, and when I first found out that he actually had a secret to hide from me, I was already determined not to think about this man again. ”
Ye Xiaohan's heart was a little helpless, she sighed slightly: "I know what you are thinking in your heart now, but you have to know whether Qiao Yi is dead or alive now has nothing to do with you, you don't want to think about how he is doing now, the reason why you care about him and are curious about his current situation is just because your heart has not completely let him go, I know that it is very difficult to forget a loved one so quickly, and I didn't force you to make a decision so quickly, but you are already an adult, You have to learn to control your emotions and not ......"
She paused, glanced at Zhou Xiaodie's expression again, and then continued, "Don't be swayed by that unworthy man, do you know why I'm trying so hard to stop you from being with him now?" Because I was not optimistic about the relationship between the two of you at the beginning, to be honest, you and him are not a good match, you are too humble in love, and Qiao Yi has been chased by you, he has long been used to this way of getting along with the two of you, if it is not really painful, I am afraid, he will never be able to understand your place in his heart. ”
Zhou Xiaodie's eyes turned red when he said it, and her fingers tightly twisted the corners of her clothes: "I...... I see what you mean. ”
Ye Xiaohan said again: "But this kind of love, this kind of compromised love is not worth it, and he is not suitable for you, our Xiaodie is so well-behaved and cute, and deserves a better man to love her, instead of being ruined by a man like Qiao Yi." ”
As she spoke, she reached out and touched Zhou Xiaodie's head, her eyes full of tenderness: "You know, right?" ”
Zhou Xiaodie's tears immediately welled up, he reached out to wipe his tears while sobbing, and then under Ye Xiaohan's gaze, he nodded and replied in a crying voice: "I know, I know everything." The reason why I left him this time was not only because I found out his dirty reasons, but also because in this love, I was too tired and too hard to love, I chased him from beginning to end, and he always left me with an indifferent back, and even sometimes when I was sleeping, in my dreams, I kept chasing him, running and running, but I couldn't catch up with him. ”
Zhou Xiaodie's face was aggrieved, she covered her face with her hands, and her voice choked: "Why do I want to like such a person?" Why should I like him? Because he doesn't like me at all, what do I like about him? I started thinking about this question a long, long time ago, but I couldn't find the right answer, until I found out the reason why he approached me some time ago, I finally knew what I wanted, what I liked was not his excellence, but I wanted such a good person to be able to respond to my same feelings, I also wanted to be loved by him, I wanted to be cared for by him. ”
Ye Xiaohan touched her back.
Zhou Xiaodie's body trembled slightly, her voice had long been out of shape, the tears on her face had spent, and her whole face was like a crying little cat, looking dirty and embarrassed, but it was inexplicably pitying: "It's just that little request, why are you not even willing to meet me with such a small request?" If there is no way to meet my request, then why should he be with me? Is it just because I like the feeling of being liked? Xiaohan ...... Do you know? Qiao Yi, he was really, really cruel. ”
She sniffed, reached out and patted her chest, and said in a difficult voice, "I like the feeling of being alone...... It's so uncomfortable, I don't want to like anyone anymore. ”
Ye Xiaohan's heart was tightly pinched together because of Zhou Xiaodie's appearance, like a crumpled rag.
She really wanted to hold Zhou Xiaodie in her arms, pat her on the back, and coax her carefully and gently.
and told him that Qiao Yi was actually not like that, after leaving the shop, Qiao Yi was also sad for her, and was also struggling to find her whereabouts, Qiao Yi was not really as indifferent and ruthless as Zhou Xiaodie thought.
But Ye Xiaohan knew that he couldn't say anything.
What if you say it? Could it be to shake Zhou Xiaodie's current thoughts and make Zhou Xiaodie return to Qiao Yi's arms? Ye Xiaohan didn't dare to do that, and he wasn't sure if Qiao Yi would really repent and reform, whether he really put Zhou Xiaodie in a particularly important position in his heart, and when Zhou Xiaodie came back, it was not certain whether Qiao Yi would repeat the mistakes of the past and let history repeat itself.
Ye Xiaohan felt that she had to be responsible for Zhou Xiaodie, after all, Qiao Yi's current attitude did not satisfy her, and Ye Xiaohan didn't see how determined Qiao Yi was.
Even if it is really possible that these two people need to reconcile in the future, it is definitely not now, Ye Xiaohan needs Qiao Yi to do more things for Zhou Xiaodie, needs to make Qiao Yi continue to regret, needs to let Qiao Yi continue to reflect, and when he truly realizes Zhou Xiaodie's status in his mind one day, he will definitely take the initiative to pursue Zhou Xiaodie himself, and before that, the only thing Ye Xiaohan needs to do is to coax Zhou Xiaodie and not make her too sad and sad.