Xia Chenxi smiled, as if there was something bitter in her heart, she smiled reluctantly, sat up, her main purpose was not to see the starlight, although the starlight was very beautiful.

"Xiao Qi, do you know why I came to the desert to see the starlight?"

Xiao Qi pursed his lips and didn't speak, of course he wouldn't pretend to think that Xia Chenxi was here for him, if he thought so, he himself would be too ignorant of the severity, he knew that Xia Chenxi would not accompany him to see the starlight for him.

Not because I love him.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Xia Chenxi smiled slightly and said, "Xiao Qi, between you and me, there are too many injuries, there are not many opportunities to be friends in this life, I don't want to be an enemy with you, and I don't want you to die." ”

"If you are someone you don't know, your life and death have nothing to do with me, but you are the person I once loved, I hope you are good, listen to me, go for surgery, only with surgery, you will have a chance of life."

Xiao Qi felt uncomfortable in his heart, he could guess that Xia Chenxi was here for surgery, if it weren't for this disease, she probably wouldn't care if he lived or died, could it be that he wanted to thank this brain tumor?

finally let Xia Chenxi look at him with his eyes.

"Chenxi, do you know what the risks of surgery are?"

"I know the odds of success aren't high." Xia Chenxi said, "The success rate of this kind of surgery is very low, but if you don't have surgery, you will definitely die, and you yourself know how to think about it, if it was you before, you would definitely choose to have surgery, right?" ”

Xiao Qi shook his head, "You don't know, in addition to the risk of death, I still have the risk of losing you, surgery, I may lose my previous memories, Chenxi, I don't want to forget you." ”

Xia Chenxi was slightly stunned, "This is not a reason for you to resist surgery, Xiao Qi, it's stupid to do this, do you know?" Forget it, forget it, I've been brainwashed, or remember, are you afraid that you won't be able to remember? ”

Xiao Qi was also stunned and didn't know how to answer.

Xia Chenxi said, "Xiao Qi, let it go, it's better to live your own life than to be entangled with me, I know, if it weren't for this brain tumor, you wouldn't be so persistent, you wouldn't be so self-defeating, we grew up together, I know better than anyone who you are." ”

Xiao Qi was silent and didn't speak, looking up at the starlight close at hand, such a beautiful star, as if he was laughing at something, Xiao Qi always felt that such a beautiful starlight no longer belonged to him.

In the past, when he and Xia Chenxi enjoyed the scenery together, he always felt very happy, as if these beautiful scenery were his, belonged to him, and belonged to them, but now he doesn't feel this way.

Suffering from gains and losses, afraid of being forgotten, and afraid of forgetting yourself.

Xia Chenxi said, "Xiao Qi, let's have surgery, okay?" ”

Xiao Qi still didn't speak, Xia Chenxi also fell silent, and after a while, Xia Chenxi said, "I told you before that when you love someone, you want her to be happy and happy, not to be imprisoned." ”

"If you love me, look at me, am I happy? Am I happy? Where have you put my happiness? ”

"Xiao Qi, I miss my son, I really miss him, now he may be in danger, I have been here for so many days, he has not heard anything, I am afraid that something will happen to him, do you know? I want to see him in person, I want to go to him, and now I am so anxious that you can't see him. ”