141, yes, I'll be with you
Ah Cha looked at Tuoba Jun like a big dog, showing a confused and faintly expectant well-behaved expression, and couldn't help but bend his eyebrows.
The wind blew slowly between the two men.
Ah Cha stood on her toes and touched Tuoba Jun's soft hair: "Okay, what the goddess says will bear the cause and effect, and she will definitely not lose her trust." ”
Tuoba Jun's serious expression dissolved little by little, and he laughed slowly as if the ice and snow were melting.
At this moment, Tuoba Jun is finally not the thirteen princes in disguise, but the real Tuoba Jun.
The big boy who also needs to be cared for, is not yet an adult.
Ah Cha smiled, turned around and walked forward: "Let's go, I'm almost exhausted." ”
Tuoba Jun followed: "Or. Do I carry you? ”
Ah Cha glanced at Tuoba Jun: "What, you want to take advantage of me?" ”
Tuoba Jun stammered, "That's not what I meant."
"I know." Ah Cha said: "In the future, the emperor will often take care of the Thirteen Emperors' Mansion. There will be a big flood in July next year, and I asked you to buy the shop and the field before. How's it going? ”
Hearing this, Tuoba Jun also became serious: "Everything is within the plan, and Zuo Qiug has done a good job. ”
Ah Cha nodded: "That's good, although I can know in advance, but whether it can be changed or not is still artificial." ”
Tuoba Jun smiled slightly: "Don't worry, I don't want the people to suffer anymore, I will do what you have to do." ”
Ah Cha was silent for a while: "I live in Tingyuyuan during this time, if the emperor comes to the Thirteen Emperors' Mansion, you will let him go to Tingyuyuan to find me, and he can only walk, no one can accompany him"
Tuoba Jun frowned slightly, wanting to say something but swallowed it anyway, and finally opened his mouth with only one word: "Okay." ”
The moonlight in the night was so bright and pure, and it was sprinkled on the two of them
Mobei stood at the door as always, waiting for Ah Cha.
He carried a small warm orange lamp in his hand, and the faint glow could only illuminate a small area.
Ah Cha saw Mo Bei and smiled gently: "Big brother, you don't have to wait for me every day." ”
After getting along for a period of time, Mobei has also relaxed a lot, and he has reduced a lot of shame about his sensitive identity in his heart: "It's not that there are no lights on this road, I'm afraid that you will be afraid if you go by yourself." ”
Chu Yue smiled: "I'm a goddess." ”
Mobei said easily: "Others call you a goddess, but in my heart, you will always be the sister who needs to be loved and cared for." ”
Chu Yue's voice was a little ridiculous, and she said softly: "Big brother is so good? ”
Mobei nodded seriously: "You gave me a new life." ”
Chu Yue: "Then you have to rely on the eldest brother more in the future." ”
Mobei smiled and asked with concern: "You are at the Queen Mother's birthday banquet today."
At the mention of this, Chu Yue became excited.
She vividly described what happened at the banquet.
Mo Bei couldn't help but laugh when he heard it: "You really slapped the Queen Mother dozens of times?" ”
Ah Cha showed an aggrieved expression, and said timidly: "At that time, my six spirits were returning, and it was normal to be confused for a while, and I only knew that I had slapped her dozens of times after sorting out the memories of this body afterwards."
Mobei laughed even louder: "I heard that the Queen Mother has been very methodical since she was young, and she has never suffered a loss from anyone, but I didn't expect that I would suffer such a big loss in your hands today, and the key is to dare to be angry."
Ah Cha turned his face sideways, looked at Mo Bei with a bright smile, and asked, "You seem to be very happy that the Queen Mother was beaten?" ”
Speaking of this, Mo Bei's expression darkened a little, he lowered his long eyelashes, and said softly: "My family's affairs are related to the royal family."
Ah Cha's eyebrows furrowed without leaving a trace, and immediately stretched out again.
She thought for a moment, and pondered, "Can I know?" ”
Mo Bei suddenly stopped, he looked straight at Ah Cha, and the corners of his lips slowly hooked: "Ah Cha wants to know about me?" ”
At this moment, Ah Cha suddenly realized that Mobei was more sensitive and transparent than she imagined.
He never sold badly.
Explaining one's life is also a one-off story, only saying what the employer is interested in, so that the employer can rest assured.
He knew he wasn't the nosy kind of person, so he never took the initiative to bring it up and never thought to ask him for help.
And now, I just asked.
Ah Cha's gaze stopped on Mo Bei's face.
This face is completely different from the sickly feeling of Takubajun, it is a healthy, powerful, sunny, and tense face.
Although it has not fully grown, it has already revealed nine points of handsome sharpness.
Such a beautiful man, at this moment, his face couldn't hide his excitement and happiness.
It's like a person who has been in the dark for a long time and hears that the sun will rise tomorrow.
That kind of faint expectation and happiness, but also afraid of falling short.
Ah Cha smiled: "I was too busy some time ago, and I ignored you." ”
Mo Bei's pupils dilated slightly, and he said softly: "I was born in Saibei, my family is a famous ranger on the grassland, we will change places to live every once in a while, and all the places where there is a water source in that grassland, our family has been there."
"Our family has a secret knack for making people run faster than horses."
"It may sound like this, but there are too many practical scenarios, such as in wartime, whoever delivers the battle report first will know the layout in advance."
It is precisely because of this that the Queen Mother has a bad idea."
Mo Bei straightened his body, with a faint self-deprecation on his face, and said word by word: "I was fourteen years old that year, and I just went out to find my sister to find her dropped kite. ”
"Its kite, it floated so far and far, in order to coax my sister, I had to walk dozens of miles to find it."
"It was because of this kite that I survived."
"But my people, my dear father, mother, eldest brother, second brother, sister, my relatives and friends, all died in that fire."
"Acha, you know what? The fire was really big, its light seemed to rush up dozens of meters into the air, and the smoke was filled, as if it was going to burn the entire grassland. ”
"My ears were filled with the screams of the clansmen, and I watched my loved ones die alive in the fire"
"They were drugged by the Queen Mother, and they didn't have any ability to struggle, but they were all awake except for making their bodies weak."
Speaking of this, Mo Bei closed his eyes.
He was in so much pain that his whole body began to tremble.
As soon as you close your eyes, it's the fire.
That day, he walked dozens of miles, the sun had set, and it was pitch black before he found the kite stuck on the ground.
He was so excited, thinking that his crying little sister would finally stop crying.
So I quickened my pace and walked back.
You know, people of their clan are naturally suitable for running.
In order to let the little sister see this kite as soon as possible and show a smiling face as soon as possible, Mobei ran faster than ever before that day.
That's already his limit.
He could even imagine his little sister's little face, her soft voice, and her big eyes, looking at him with adoration, and then complimenting: My brother is the best!
When he thought of his sister's coquettish appearance, his heart was about to melt.
So, he really ran fast.
I ran to the limit of my body.
Just to let Xiaomei see her beloved kite for the first time.
After all, the little sister said: This is the kite that her brother gave her.
She cried and made a fuss because this was a kite made by Mobei for her.
She cherishes this kite.
Even if Mobei said to make another one for her, she didn't want to.
The little sister, who has always been heroic and sash, raised a bow and shot an eagle, was so delicate that day, crying with pear blossoms and rain.
The eyes are red, and they are all crying and swollen, so they must be that kite.
For many days in the future, Mobei will spend time in entanglement and self-blame.
He always felt that if he hadn't run out to find the kite, he would have died with his people.
If he hadn't tried so hard to run back, wouldn't he have been able to see the tragic death of his clansmen without witnessing the tragic death of his people?
He originally wanted to rush up and fight those people, but he died.
But his mother saw her.
Her mother's eyes were wide, full of begging and expectation, her mouth slightly open, and she kept telling him silently: Run!
Run, run, run!
Run!
It was clear that his mother was also in the fire, and it was clear that her flesh was creaking with burning.
But she never looked away, didn't plead, didn't struggle, didn't resist.
Just keep and on, and keep and on, and keep saying silently: Run.
She was begging him not to come forward.
She was using her last life to beg him to live well.
Even if she was burned beyond recognition, she gritted her teeth and insisted on not struggling or wailing.
She was afraid that her son would be soft-hearted and impulsive.
Therefore, she is reluctant to show weakness.
She didn't want her son to see her in pain.
What is the strength of a mother's love to overcome the pain of fire devouring the flesh?
What kind of strength did she support, not moving at all, not resisting at all?
Mobei closed his eyes and tried to hold back the tears in his eyes.
He can't cry, he doesn't want to cry, he doesn't want to face his weak self.
He wants to avenge his mother, his father, his people.
"Ah Cha." Mo Bei's voice was trembling, and he whispered: "You said how painful they were, how painful it should be to be burned alive."
"The soldiers just formed a circle around them so indifferently, watching them struggle and roll in the fire, screaming and screaming, but they didn't do anything"
"Ah Cha, you say, everyone is a human being, they are all compatriots, can't they feel this pain?"
Mo Bei's fists were clenched tightly, his eyes were red, and he said in a dumb voice: "If it's really just to get the cheats, I want to kill my mouth"
"I've already been drugged, why can't I stun them?"
"Even if you want to kill them! Why can't they not be allowed to go without pain! ”
"Why burn them alive! Why torture them! Isn't the cheats already handed over! She, didn't she already get what she wanted."
Mo Bei's voice trembled, and his body began to tremble.
No matter how many times, no matter how many times you recall the picture at that time.
Mo Beidou couldn't calm the anger and pain in his heart.
He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out.
They were obviously the freest people on the grassland, and they were carefree and took heaven and earth as their home.
They will not encroach on anyone's interests, nor will they be enemies of anyone.
They're just a small tribe, and because of their bloodline, they have a talent that isn't really very talented.
Can this also invite murder?
Mo Bei lowered his head, and his back quietly bent at some point.
Because of the trembling, the lanterns in his hands shook with them.
The light struck the shadows of the two men tremblingly to the ground, twisting and turning, converging.
Ah Cha didn't know what to say, and her dark eyes were like a deep sea.
She raised her hand, thought about it for a while, and slowly patted Mobei's back.
After calming down for a while, he said slowly: "Today, count me as a small punishment for you to punish the Queen Mother." ”
"Of course, this is just the beginning."
Mobei's sad mood could not be dissipated for a long time.
He had held these words in his heart for too long, and he had no one to say.
In the moonlight, his tall figure looked so lonely: it was clear that three years ago, he was just a child, and now, he is still a minor child.
However, he alone supported the great grief, and then redeemed himself from the quagmire, step by step to today.
What sustains him is hatred, the belief that revenge must be taken.
His sister was still so young, and she was clearly shaking his arm softly and coquettishly in the last second.
But when he actually found the kite, his sister was already a corpse.
Charred, fleshless, corpses.
Hahaha.
Mo Bei slowly closed his eyes, and a crystal tear slipped down.
Hot tears burned the skin like knives.
He held back the tears that followed.
It's not the time to be weak, and he hasn't taken revenge yet.
Ah Cha stepped forward suddenly and hugged him gently from behind: "Big brother, cry if you want to." ”
"I'm here."
It's strange that I don't have the urge to cry when I'm sad.
But Ah Cha's gentle words tore apart Mobei's last disguise.
His body could no longer hold back and tremble, from restraint at the beginning to crying at the end.
It's been three years.
It's been three years.
He had never allowed his emotions to be so indulgent.
He held himself, suppressed, restrained.
Tell yourself all the time that he doesn't allow himself to have time to hurt Qiu Huaigu, he must hurry up and have the ability to kill his enemies.
But his enemies stood too tall and too high.
It's such a high position.
It was the height at which he could only look up.
He had to regain his strength in despair after despair.
No matter how hard it is, how hard it is to persevere.
As long as he thought of the smile of his people, he had to grit his teeth and continue to persevere.
He is the only one left in the whole clan.
What right does he have to give it up?
His life. It's long gone.
(End of chapter)