If you let go

"Okay."

Although I don't know why it is for a month, maybe Lord Gu needs a sufficient sense of ceremony?

"A-Ning, I'll get into trouble."

An Ning raised his eyebrows and eyes, and he was in trouble?

Gu Qingzhao continued to say seriously: "You don't have to move to a new environment for me, although the Prime Minister's Mansion is being repaired now, I think it's better to stay in the General's Mansion." ”

An Ning smiled, she reached out and rubbed Master Gu's already messy hair again.

"Master Gu, this is not a burden, this is going home."

The General's Mansion was his home.

They are just suffering from natural and man-made disasters.

The smile on the corner of An Ning's mouth gradually faded, yes, thinking of the first life.

In the first life, she was manipulated to marry the prince without any memory, so what about Lord Gu who kept her memory in the first life?

Where he is and what he is doing.

"Brother Qingzhao, if I didn't recover my memory and I chose to be with another man, what would you do?"

Looking back over the years, in fact, on many occasions, she seems to have met her family Gu intentionally or unintentionally, but whether it is in her eyes or in her mind, she chooses to ignore it.

In the memory of the first half of her life, there was only one person, and that was the crown prince.

What would he do if she never remembered him...

An Ning picked up the sleeve of Gu Qingzhao's corner, her eyes were slightly moist, she looked at Master Gu who was a little distracted in front of her, and asked out loud again: "If I really choose someone else, will you let it go." ”

Even if I was asked to leave, he was able to make that effort.

An Ning saw her family Master Gu and turned her head, her eyes were red but the corners of her mouth were smiling.

"If I do my best, to the extent that I can still restrain myself and not hurt you, I can't... Let you look at me again. ”

I will leave and wish you happiness.

It's just that he can't say this sentence now.

Once upon a time, in countless and countless dark nights, insomnia, decadence, forbearance, and heartache, he had thought about this situation countless times.

He wondered if that day came when he wouldn't see the woman he loved with anyone else.

The world only knows that Gu Qingzhao is as gentle as jade, but they don't know Gu Qingzhao's paranoia and darkness.

He also thought, even if it was a forceful effort, he wanted her to look at him again.

However, the thought that he would hurt her, the thought that she would hate him, the thought that she would be unhappy.

All his emotions didn't seem to matter.

No matter how desperate he is, it's just his own despair, how can he bring his desires into his beloved girl again.

If one day he can't restrain himself, he thinks...

An Ning knew from the look in his eyes.

He's going to die.

Maybe it's in the middle of nowhere, maybe it's by some river, anywhere.

Commit suicide.

What is the purpose of human life?

For the sake of relatives, for friends, for lovers, and more importantly, for yourself.

An Ning lowered her head, and a tear flowed.

Her Lord Gu, who should have lived a smooth life, died in a wilderness, and since then her idle name has been erased, her name has been erased, and the traces of her existence have been erased.

Those he remembered did not know him, but those who remembered him were nowhere to be found.

He was in this world, in the eyes of those he loved, and became transparent.

In this world, the most terrible thing is not death.

Because killing a person's body can not be considered death.

Erasing the traces of his existence is the real death.

Her Lord Gu took on what she did when she was away.

An Ning turned his head sideways, and his heart was sour.

The corners of Gu Qingzhao's mouth hooked up a gentle smile, and he reached out to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

His voice was soft, "A-Ning, don't cry, how can I let you shed tears because of me, huh?" Whatever you imagine, it won't happen, because we're together, and we're not going to be apart. ”

Ten fingers interlocked.

An Ning hugged her family Gu with tears in her eyes.

"Okay, I don't cry, it won't happen, what I imagine, I'll protect you."

"Okay."

His girl, as always.

In fact, there was a paragraph later, but he didn't dare to say it.

All that is gone is gone, like dust and smoke, and when it blows, it disperses.

When they woke up, they hugged for a long time.

They licked each other's wounds like calves.

Both of them smiled very gently, but they couldn't see each other's eyes, but they couldn't see the bottom of the sea.

When it was too late, the moonlight came in and called An Ning to eat.

When she saw the figures of the two people on the bed, she immediately blushed and turned her head sideways and said in a panic: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Miss, I don't know." ”

After saying that, he hurried out.

An Ning shook her head and said with a smile: "I forgot to tell her." ”

When she came back late last night, she let Moonlight go to sleep first.

Maybe Yueshi thought that someone had arranged a guest room for Gu Qingzhao, but who knew that he actually slept in his own lady's bed.

Gu Qingzhao hugged An Ning and leaned his neck on her neck: "I'm sorry, A-Ning." ”

An Ning sighed lightly, her family Gu liked to be sorry for her too much.

"I'm not sorry, don't have those courtesies between us, I said, in front of me, don't be so restrained, huh?"

He smiled, "Okay." ”

The two got up, and Gu Qingzhao dressed An Ning one by one.

His eyes were clean, as if he was doing something sacred.

An Ning wanted to call the moonlight in when she was curling her hair, but Gu Qingzhao stopped her.

"I'll come, Anin."

An Ning smiled and said, "Okay." ”

Gu Qingzhao skillfully pulled up her hair and combed it up little by little.

He explained as he combed:

"When I was a child, I saw the moonlight combing your hair, and I wrote it down. Thinking that one day, I'm going to comb your hair. ”

An Ning: "If Master Gu is not annoying, he will comb my hair every day in the future." ”

Gu Qingzhao: "How can I be annoyed, I can't ask for it." ”

After combing, he took out a hairpin.

It was black jade, pitch black without a trace of impurities, and there was a hint of dark green light in the sun.

An Ning prefers black jade to white jade.

An Ning turned his head.

"Do you know why I like Moyu?"

The corners of Gu Qingzhao's lips hooked slightly, "I know, because Moyu is like me." ”

At the age of ten, Master Gu had already become a gentleman, and his temperament was spotless.

Inky and fragrant.

It was her unintentional words after being amazed by chance.

He remembered it for a long time, but fortunately, she remembered it too.

An Ning touched the black jade on his head, and his tentacles were as cold as snow.

"Did Lord Gu polish it himself? This hairpin, I'm afraid it's Lord Gu's whole body wealth, huh? Dowry? ”

"Oh, no, since Master Gu is going home, then I will also be hired."

Gu Qingzhao bent down and pressed against An Ning's face, "Well, all the family wealth, my girl has now become a wealthy businessman, in the future, please take care of her." ”

An Ning laughed out loud, she was indeed a wealthy businessman now.