"Mommy, are you willing?" Xia Baobao asked Xia Chenxi sharply, "Are you willing to die like this?" We want to have a happy home, are you willing to leave me? Why don't you think about me more, you want to die, you have to make amends, then who will compensate me? You think you'll be fine after giving birth to me? You think I'm smart and strong and you'll be fine, Mommy, if you really die, I not only hate Daddy, I hate you even more. ”

This is the harshest thing Xia Baobao has ever said to Xia Chenxi.

Like an arrow in her heart.

She couldn't imagine how her son would feel if she hated her, and perhaps, she wouldn't die blindly.

"Calm down."

"I'm calm, I've always been calm." Xia Baobao said in a deep voice, his face was expressionless, saying that he was very calm, Xia Chenxi had Xia Chenxi's thoughts, he had his thoughts, and no one could convince anyone.

Xia Chenxi was very bitter in her heart, if she loved Tang Yebai a little less today, perhaps, she would not have said this, she would really take her son away and continue their heartless life before.

Happy and carefree.

But now, she loves Tang Yebai deeply, and she can't hurt him so ruthlessly.

"Mommy, you haven't regained your memory yet, how can you be sure that it's all your fault?" Xia Baobao said, "Don't forget, you have amnesia, you can't deny yourself because of some dreams and what others say." ”

"Perhaps, you have done these things, then you have thought, why did you do these things?"

"You said you killed Lin Qing, do you think I didn't think about it? I also thought that it might be you, and I thought about it earlier, but I dismissed the idea, because I believe that my mommy is not an innocent person, and if she kills, there must be a reason. ”

"You forgot everything yourself, it was all told by others, and you trust others so much that you don't even believe yourself? I believe that my mommy is not an innocent woman who kills innocent people, even if it is for love, because you love Daddy, will you kill innocent women for Daddy? ”

"You won't, you won't now, you won't before, why don't you believe in yourself at all?"

Xia Chenxi shook his head slightly, "I killed Lin Qing, now it's a trivial matter, I indirectly killed so many brothers in the Tang Sect, this is the biggest knot between Tang Yebai and me, you don't have to defend me, I really did it." ”

"So what?" Xia Baobao asked rhetorically, "Even if you do it, so what, there are thousands of spies on the road, and there are thousands of defenses that can't be prevented, and the ace loses countless times every year because of spies, because countless spies die, what can we do, who is to blame?" Is the spy to blame? The joke is that we have a problem with our own internal system, we have made a mistake with ourselves, and we can't blame anyone for it. ”

Xia Chenxi smiled bitterly, "If a spy kills your relatives, your siblings, and you meet her, will you watch her walk past your eyes?" ”

This sentence asked Xia Baobao dumbly.

All rebuttals, all maintenance are self-deception.

Xia Baobao really wished he could answer, yes, I would let her go, but he knew that he was just deceiving himself.

"Mommy......" Xia Baobao looked at Xia Chenxi with red eyes, "Even if this is the case, after so many years, it is time to let go." ”

"Tang Yebai has been looking for Angel for so many years, he has never let go, and I blame myself, this matter is in my heart, and I can't get over it."