Chapter 642: Madness Without Tomorrow 4

She didn't know what to say, she looked down at the little girl's hand, the little girl's hand was very beautiful, the palm was soft, giving people a very comfortable feeling, and she felt very comfortable touching her hand.

The little girl said, "Sister, don't you believe me? ”

"I believe it!" Xia Chenxi said, who wouldn't believe such a beautiful and lovely child, it's just that there is too much beauty in the little girl's world, but there is too much filth and dirt in her world.

She and the little girl have a different life.

The little girl Bingjie was smart, she said, "My sister must not believe me, my mother also cried very sadly here, at that time, I was only five years old, but I remember very clearly, she cries every day, my home is nearby, she always likes to run to the river to cry, I am watching her not far away, I want to comfort my mother, but my mother won't let me get close, she hates me very much, she doesn't want to see me." ”

"Every time my mother cries, I feel so sad, I want to cry too, but I don't dare to disturb my mother, I am watching her from afar, one day, I have a cold, I didn't come out with my mother, every time my mother goes to the river, I will follow her out, but that time, I have a cold, my grandmother won't let me come out, my mother jumps down, and when my grandmother calls the police, my mother is dead, and I will never see my mother again."

Xia Chenxi looked at the little girl in a daze, the little girl's eyes were red and sad, Xia Chenxi wanted to say anything to comfort the little girl, but found that she couldn't say anything.

Everyone has their own pain, everyone has their own embarrassing, hopeless past.

Such an innocent and cute little girl even has it.

The little girl said, "I'm very sad, if I didn't catch a cold that day, I came out with my mother, my mother saw me, she wouldn't have died, every time my mother knew that I was with her, knew that I was with her, that time I didn't come out, my mother must be very lonely, it must be very uncomfortable, there was no one to accompany my mother, my mother couldn't figure it out, thinking that I didn't want her, she didn't want me." ”

The little girl's eyes were even redder, she wiped her tears, Xia Chenxi was also sad in her heart, she wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say to comfort her, the little girl cried very much, choked up and said, "Mom, in fact, she loves me very much, loves me very much, if she is alive, she will be very happy to see me so well-behaved, so obedient, and so motivated, so, how good it is to be alive, sister, you must not jump down like your mother, there are many beautiful things in the world, if you die, you will not be able to see it." ”

The little girl's fairy tales, Xia Chenxi thought to herself, perhaps, she didn't even know what the meaning of death was, but she could say this, it turned out that she was afraid that she would jump down, and the little girl was afraid that she would find her short.

Xia Chenxi said, "I won't jump." ”

She never thought about finding short, that would be stupid.

She can't do this kind of thing, this kind of thought flashes and won't stay in her mind, even if she really has lost everything, she won't be so vulnerable, just looking for short.

"I won't be like your mother." Xia Chenxi said firmly.

There was a sudden anger in her heart, she was sad, what about despair, what about her unbearable past, nine times out of ten unsatisfactory things in the world, she made mistakes, and now she knows that she was wrong, make up for it, if Tang Yebai can accept it, how good it would be.

She shouldn't have felt so sorry for herself.

She should be stronger, and if something really happens, what will happen to her baby?