Chapter 640: Madness Without Tomorrow 2
Two or three pedestrians walked past her, looking at her in surprise, Xia Chenxi was wearing a suit, dressed as an office girl, but her hair was scattered, next to the railing by the river, crying without any image.
That kind of crying, the Buddha is to take out people's hearts and lungs, crying so that pedestrians can't bear it, some people want to comfort her, but they don't dare to come forward, this is the riverside, some people are afraid that she can't figure it out, jump off the river and be a hundred.
Xia Chenxi has never been so embarrassed in her life.
Sadness, sadness, and despair are all revealed in front of strangers.
She couldn't help it.
There's really nothing to be done.
can only cry like this, and can only vent the pain in her heart through this cry.
……
The night is getting deeper.
The moon is bright and the stars are sparse.
By the river, the evening breeze was slightly cold, Xia Chenxi's mobile phone kept ringing, but she didn't hear it, she was completely immersed in her own world, the sound of reality, she ignored it completely, and finally she was tired of crying, she sat on the ground, pillowed her head in her knees, no crying, but tears kept slipping.
One couple said they might have fallen out of love.
There are often lovelorn women by the river, such painful voices.
Xia Chenxi didn't know how long he had been sitting by the river, and in the small riverside square not far away, music sounded, and it turned out that the residents of the nearby community had come out and were dancing square dances to exercise.
The dance is brisk, and so are the steps of their dance.
It is a very popular song, moonlight on the lotus pond.
She didn't know who sang it, her voice was very quiet, a little sharp, and she looked very vibrant, Xia Chenxi lost her mind for a while, and she was very sad in her heart, she was afraid that she didn't have such a voice.
There was a little girl playing with a small leather ball, constantly kicking the ball, entertaining herself, waiting for her grandmother to do a square dance.
Xia Chenxi stiffened, her five fingers slowly grabbed the railing and wanted to stand up, her high heels fell down, and Xia Chenxi simply sat on the ground, just so embarrassed, just so embarrassed was seen by others.
She doesn't care anymore.
It's ridiculous.
If someone told her that one day she would be alone by the river, so that she would not be a ghost or a ghost, she would have laughed and passed by, how could it be possible, but now I know that everything is possible.
Nothing is impossible.
Perhaps, tomorrow she will die.
Life is impermanent.
The little girl kicked the ball and played, kicked and kicked, kicked hard, the little ball rolled to Xia Chenxi's side, rolled to her knees, Xia Chenxi subconsciously hugged the little ball and watched the little girl run over in a daze.
The little girl wanted to get the little leather ball back, but when she got close to Xia Chenxi, she didn't dare to come over, and looked at Xia Chenxi in horror.
Xia Chenxi smiled bitterly, looking at herself crying, no one is a ghost or a ghost, the child is afraid when she sees it, she must be scared of the child, the child's eyes are the purest, her eyes are all scared.
Xia Chenxi put the little leather ball on the ground, and with a gentle push, the small leather ball rolled to the little girl's side.
She didn't want to scare such a cute child.
She looks about the same age as the baby, and she is also seven or eight years old, with two small pigtails, very cute, and she is also very beautiful, very painful, Xia Chenxi is bitter in her heart, back then, she also thought that if she gave birth to a girl, she must be very cute.
Looks like her, she can dress her daughter, dress her in beautiful clothes, and comb her hair beautifully.
The daughter in her imagination should be the little girl in front of her.