His guilt
"I'm going to crush your male protagonist to ashes. Aren't you using everyone as marionettes for him? He's dead, and you're going to be devoured. ”
In the world of cultivating immortals, there is a sentence of the doomed cycle of cause and effect.
What you plant, what you get.
As soon as the male protagonist dies, the way of heaven will be counterattacked.
Suddenly, a gentle word shattered the nightmare.
An Ning sat up suddenly, gasping for air, cold sweat falling on the futon one after another.
Gu Qingzhao on the side eagerly smoothed her breath while wiping her tears, and he asked gently, "What's wrong, A-Ning?" Having a nightmare? ”
An Ning suddenly came back to consciousness, she looked at the person in front of her, and was still standing in front of her alive.
She hugged him violently, very tightly and hard.
In the dream, Gu Qingzhao fell into the horror of falling into the heavy snow, that feeling of loss, she couldn't experience it again.
Gu Qingzhao felt that something was wrong with An Ning, and he hugged her tightly, calling her name over and over again.
An Ning listened to the familiar voice calling her name over and over again, and the frightened heart gradually came down.
The cold sweat on her forehead wiped all the cold sweat on Gu Qingzhao's underwear, and her body trembled a little.
"Brother Qingzhao, Brother Qingzhao..."
Gu Qingzhao responded over and over again.
"I'm here, Aning, I'm here..."
Until An Ning gradually calmed down.
She easily let him go, looked at his face, and stroked his hand slightly.
"Don't do anything stupid for me."
When Gu Qingzhao heard this, his body paused slightly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes sank deeper and deeper.
"Aning, tell me, what did you dream about?"
An Ning looked at the worried eyes of her family Gu with tears in her eyes, and choked up: "I had a dream, I dreamed that I married the crown prince, and you became his staff for me, supported him to the throne, and then... Fell on a snowy night. ”
Her voice was shaking, and tears fell as soon as she lowered her head.
How could she imagine that her family Gu Da Da ended up like this, Daye was a powerful minister, but after his death, no one even found the bones, no one stood on a grave, and no one greeted him.
Only those students and teachers in the academy occasionally asked a few words about where Master Gu had gone, and they only guessed that he had gone into hiding, who knew that he would die on that day.
It seems... Or the day of Chinese New Year's Eve...
An Ning grabbed his hand, but felt his slightly stiff body, she raised her head, and before she could see his expression, she was hugged by him.
He comforted softly: "Good, it's all a dream, nothing like this will happen." ”
If you feel it carefully, you can still feel that his body is trembling slightly.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhao's eyes were already red, but he didn't dare to let her see half of it.
An Ning suddenly guessed a possibility, and she asked tremblingly, "So, Master Gu, remember?" ”
Remember their first life, remember what happened...
Why else would he react like this? He should have hugged her with peace of mind, then looked at her seriously, chuckled and told her that this could not happen.
Master Gu is a person who is very good at making people feel at ease rather than distressed, unless he does it on purpose.
In this case, how could he deliberately make her sad again?
When Gu Qingzhao heard this, his body completely stiffened.
An Ning let go of him and looked into his eyes, which were scarlet, full of uncontrollable forbearance.
He turned his head sideways and didn't dare to look at her, his tears were a little embarrassed, "A-Ning, I..."
She understood, it turned out that at the beginning, her family Gu was like her, with memories.
No wonder, he was indifferent to everyone, but he was only gentle with her.
No wonder all her calculations, he accepted them all.
There are many things, and if you think about it, it seems that she is playing chess, but all of them are inseparable from the traction of the person in front of her.
He seduced her step by step, slowly letting her get closer to him, the so-called morality was all selfishness.
Gu Qingzhao's voice trembled: "I'm sorry, I..."
He wanted to explain, but he couldn't say a thousand words.
I'm sorry?
An Ning turned his head and looked at him seriously: "Where did you come from, I'm sorry?" Well? Lord Gu? What are you apologizing, are we going to apologize to each other? ”
Gu Qingzhao shook his head, "No, I... I do, I have a little memory, the first life, I didn't protect you, and because of me, let the General's Mansion be destroyed, so I'm sorry. In this life, I used despicable means to make you look at me again, I'm sorry, Aning, I know you hate these things the most, but you still do it. ”
In the first life, after his death, he saw everything that happened next, the general's mansion was destroyed by Cang Shuo, and this matter became Cang Lan's acquiescence.
At that time, he calculated Cang Shuo, but he didn't have time to make the final blow before he died, he thought that even if he left, Cang Shuo would not become a threat, but he didn't expect Cang Shuo to conspire with Cang Lan to calculate the General's Mansion. He always knew that Canglan didn't have the heart to be a king, but he didn't know that he was so stupid, the general's mansion was dead, the north lost the heart of the army, the enemy country was eyeing him, and Daye was in danger.
Before he died, the last move he left put his girl on the throne of queen, but after the general's mansion was destroyed, he regretted it.
How could he watch her marry his enemy without knowing the truth, but fortunately, she didn't know the truth.
All of this is driven by him behind the scenes.
He Gu Qingzhao is really...
Damned people.
An Ning looked at his heart-wrenched eyes and smiled, and he touched his head.
"Master Gu, if it were me, there would be no better choice, would it? That's all you can do, the best you can do, huh? Don't be sorry, between us, don't apologize to each other, everything, whether it's right or wrong, I love you, after knowing this, I feel even more sorry for you, why are you so stupid, my Lord Gu. ”
"We are all mortals, and we don't have superpowers, how can we be perfect in everything? Is that a story that was written in a real talking book? Well? I don't blame you, there is nothing that can be blamed on you. My Lord Gu, for me, gave up himself and everything, thank you, I love you. ”
Her Lord Gu, whenever she encounters her, she can always lose her mind.
He was insecure, and in everything about her, he would question himself over and over again, whether he was doing the right thing, and if there was a better choice.
It's really gone, in the first life, in the face of that kind of peace, he is really helpless.
An Ning immediately showed another smile, "In this life, I thank you very much, come to meet me again, and you must come in the next life." ”