"Jiayun, I've been busy with Tang Yebai in the past few days, no one has ever seen me, I'm also confused, I also want to think clearly, what kind of life do I want, who do I want to accompany, you can't subjectively deny me and condemn me, it's not fair to me at all, you know?"

……

Xue Jiayun smiled faintly, "It's okay, who are you willing to accompany, that's your business." ”

"Jiayun, don't talk like this, give me another chance, I'll prove it to you, I want to be with you, don't go, okay?" Lin Ran said, Australia is not big, it is not small, it is not easy to find someone, and he doesn't want to see her in the future.

Xue Jiayun looked at him, very calm, she was no longer the kind of girl who was eighteen years old and didn't care about anything for love, she asked sharply, "What about Shen Lulu and the child?" What about you and her children? ”

Lin Ran lowered his head with a touch of pain in his eyes, put his hand in his thick hair, and blamed himself with a trace of choking and pain, "Jiayun, I've always wanted to explain this matter to you, that day in F City, several old classmates made an appointment to drink together. ”

"When we were in love before, they all knew that Lulu was back, they had the heart to match us, and she also went, and that day you and I quarreled because of the things in your hometown, and I was in a bad mood, so I had an extra drink."

"She was beside her, gentle as water, full of laughter, I admitted, I had a moment of wavering, if you were so gentle and considerate of her, I was still moved, I thought I still loved her. But I know very well that the person who is with me now is you, and I swear, I never thought about being with her again. ”

"Later, I drank a few more glasses, and then I made a mistake, and when I woke up, the big mistake had been made, and I told Lulu that day, and I didn't remember it as if it hadn't happened."

"Lulu also said that she wouldn't take it to heart, I went back and told Tang Yebai about it, but I didn't expect that she would be pregnant, Jiayun, I swear, I didn't mean it, I didn't want to start over with her."

It's just that how can he abandon his children.

For the sake of the child, he could only choose to be with Shen Lulu, when he was with Shen Lulu, because of an unintentional mistake, she lost a child, he was very sorry, and it also caused psychological and physical damage to her.

Now that he has a child, he doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past and hurt her again.

After all, it's her own fault, and it has nothing to do with her.

He could only hurt Xue Jiayun.

"You ......"

Xue Jiayun's eyes were red, he gritted his teeth and looked at him, his eyes were sad, drunk and disorderly?

What is he explaining?

If it weren't for the feelings, how could he be drunk and have sex, how could he be so easy if he didn't get drunk for a thousand cups, how could he be so easy, get drunk, and have a relationship with someone else, how could she accept such an explanation?

Even if it's true, so what?

Shen Lulu broke the child, this is a fact.

Can't change.

"It's useless for you to say anything now." Xue Jiayun said, "Even if you don't want to do this, the truth is already so, you don't want to hurt her, you can protect her well, as for me, you don't care, anyway, in your heart, she is lovely, weak and likes to be protected, my man is alone, she has no heart and lungs, and there will be no pain if ten thousand arrows pierce her heart, why do you care about my feelings." ”